A/N: Mostly everyone seems a bit OOC in this chapter, especially
Fuuma. Rightttttt. A BIG thanks to Miuzy for telling me how to spell
Kamui's mom's name. *Hugz* and thank you everyone else who reviewed! Hmmm
well that's all so enjoy.
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Expect the unexpected.
Yes, it is an overly used phrase.
Yes, it does sound odd coming from me.
However, two days ago who would have known that I would end up in the arms of the school outcast with a heart of gold and eyes to match them.
His lips are warm and sweet. His arms make me feel safe and protected.
My heart feels like it's going to burst. All the heartache and pain from the events that have taken place is gone in an instant. All that's left is an overwhelming feeling of relief and what appears to be happiness. We stand here for what seems like hours just holding each other. The only reason we move is because a passing by nurse whistles and tells us to go get a room. Both of us blush at the comment and slowly move apart.
I can see that Fuuma's face is slightly flushed and I feel that mine is too. I think we both forgot to breath. But come on, with him who needs air?
I know I sound like a lovesick teenage girl and it's pathetic, but I need this and I think that in more ways than one Fuuma may need this more than me. I just hope that he will admit it or even better tell me why.
My mind comes crashing back to reality as I realize that I'm sitting on a bench at the back of the hospital in a tiny park. I look around because I notice that Fuuma isn't with me anymore. I didn't even see him leave. That is until I hear him speak.
"Don't think that you'd get away this easily," Fuuma teases me.
My face must have lit up when he spoke because his eyes shined brightly at it.
"Where did you go?" I ask
" Just to make a call to Kotori so she knows that I wont be coming home," Fuuma replies.
"Thank you," I mumble.
Seconds go by without either one of us speaking, but some how it feels more comfortable than awkward. It just feels good to have someone with me that I know won't disappear and leave me with out a goodbye or and explanation. /Man am I bitter/ I think.
I can feel my eyes start to tear yet again and I try to hide it from Fuuma. He looks over to me and gives me a big hug. With his face inches away from mine he speaks.
"Kamui-Kun, do you want to talk about it?" Fuuma asks me /he called me Kun! My mind screams in delight/
"Well," I begin, " I'm not to sure of what has happened but what I do know is that Mom is dead and Aunt Tokiko is missing. It's, it's, and oh I don't know. I'm Sorry."
"There's no need to apologize, I understand," Fuuma reinsures me.
We once again end up in silence but this time it is the awkward kind. It doesn't just bother me it bothers Fuuma too. I can tell because he keeps looking everywhere expect at me. It's really starting to piss me off, so I lean over and kiss him clumsily on the lips.
Fuuma ends the kiss and looks at his watch.
"We should be going it's getting late," Fuuma says.
"Oh, um, um, um, Will you stay with me?" I ask just a little too fast.
Fuuma chuckles, "Of course I will".
So we head on back to my house holding hands along the way. Whoever passes us doesn't seem to care and that pleases me to no end. Back from where I'm from if someone saw you like this they do some-oh-not-so-pleasant things. But we are not there and I don't need to worry about it anymore.
Yeah. back to what's happening. We've finally reached my house and we walk in. No sign of Aunt Tokiko. Not good. Not good at all.
We decide that Fuuma is going to stay in the living room and I go to my room.
Time seems to be moving extremely slow for me and it feels like I just said goodnight to Fuuma minutes ago, but in reality it must have been hours ago.
I hear low noises that sound like whimpering coming from the living room. I dash into the to see something that I wouldn't expect to see at all.
Fuuma crying in his sleep.
Quickly, I cross the room over to him and sit down next to where he is lying. I gently shake him and by doing that I get quite a surprise. Fuuma puts his head in my lap and holds onto me like I would vanish into thin air. This certainly isn't right.
"Shhhh, It's okay," I whisper. I tenderly stroke his hair until he calms down and just has shaky breath.
I go to move next to Fuuma on the sofa, but before I can the phone rings. It's Subaru?!
" Hi," I blurt out.
"Hey Kamui-kun, sorry to be calling you so late but I wanted to check that you were all right," Subaru informs me.
Fuuma does not look happy.
" I am, thank you for asking," I reply.
" Anything for a friend," Subaru says.
" Thanx Su, well I have to go, I'll talk to you later," I say.
"Okay, bye Kamui-kun," with that he hangs up.
As I turn back to Fuuma he has this look on his face that spells out MURDER. I move closer to him and as I do so he moves away from me. We end up having a staring contest.
It is now my turn to break the silence.
"Fuuma what's wrong?" I ask.
"Nothing, forget about it," Fuuma almost yells.
With no other option in mind I crawl under the covers with Fuuma and wrap my arms around him. Within minutes Fuuma dozes off in my arms. I can hear all the tiny sounds that houses make at night, like creaking. It is really starting to creep me out, so for that reason I go to where I can't hear them. My mind.
