.:First Love:.
Based on the song by Utada Hikaru
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh, or any of the characters. The lyrics for "First Love" was from Utada Hikaru, so I do not own that either
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The normal text is her thoughts, and the lyrics are in --...xx....--
This was written in the point of view of Anzu, so "I" refers to "Anzu." This is after Atemu has left, and she feels lonely. Atemu is refered to through "he" and "you."
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As he left, I remember gritting my teeth hard to stop the tears from flowing, but I couldn't, and I let the tears flow on and on. I wanted to stop him from leaving.
At that moment, all the memories floated back to me—when I first saw him to the present, when he was leaving.
He was my first love.
He was always going to be the one that I wanted to love me back.
But now it's too late.
--You are always gonna be my love…--
Since when he first spoke to me, all the way until today, I love him.
I wanted to tell him so much.
As I watched him duel, somewhere in my heart, I didn't want him lose the duel, and I couldn't bear to watch him lose.
But he did.
--Even if I fall in love with someone once again…--
I thought I would stay by his side forever; I thought he would be by my side forever. I never thought that I would never see him again.
I want to see you again
Even if it is for just a single day, hour, minute, or second, I just want to see his face again before I forget it.
I hope to accept someone else's love, but I just can't forget him, my first love.
--I'll remember to love, You taught me how…--
Even if it takes eternity to see you again, I don't want to forget you.
I never want to forget you.
Somehow, he carved a deep scar in my heart, a scar that cannot be healed.
I remember when he first looked into my eyes and smiled.
As he left and smiled, I was crushed.
--You are always gonna be the one--
Forever and ever, I don't want to forget you. But I'm afraid, because I can't see your face anymore, not in the present, not in my memory, not anywhere.
You are always going to be my first love.
Please don't forget me.
--It's still a sad song…--
Why couldn't you stay?
Remember when you first smiled at me and I smiled back?
Has your destiny taken you somewhere that you can remember me at?
Please, am I in your memory?
--…Until I can sing a new song--
Until I can learn to forget you, I will love you forever and ever.
But…
I won't forget you.
I can't forget you.
I need to remember you.
--Now and Forever...--
I want to hold your hand.
I want to be in your arms.
I want to see you again.
Without you, even with all my friends, I'm alone.
Even if it takes hundreds and thousands of years, I will wait to see you again.
Even if your destiny doesn't lead you to find me again, I will find you.
Somehow in some way, I will find you. It doesn't matter if hundreds, thousands of years or even a millennia passes; even if you look completely different, I will find you.
I won't forget you, because…
You are my first love.
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