Adrians POV
"I'm bored. Let's do something" Sydney said zapping through the tv channels without even watching.
"Like what?" I asked.
She shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know. It's a friday night. Don't you always have plans for the weekend?" she asked.
Normally I did. But this weekend was slow.
"Nah… not really. There is this party at Jasons place. But that's not really our crowd" I said.
She rolled her eyes "No thank you. Everybody will just be high and completely wasted. Those parties always end like that"
I nodded "Exactly".
"You think Brayden will be there?" she then asked.
I frowned "Brayden? I thought you said you didn't like him" I said raising my eyebrows.
"I don't. It's just … I don't know. He likes me and maybe I should at least give him a chance. It's not like guys are lining up to go out with me" she said.
"What about James?" I asked.
She laughed "Yea right. And be his pick of the day? No thank you. I still have my dignity" she replied.
"Fair enough" I said. "But I don't think Brayden will be at the party. He is way too correct".
She nodded "You are probably right. And see, that's the thing. I'm not saying I necessarily want a bad boy but he is just so…" she was searching for the right word.
"Boring?" I offered.
"That sounds so mean" she started "but yea".
"What about you though? No hot date?" she asked me.
I sighed "Not by lack of trying. I wanted to go out with Jessica, but she is in LA over the weekend with her parents. Shame though. She is hot" I replied.
It had really pained me. I had been flirting with her all week and was sure I would have been able to score this weekend.
"Player" she said throwing a pillow at me.
I held my hands up in defense "what? It is not my fault I'm that handsome" I said wiggling my eyebrows.
"Oh shut up Adrian" she said rolling her eyes "wanna order pizza hot guy?" she then asked.
"Sure. Pizza sounds good" I replied.
She got busy on her phone ordering and I went to the kitchen to get more soda.
My parents were gone for the weekend for business and Sydney was housesitting with me.
She had done that since I had been allowed to stay home alone and even before she had spent most of the weekends at my place.
Not that my parents were particularly welcoming but compared to her dad they were charming. Her mom was nice, but her dad definitely had the upper hand in that marriage.
She was my best friend since we first met the first day of school. She had shared her lunch with me and the rest was history.
Most people didn't understand our friendship. It was weird to most people that I spent so much of my time with her. The guys couldn't understand how I could only be friends with a girl.
"My eyes wandered over the kitchen counter and fell on my parent's liquor cabinet.
"Sage" I called into the direction if the living room "how about we get our own little party started?" I asked.
She came to the kitchen and hopped on of of the bar stools.
"What you got Ivashkov?" she asked.
"What do you want?" I replied.
She laughed "at this point I'm open for anything" she replied.
"Okay then. Let me mix something" I said.
"That is disgusting" she said making a face after her first sip "what is that?" she went on.
"Come on. It can't be that bad" I said taking a sip of my own and grimaced. She was right. This was disgusting.
"I guess khalua and orange juice don't mix well" I said.
"You think? What on earth made you think otherwise?" she asked laughing "it's basically coffee with cream and orange juice"
"Oh now you agree that khalua tastes like coffee?" I asked.
"No…" she said quickly.
"Hey how about making a game out if this?" I then asked.
"What kind of game? Who can vomit quicker?" she asked with raised eyebrows.
I laughed.
"No. Never have I ever. And I'm mixing us new drinks" I said emptying both glasses in the sink.
"Fine. Go ahead" she said.
We returned to the living room with new drinks and sat down.
I had found a website on my phone and started to read the first assumption "Never have I ever kissed someone" I started and she rolled her eyes "you only want to get me drunk don't you" she laughed.
"Why?" I asked.
"Of course I've kissed before. If your questions are going to be PG-13 I'll be drunk in no time" she said and I nodded.
"Girl, we are just getting started. Or do you want me to start with a question like have you ever had a threesome in a public area?" I asked.
She burst out laughing "are you for real?" she asked.
I shrugged with a smirk "let's see" I said
We both took a sip of our drinks and I handed her my phone for the next question.
"Never have I ever made out with someone on school property" she read and we both drank again.
