A/N: I'm sooo sorry! I had no idea all this time has gone by without me
updating. I'm such a loser; I have no sense of time. I'm going to make
myself a schedule and try to update every week-to every other week, if
possible. I want to thank you all for reviewing it means a lot to me. I
have a question, though. What pairings would be preferred? If you can say
then it would help me, since I have an idea but am curious to what is
thought. Enjoy the chapter.
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There is a moment in everyone's life when they say the up most sincere thing that comes to mind. It holds no flaws and only tells the truth. I've just had one of those moments.
As I sit here, most likely looking like a ripe tomato Fuuma does nothing but smile. It makes my insides flutter around and yet it scares me. The silence makes me think that I've done something wrong. That I never should have said that or anything that would have resembled it. However, my thoughts change quickly as Fuuma leans over and gently kisses me on the lips.
"Thank you, Kamui," Fuuma says to me quietly.
I think what I just said hit home on him.
Fuuma leans over and breaths into my ear, "I just want you to know that I care. You mean more to me than you comprehend. Remember this."
I shiver as he kisses me again, but with more passion than before. A plump looking nurse walking in interrupts us. She has an exceptionally sweet look on her face. For a nurse it seems out of place.
"Sorry boys, but visiting time is over. Our Kamui-kun needs his rest."
The nurse and Fuuma stare at each other for a moment, and a fierce silence fills the small room.
The nurse speaks again.
"If you want I can inquire if it is all right for you to stay here over night. A little company never hurt anyone."
"That would be appreciated," Fuuma responds.
The nurse leaves quickly and Fuuma resumes his gentle kisses on me. He kisses down me neck and makes me tremble in pleasure. He smirks and a hand finds itself under my shirt, rubbing my skin. I let out a little moan. The nurse walks back in.
"No can do boys. Kamui-kun needs some more rest. You can try again tomorrow. Now off you go."
Fuuma frowns and stands up, giving me one last kiss.
"I'll see you in the morning."
I nod and Fuuma walks out, a little angry. He wanted to stay with me. I think he somewhat blames himself for what happened. In all honesty I don't know whether to pity him or agree. My eyes start to grow heavy as I think about this and I fall asleep without finding an answer.
I do not dream. All there is, is darkness.
**
I slowly open my eyes to a dreadfully cheerful room. The machines chirp away almost in sync with one another and the low busy mutterings of people echo in the depths of the room. I hear people near the door and I sit up. The nurse from yesterday walks in with another person. Aiden is standing next to her with a bouquet of blood red roses in his arms. The nurse walks out and Aiden takes a seat next to my bed.
He hands it over to me and smiles.
"How are you feeling today, Kamui-kun?"
"Better, thank you."
"Do you like the roses?" A look almost like hunger sparkles in his eyes.
I nod.
"It's hard to find a type that challenges your beauty, Kamui-kun. You are remarkably beautiful."
My mind starts screaming to tell him to leave. That something is wrong with this whole picture. That he shouldn't be the one telling me this. It scares me.
"There's no need to be modest or embarrassed."
I nod again.
"Or shy. Is something the matter, Kamui-kun?"
"No."
In a matter of seconds, Aiden leans over and without being able to react quickly enough, his lips brush over mine then he kisses me, hard.
All I can do is sit there in shock. It's so sudden. However, it is over before I know it and the hungry look in his eyes intensify.
"I can take care of you, Kamui-kun. You can be happy."
We stare at one another, well he stares at me while I try my hardest to look away. His hand makes its way into mine and its hold is strong. Like a fly in a spiders web.
His voice is low.
"Answer me, Kamui-kun."
I take a deep breath and look at him, frowning.
"No, Aiden-san. You're wrong. I am happy."
"Running into the street in the middle of the night is not a sign of happiness."
"I wasn't thinking properly."
"You weren't happy yesterday either. I could see it in your eyes."
I start to anger from this.
"I am happy."
"I could make you happier. You can be at peace."
"I have someone, thank you very much."
"Who? The person you were running from?"
"I'm running from no one. I don't know what you think, Aiden-san, but he means the world to me. I love Fuuma."
I continue quietly, "Not you."
I look Aiden in the eye and looks between anger, hurt, and worry flow within them. Before he can retaliate and I can say anything else another voice interrupts us.
"I suggest you move away from him, Satomi-san, before something unpleasant happens to you."
Both of us look at the entrance of the room and Fuuma is standing there, fists clenched, and a deadly look on his face.
Aiden smirks.
"You must be the infamous Fuuma. What a pleasure."
"I don't see you moving, Satomi-san."
"Why don't we have a word Fuuma?"
"I think that would be a splendid idea."
Aiden gets up and looks back down at me.
"I'll be back in a moment, Kamui-kun. Do not worry."
I try to tell them to stop. That if they want to talk then to do it in the room. I don't want them fighting over me. I don't want anyone hurt. Yet, my voice wont let me speak. I open my mouth to say something, to say anything and nothing comes out.
