A/N: Well I thought I'd just write a little something about the story before you begin reading it. This isn't much of a Yaoi fic but it does have fluff in it. Dontcha love fluffy-ness? The other things included in this story are: references to sex between Yuki and Shuichi, cussing (this is in Yuki's POV mind you...) and that's about it. I'm rating this PG-13 right now because I don't go into detail with the sex. But if I have to change it to R I will let you know. And to you maybe I might have the characters out of place because well...-blushes- I've only seen the first DVD of the TV series...but who could resist writing something?! Anyway read on! And don't forget to review or I'll sic Ryuichi on you...no wait you might like that...never mind then -huggles Ryuichi- Mine!...
"Yuuuukiiii!" the brat whined, throwing his arms around my neck and rubbing his cheek against my own as I tried my hardest not to punch Shuichi off me. At the moment, it was 11:30 PM and I was furiously making an effort to finish my story while having the damn brat bother me every fifteen seconds. Shuichi pouted as I ignored him.
Then, I unexpectedly felt the moisture from Shuichi's tongue run across my ear and end at my lobe. 'Dammit Shuichi...you're doing it again...' I thought as I felt my jeans slightly tighten from the small amount of pleasure he was giving me. I shrugged Shuichi off my back as I continued typing, forcing myself to ignore the voice inside me that said 'Forget your work and have sex with him!'
"Shuichi...not now...." I mumbled, keeping my entire focus on my bright laptop screen as Shuichi walked to my side and pouted once more.
"Hmph...alright then. I'll find something else to do..." Shuichi growled, leaving the room and slamming the door behind him. I sighed and leaned back in my chair, lighting a cigarette and inhaling the sweet taste. 'He hates when I do this...but who gives a shit?' I began thinking as I continued smoking and tried to calm myself down. 'We can have sex anytime...now, I need to finish this by my deadline.' I concluded as I sat back upright and continued typing. It was only a matter of minutes before I leaned back once again, quickly losing all the many ideas I had.
It was then I glanced at the small stool next to me where Shuichi usually sat as he talked for, what seemed like forever, about everything he had done during the day. 'He probably figures I don't pay any attention to him...' I thought again as I took off my glasses and rubbed my eyes. 'But I do...I do love him so much...I don't think I'll ever let him know however...' I finished, putting out the burnt end of my cigarette into the small ashtray next to my computer.
As I did so the picture beside the ashtray suddenly caught my eye. It was the first picture Shuichi and I had taken on our first date. It wasn't that great of a picture coming from a photo booth, but it was still important to me nonetheless. I sighed as I looked at his extremely happy expression, a small smile coming to my own face as I watched it. "I have to tell him now..." I said aloud as I stood up and began walking out of my room.
I entered the living room and found Shuichi sitting cross-legged on the couch watching whatever the hell was on at quarter to midnight. At first, he didn't notice I had walked in and he laughed at something on TV...he was being awfully cute...when I sat down next to him. He jumped, then smiled warmly as he noticed it was only me.
"Hi Yuki." he said, probably thinking I came out here to take up his offer on having sex. That wasn't what I came out here to do though.
"Shuichi...I have to tell you that I--"
"Yuki I know sometimes I get on your last nerve but I just want you to know something." Shuichi spoke, cutting me off as he looked into my eyes with those irresistible violet eyes. "And I know that I may seem like a brat or a pain to you but...Yuki...I love you." he said and I suddenly felt like I wanted to leave. I never told Shuichi I loved him...for some reason every time he said it I just kissed him, letting him know I felt the same. I decided to do that once more, edging my face closer to his to press my lips against his own but for once our kiss was blocked by his hand. I opened my eyes and stood up, not being able to look at him anymore. He stood up as well and walked in front of me, stopping only inches before my body. "Yuki...tell me that you love me. Not once have you ever said it but right now I want to hear you say it..." he said, his eyes now sad looking. I could only watch him.
'I love you Shuichi! I love you Shuichi! I love you Shuichi! How fucking hard is it to say?!' I yelled at myself as I continued watching him, a emotionless expression on my face. I saw him swallow hard as his eyes quickly filled with tears. He turned to leave my apartment and I followed him.
"Where the hell are you supposed to go at twelve midnight, Shuichi?" I asked as he opened the door. He turned back to me, a few tears already rolling down his face.