"Wait? Who?" I asked.
She sighed "James" she replied.
"Excuse me? When did that happen?" I asked.
"Like 2 years ago. Before he was a man whore I might add. He was cute and we had that dance for some charity and one thing led to another and yea we ended up making out in the gym" she finished.
"At the gym of all places?" I said laughing.
"We didn't care at that particular time. Can we get going?" she asked a bit uncomfortable.
I shook my head "is that why you keep saying no to him? Cause you already know what you won't be missing out on?" I asked.
She looked at me deadpan "We were 15 and like I said it was before his hoe phase. There was nothing going on besides kissing. Well and maybe a bit of fumbling" she explained.
"Who did the fumbling? Him or you?" I asked smugly.
"Both of us" she replied blushing now.
"So are the rumors true?" I couldn't help but ask.
"You tell me. You have gym with him. Why are you so interested in his dick anyways?" she retorted a bit pissed now.
I laughed. "I'm just messing with you Sage. Well, this game is going to be interesting" I said amused. She handed me my phone and crossed her hands infront of her chest
"Never have I ever gotten turned on during class" I read and huffed. Who hasn't?
I drank and she chuckled "wanna tell me about it?" she teased.
"Not really" I replied.
"That's not fair. I told you about James" she pouted.
"Okay okay. Well it didn't only happen once. Let's just say that" I said. As much as I wanted to hear her story I suddenly felt a bit embarrassed.
"How many times?" she asked amused.
"It's not like I always have control" I said defensively.
She chuckled "thank god I am not a guy. Come one just give me 2 examples" she begged.
I sighed "Exactly. Even if you are turned on nobody will even notice it. Completely unfair" I said "well anyways, remember Miss Taylor? She was that substitute teacher for Mister Holland?"
She nodded "I mean come on. There should be a policy about teachers dresscode and age".
Sydney laughed "okay. She was hot. no argument. But what is it that made you get hard in that moment?" she asked.
"Did you fantasize about her?" she teased.
"Like she would come up to your table and shove her boobs in your face telling you you were a bad bad boy and she needs to punish you now?" she asked in a low voice, sweet like honey, sounding like a pro pornstar all of the sudden.
"Gee Sage. You do phone sex on the side or something?" I asked sitting up right.
This suddenly made me see a whole new side of her. And god damn it was hot.
"Why? Was that sexy?" she asked innocently.
"Duh" I just said.
She giggled "hmm. I always wondered if this works in real life or only porn" she said nonchalant.
"Porn? Hold up? You watch porn?" I asked startled.
"Is that your next never have I ever question?" she asked.
"It is now" I replied intrigued.
She looked at me innocently "sorry, unless there is proof on your phone that that indeed is a question I am not answering this one" she said leaning back on the couch.
I was about to argue when she was saved by the bell.
She jumped up.
"Pizza is here" she said excited and ran to the door, leaving me completely awestruck.
"Maybe we still should go to that party" she said between two slices a couple of minutes later.
I shrugged "I mean if you really want to go. But I'm not really in the mood" I replied.
"Fine. We stay in" she said snuggling under the blanket with another slice of pizza.
"I got a new question for you" I said when we finished eating.
"Never have I ever…" I started.
"Wait" she interrupted me "who was number two?" she asked.
"Number two?" I asked confused.
"Don't play coy. Miss Taylor and who?" she asked.
I groaned "can't you let it go?" I asked contrite.
She shook her head with a smile "Nope".
"Fine" I sighed "Julia when she was in that cosplay phase wearing those short skirts and stockings all the time" I answered.
"Is that a turn on for you?" she asked as if she was asking me about my favorite color. She was full of surprises today.
"Not really. I mean not in general. She was just wearing very little clothing and I was 16. Almost everything made me horny" I replied.
"You mean in comparison to today. When you are a grown ass man and so much wiser with your 17 years?" she asked laughingly.
"Shut up Sage" I laughed. "I am a teenager. I am supposed to feel that way. Anyways. What is a turn on for you?" I asked.
