A/N: Aww, yes I know my fifth chapter was so sad! -wipes tears- But that's what makes it somewhat better right? Well I hope you enjoy this next chapter and keep reviewing! This is the most reviews I've gotten in the small amount of chapters I have! Keep 'em coming!! I love you all!! :D
I had only cried for about twenty minutes, and after I was done I kept my head rested in the palm of my right hand. I had finally told Shuichi the last thing I'd ever want to tell him...and now I wished I had kept my mouth shut. I didn't know what Shuichi was doing now but I had to find out. Too much was going through my mind about what he could be doing, so I needed to know.
I quickly walked out of my office, hearing some noise coming from Shuichi's room. I opened his door, he never did lock it, and watched him for a moment.
He was packing some stuff into one of his backpacks, and I think that was the moment I started to freak out. I walked a few steps into his room, but couldn't find the words to say to him. I didn't know what the hell he was doing or where he was going...and after what I had just recently said to him, what could I say? Fortunately, the small silence was broken when he turned to me and began speaking.
"Yuki I'm going over to Hiro's...don't wait around for me because I'm probably going to work straight after so I really don't know when I'll be home." as he spoke I just stood there, staring at the carpet in his room and let him continue. "I don't know if what you said to me back there was true but...if..." he began slowing down and that was when I looked up to him. He was no longer looking directly at me but I could still see the tears quickly welling up in his violet eyes. Sure, he had cried before about stupid stuff...but I knew that this was really hitting him hard.
I walked to him and started to put my arms around him when he slightly pushed me out of the way, heading toward our front door. "Shuichi!" I yelled, following after him and he stopped. His hand was on the doorknob and as he turned to face me, I noticed that the tears that were in his eyes a moment before, were now streaming down his face.
"Yuki don't follow me. And don't ask me to stay and that everything will be better because I'm seriously trying to...stay with you but you...after what you said I just...don't know anymore. You said once before that we were a mistake and I always thought you were just joking but now...I'm starting to take that into consideration." he finished before exiting our apartment and slamming the door behind him. I was only approximately a foot away from the door and I quickly walked to it, pounding my fist against the wooden plank.
"Damn you!" I yelled, shutting my eyes and feeling that idiotic emotion of sadness overwhelm me once more. I had always hated crying, it was for people who couldn't control themselves. But now I knew the real reason I had never cried. After being raped I never had anything to truly cry about...nothing that had ever gotten me to that one point where I couldn't take it anymore. Not until now.
I sighed. I wouldn't let myself start up again...that would only mean that Shuichi was winning this battle. I knew he would be back...no matter what I always knew that he loved me so much that he wouldn't just leave without giving me some kind of warning. Plus he left everything but one change of clothes here.
I turned, my back pressed against the apartment door. I would not let him get to me. It was then that I started to walk back to my office when I heard a knock on my door. I smirked. Did I call that or what?
I opened the door, still smiling, but who was standing in front of me was not Shuichi...in fact...it was a woman. She was pretty, I'd give her that much. Her brown hair was just past her shoulders and her bright green eyes stared directly into mine as I watched her. Her face was hard, however, showing no emotion whatsoever.
"Can...I help you?" I asked her and she nodded, her eyes narrowing as she glared at me. This woman somewhat confused me because I don't recall doing something to make her angry...hell for all I knew she was a fan of Shuichi's coming to kill me. But something about her did remind me...
"You absolutely can! Eiri Yuki, I can't believe you don't remember me, you bastard!" she yelled, pushing past me and into my apartment. I stood there for a moment, in somewhat of a state of shock. Here some bitch was storming into my place and I didn't' know who the hell she was. I shut my door and ran a hand through my hair nervously as she crossed her arms and looked at me. "Its Annie Calms, stupid." she muttered and suddenly it hit me like a ton of bricks.
Annie was an American I met about a year and a half ago, right before I met Shuichi. She was visiting here and I began talking to her during a book signing. She feel completely in love with me and back then I slept with a different girl each night, I swear it, so I thought she might be somewhat of an entertainment to me. We went out for about two weeks and of course we had sex probably a couple of times. After the second time we had sex, she was to leave the next day. She decided not to and wanted to live here to be with me...but the next day I dumped her. We never saw each other or communicated until now...boy was this just making my day a whole lot better.
"Yuki..." she started, beginning to pace back and forth as I sat on the couch just staring at her. "I haven't tried finding you because I knew how you'd react to what I'm about to tell you. But Yuki I just can't take it anymore! You remember the last time we had sex? YOU got me pregnant!" she yelled, throwing her arms in the air as my eyes widened. Me? Hell no, not me. "And of course I wouldn't stand for an abortion so I just had your child. And now Yuki I just..." she stopped moving and looked directly at me. "I can't take care of your daughter anymore. If you don't take her, she's going up for adoption. But please, you've got to agree to take care of her...she's only six months old." I shrugged.
"Why can't you take care of her? I don't know one damn thing about taking care of a fucking kid and you expect me to just take my daughter? I mean, hell Annie I didn't even know I had one! Thanks for telling me this now!" I yelled back to her, standing up and walking into the kitchen. She, unfortunately, followed after me.
"Yuki I can't raise her anymore because I'm going to be sent back to America for my job. Taking her with me would be too much of a hassle...and I'm sorry I never told you I just KNEW you would act this way!" I rolled my eyes as I poured myself some coffee. "Will you take her?" she continued and I shook my head.
"Look Annie I already said no...so just get the fuck out of my apartment now." I stated, walking back into the living room. She still persisted in following after me and as I set my cup of coffee down she spun me around, pressing her lips against mine. I stood there, motionless. This kiss was pathetic. I knew exactly what it was she was trying to do...she was trying to persuade me into keeping the little brat but I wouldn't have it. I pulled away almost as quickly as she kissed me and sat on the couch. She watched me confused, obviously thinking I'd enjoy it.
"Have you not been paying any attention to the news lately?" I asked her as she watched me. "I'm not in love with you or any other woman and I don't live here alone. I have a boyfriend...yeah that's right I'm gay." I said, her mouth dropping after the word 'boyfriend' was spoken. She just continued standing there, looking like a complete idiot. "And right now I think he's sorta pissed at me so if you don't mind I'd rather you leave and not talk about my daughter anymore." I took a sip of my coffee and still eyed her.
"So you...don't love women? You make out with...a guy?" she asked me and I almost slapped her.
"Is that not what I just fucking said? Now get the hell out before I call the police on you." I muttered, giving a small smirk as she was leaving.
"I'm going to come back you hear me! You have to pay child support anyway!" she yelled, slamming the door behind her. I leaned back in the couch and rubbed my forehead.
"Good god..."
A/N: Yippee! Finished with this chapter...I ran out of ideas so this is sort of an improvisation...forgive me! ; Well anyway review if you can...hell just review for me okay?