"I'll be back by the morning...don't worry about waiting up for me..." he said quietly before slamming the door in my face. I stood there, motionless. Not once in the entire year we had been dating had I figured our relationship would end...but that time had suddenly come. Shuichi was slipping through my fingers and I wasn't doing a damn thing about it...
A/N: Well that seemed like a good place to stop the chapter. Do you think Yuki and Shuichi are finally over? -laughs evilly- You'll have to just read the next chapter or two or three to find out! Review please as well!
"Yuuuukiiii!" the brat whined, throwing his arms around my neck and rubbing his cheek against my own as I tried my hardest not to punch Shuichi off me. At the moment, it was 11:30 PM and I was furiously making an effort to finish my story while having the damn brat bother me every fifteen seconds. Shuichi pouted as I ignored him.
Then, I unexpectedly felt the moisture from Shuichi's tongue run across my ear and end at my lobe. 'Dammit Shuichi...you're doing it again...' I thought as I felt my jeans slightly tighten from the small amount of pleasure he was giving me. I shrugged Shuichi off my back as I continued typing, forcing myself to ignore the voice inside me that said 'Forget your work and have sex with him!'
"Shuichi...not now...." I mumbled, keeping my entire focus on my bright laptop screen as Shuichi walked to my side and pouted once more.
"Hmph...alright then. I'll find something else to do..." Shuichi growled, leaving the room and slamming the door behind him. I sighed and leaned back in my chair, lighting a cigarette and inhaling the sweet taste. 'He hates when I do this...but who gives a shit?' I began thinking as I continued smoking and tried to calm myself down. 'We can have sex anytime...now, I need to finish this by my deadline.' I concluded as I sat back upright and continued typing. It was only a matter of minutes before I leaned back once again, quickly losing all the many ideas I had.
It was then I glanced at the small stool next to me where Shuichi usually sat as he talked for, what seemed like forever, about everything he had done during the day. 'He probably figures I don't pay any attention to him...' I thought again as I took off my glasses and rubbed my eyes. 'But I do...I do love him so much...I don't think I'll ever let him know however...' I finished, putting out the burnt end of my cigarette into the small ashtray next to my computer.
As I did so the picture beside the ashtray suddenly caught my eye. It was the first picture Shuichi and I had taken on our first date. It wasn't that great of a picture coming from a photo booth, but it was still important to me nonetheless. I sighed as I looked at his extremely happy expression, a small smile coming to my own face as I watched it. "I have to tell him now..." I said aloud as I stood up and began walking out of my room.
I entered the living room and found Shuichi sitting cross-legged on the couch watching whatever the hell was on at quarter to midnight. At first, he didn't notice I had walked in and he laughed at something on TV...he was being awfully cute...when I sat down next to him. He jumped, then smiled warmly as he noticed it was only me.
"Hi Yuki." he said, probably thinking I came out here to take up his offer on having sex. That wasn't what I came out here to do though.
"Shuichi...I have to tell you that I--"
"Yuki I know sometimes I get on your last nerve but I just want you to know something." Shuichi spoke, cutting me off as he looked into my eyes with those irresistible violet eyes. "And I know that I may seem like a brat or a pain to you but...Yuki...I love you." he said and I suddenly felt like I wanted to leave. I never told Shuichi I loved him...for some reason every time he said it I just kissed him, letting him know I felt the same. I decided to do that once more, edging my face closer to his to press my lips against his own but for once our kiss was blocked by his hand. I opened my eyes and stood up, not being able to look at him anymore. He stood up as well and walked in front of me, stopping only inches before my body. "Yuki...tell me that you love me. Not once have you ever said it but right now I want to hear you say it..." he said, his eyes now sad looking. I could only watch him.
'I love you Shuichi! I love you Shuichi! I love you Shuichi! How fucking hard is it to say?!' I yelled at myself as I continued watching him, a emotionless expression on my face. I saw him swallow hard as his eyes quickly filled with tears. He turned to leave my apartment and I followed him.
"Where the hell are you supposed to go at twelve midnight, Shuichi?" I asked as he opened the door. He turned back to me, a few tears already rolling down his face.
"I'll be back by the morning...don't worry about waiting up for me..." he said quietly before slamming the door in my face. I stood there, motionless. Not once in the entire year we had been dating had I figured our relationship would end...but that time had suddenly come. Shuichi was slipping through my fingers and I wasn't doing a damn thing about it...
A/N: Well that seemed like a good place to stop the chapter. Do you think Yuki and Shuichi are finally over? -laughs evilly- You'll have to just read the next chapter or two or three to find out! Review please as well!