I take one more look at Fuuma before loosing myself in my thoughts.
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Expect the unexpected.
Yes, it is an overly used phrase.
Yes, it does sound odd coming from me.
However, two days ago who would have known that I would end up in the arms of the school outcast with a heart of gold and eyes to match them.
His lips are warm and sweet. His arms make me feel safe and protected.
My heart feels like it's going to burst. All the heartache and pain from the events that have taken place is gone in an instant. All that's left is an overwhelming feeling of relief and what appears to be happiness. We stand here for what seems like hours just holding each other. The only reason we move is because a passing by nurse whistles and tells us to go get a room. Both of us blush at the comment and slowly move apart.
I can see that Fuuma's face is slightly flushed and I feel that mine is too. I think we both forgot to breath. But come on, with him who needs air?
I know I sound like a lovesick teenage girl and it's pathetic, but I need this and I think that in more ways than one Fuuma may need this more than me. I just hope that he will admit it or even better tell me why.
My mind comes crashing back to reality as I realize that I'm sitting on a bench at the back of the hospital in a tiny park. I look around because I notice that Fuuma isn't with me anymore. I didn't even see him leave. That is until I hear him speak.
"Don't think that you'd get away this easily," Fuuma teases me.
My face must have lit up when he spoke because his eyes shined brightly at it.
"Where did you go?" I ask
" Just to make a call to Kotori so she knows that I wont be coming home," Fuuma replies.
"Thank you," I mumble.
Seconds go by without either one of us speaking, but some how it feels more comfortable than awkward. It just feels good to have someone with me that I know won't disappear and leave me with out a goodbye or and explanation. /Man am I bitter/ I think.
I can feel my eyes start to tear yet again and I try to hide it from Fuuma. He looks over to me and gives me a big hug. With his face inches away from mine he speaks.
"Kamui-Kun, do you want to talk about it?" Fuuma asks me /he called me Kun! My mind screams in delight/
"Well," I begin, " I'm not to sure of what has happened but what I do know is that Mom is dead and Aunt Tokiko is missing. It's, it's, and oh I don't know. I'm Sorry."
"There's no need to apologize, I understand," Fuuma reinsures me.
We once again end up in silence but this time it is the awkward kind. It doesn't just bother me it bothers Fuuma too. I can tell because he keeps looking everywhere expect at me. It's really starting to piss me off, so I lean over and kiss him clumsily on the lips.
Fuuma ends the kiss and looks at his watch.
"We should be going it's getting late," Fuuma says.
"Oh, um, um, um, Will you stay with me?" I ask just a little too fast.
Fuuma chuckles, "Of course I will".
So we head on back to my house holding hands along the way. Whoever passes us doesn't seem to care and that pleases me to no end. Back from where I'm from if someone saw you like this they do some-oh-not-so-pleasant things. But we are not there and I don't need to worry about it anymore.
Yeah. back to what's happening. We've finally reached my house and we walk in. No sign of Aunt Tokiko. Not good. Not good at all.
We decide that Fuuma is going to stay in the living room and I go to my room.
Time seems to be moving extremely slow for me and it feels like I just said goodnight to Fuuma minutes ago, but in reality it must have been hours ago.
I hear low noises that sound like whimpering coming from the living room. I dash into the to see something that I wouldn't expect to see at all.
Fuuma crying in his sleep.
Quickly, I cross the room over to him and sit down next to where he is lying. I gently shake him and by doing that I get quite a surprise. Fuuma puts his head in my lap and holds onto me like I would vanish into thin air. This certainly isn't right.
"Shhhh, It's okay," I whisper. I tenderly stroke his hair until he calms down and just has shaky breath.
I go to move next to Fuuma on the sofa, but before I can the phone rings. It's Subaru?!
" Hi," I blurt out.
"Hey Kamui-kun, sorry to be calling you so late but I wanted to check that you were all right," Subaru informs me.
Fuuma does not look happy.
" I am, thank you for asking," I reply.
" Anything for a friend," Subaru says.
" Thanx Su, well I have to go, I'll talk to you later," I say.
"Okay, bye Kamui-kun," with that he hangs up.
As I turn back to Fuuma he has this look on his face that spells out MURDER. I move closer to him and as I do so he moves away from me. We end up having a staring contest.
It is now my turn to break the silence.
"Fuuma what's wrong?" I ask.
"Nothing, forget about it," Fuuma almost yells.
With no other option in mind I crawl under the covers with Fuuma and wrap my arms around him. Within minutes Fuuma dozes off in my arms. I can hear all the tiny sounds that houses make at night, like creaking. It is really starting to creep me out, so for that reason I go to where I can't hear them. My mind.
I take one more look at Fuuma before loosing myself in my thoughts.
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