As they walk out of the room my worry consumes me. I take out, painfully, the IV's from my arm and wobbly get up.
I make my way to the door and I hear heated words coming from them.
My heart races.
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There is a moment in everyone's life when they say the up most sincere thing that comes to mind. It holds no flaws and only tells the truth. I've just had one of those moments.
As I sit here, most likely looking like a ripe tomato Fuuma does nothing but smile. It makes my insides flutter around and yet it scares me. The silence makes me think that I've done something wrong. That I never should have said that or anything that would have resembled it. However, my thoughts change quickly as Fuuma leans over and gently kisses me on the lips.
"Thank you, Kamui," Fuuma says to me quietly.
I think what I just said hit home on him.
Fuuma leans over and breaths into my ear, "I just want you to know that I care. You mean more to me than you comprehend. Remember this."
I shiver as he kisses me again, but with more passion than before. A plump looking nurse walking in interrupts us. She has an exceptionally sweet look on her face. For a nurse it seems out of place.
"Sorry boys, but visiting time is over. Our Kamui-kun needs his rest."
The nurse and Fuuma stare at each other for a moment, and a fierce silence fills the small room.
The nurse speaks again.
"If you want I can inquire if it is all right for you to stay here over night. A little company never hurt anyone."
"That would be appreciated," Fuuma responds.
The nurse leaves quickly and Fuuma resumes his gentle kisses on me. He kisses down me neck and makes me tremble in pleasure. He smirks and a hand finds itself under my shirt, rubbing my skin. I let out a little moan. The nurse walks back in.
"No can do boys. Kamui-kun needs some more rest. You can try again tomorrow. Now off you go."
Fuuma frowns and stands up, giving me one last kiss.
"I'll see you in the morning."
I nod and Fuuma walks out, a little angry. He wanted to stay with me. I think he somewhat blames himself for what happened. In all honesty I don't know whether to pity him or agree. My eyes start to grow heavy as I think about this and I fall asleep without finding an answer.
I do not dream. All there is, is darkness.
**
I slowly open my eyes to a dreadfully cheerful room. The machines chirp away almost in sync with one another and the low busy mutterings of people echo in the depths of the room. I hear people near the door and I sit up. The nurse from yesterday walks in with another person. Aiden is standing next to her with a bouquet of blood red roses in his arms. The nurse walks out and Aiden takes a seat next to my bed.
He hands it over to me and smiles.
"How are you feeling today, Kamui-kun?"
"Better, thank you."
"Do you like the roses?" A look almost like hunger sparkles in his eyes.
I nod.
"It's hard to find a type that challenges your beauty, Kamui-kun. You are remarkably beautiful."
My mind starts screaming to tell him to leave. That something is wrong with this whole picture. That he shouldn't be the one telling me this. It scares me.
"There's no need to be modest or embarrassed."
I nod again.
"Or shy. Is something the matter, Kamui-kun?"
"No."
In a matter of seconds, Aiden leans over and without being able to react quickly enough, his lips brush over mine then he kisses me, hard.
All I can do is sit there in shock. It's so sudden. However, it is over before I know it and the hungry look in his eyes intensify.
"I can take care of you, Kamui-kun. You can be happy."
We stare at one another, well he stares at me while I try my hardest to look away. His hand makes its way into mine and its hold is strong. Like a fly in a spiders web.
His voice is low.
"Answer me, Kamui-kun."
I take a deep breath and look at him, frowning.
"No, Aiden-san. You're wrong. I am happy."
"Running into the street in the middle of the night is not a sign of happiness."
"I wasn't thinking properly."
"You weren't happy yesterday either. I could see it in your eyes."
I start to anger from this.
"I am happy."
"I could make you happier. You can be at peace."
"I have someone, thank you very much."
"Who? The person you were running from?"
"I'm running from no one. I don't know what you think, Aiden-san, but he means the world to me. I love Fuuma."
I continue quietly, "Not you."
I look Aiden in the eye and looks between anger, hurt, and worry flow within them. Before he can retaliate and I can say anything else another voice interrupts us.
"I suggest you move away from him, Satomi-san, before something unpleasant happens to you."
Both of us look at the entrance of the room and Fuuma is standing there, fists clenched, and a deadly look on his face.
Aiden smirks.
"You must be the infamous Fuuma. What a pleasure."
"I don't see you moving, Satomi-san."
"Why don't we have a word Fuuma?"
"I think that would be a splendid idea."
Aiden gets up and looks back down at me.
"I'll be back in a moment, Kamui-kun. Do not worry."
I try to tell them to stop. That if they want to talk then to do it in the room. I don't want them fighting over me. I don't want anyone hurt. Yet, my voice wont let me speak. I open my mouth to say something, to say anything and nothing comes out.
As they walk out of the room my worry consumes me. I take out, painfully, the IV's from my arm and wobbly get up.
I make my way to the door and I hear heated words coming from them.
My heart races.
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