She thought about it for a moment "you mean besides loyalty and manners and…"
"Yes. Besides those things, obviously" I interrupted her.
"Hmm… a good kisser that can make me stop thinking oh and great hair" she then said.
"Huh. That's all? No sixpacks?" I asked.
She laughed "that is a plus but not a must" she replied.
"So what about you?"
" A good booty and she has to smell good" I said.
"Got it" she said.
"Anyways. I have a new question for you. Never have I ever had oral sex" I said.
"Oral sex? Is that what they wrote?" she asked making a face.
I nodded "what else would they say?" I asked.
"I don't know giving a blowjob or going down on someone. Oral sex just sounds so clinical" she ended.
"Sage, are you trying to skip that question?" I asked chuckling.
She shook her head "no, not at all. It just sounds weird".
"So?" I asked.
"No I've never gotten a blowjob" she then said with a smile.
I laughed "have you given one?"
She blushed and I instantly knew the answer.
"Who?" I asked.
"Oh my god Adrian. I don't want to say" she said squirming in her seat.
"James?" I asked
"Noo!" she said quickly "of course not"
"Then who?" I asked again.
"Michael" she then said. I thought about that name for a moment. It sounded familiar.
"Last summer Michael?" I asked.
She nodded "and it was awkward and we never spoke again after" she finished.
"Why was is awkward?" I asked.
"Because… well he came within a minute of me doing whatever I was doing and then he felt embarrassed and just never talked to me again. I kind of liked him and he made me feel cheap afterwards" she explained looking down on her hands.
"I'm sorry. You never told me. I just thought things fizzled out after the summer. I didn't even know you liked him so much". "It's all good. I got over him and at least he didn't tell anyone about it" she said.
"I'm sure you were doing just such a good job" I tried cheering her up. She chuckled
"Well I wouldn't know. Like I said, he never spoke to me again".
"I am not even going to ask you if you have gotten one before because I know you have. But have you gotten down on a girl before?" she asked.
"Yea I have" I said.
"Was it good?" she asked.
"For me or for her?" I asked.
She shrugged "both".
"Well I liked the way they were responding to me and I think they liked it yea. At least that was what they sounded like" I said.
"I don't know. I think I would feel awkward as fuck" she said.
"Why?" I asked.
"I don't know, cause the guys face is down there. I mean… I don't know. I guess it's normal I just can't picture it I guess" she said.
"So you haven't had that experience yet I guess" I concluded.
"Nope. Can't say that I have" she said.
"Does it taste good to you?" she went on asking.
"Pussy?" I asked and she nodded.
"Yea. Depending on the girl but yea it does"
"Interesting" she said.
"Is it?" I asked.
She laughed "I'm leaning here okay Adrian" she replied.
I laughed „bet you do" I replied.
She was still obviously in her thoughts when I asked my next question.
"Never have I ever had sex" I said looking at her expectedly.
She tilted her head "are you not drinking or what?" she asked.
"Are you not?" I asked feeling defensive.
"Touché" she said taking her glass.
My eyes widened. I hadn't expected her to drink.
"Wow. Really?" I asked when she took a sip.
"What about you lover boy?" she asked.
I raised my glass and took a sip, too.
"You had me really confused for a moment" she said.
"Confused?" I asked.
"Yea cause I heard Nathalie talking about you popping her cherry at prom and was really wondering now if she had made it up" she said.
"She actually told people that?" I asked in disbelief.
She nodded "I didn't even touch her" I said annoyed.
"You haven't?" she asked actually confused now.
"No. We made out in my car but I dropped her home after the dance. I just wasn't feeling her" I said.
"Why would she lie about that?" she asked.
"Why would I lie about that?" I asked tilting my head. This was just stupid. Who would lie about something like that. I mean I understood lying about a hookup but their first time? I would never understand women.
"Good point" she said shrugging "I have no idea Adrian, honestly. But if not her… who is the mistery girl?" she went on asking.
I kept quiet for a moment still pissed about what I had just heard.
"Or girls?" she asked interested.
I chuckled "two. And one of them was Madeline. She was the one I basically did everything first with. Second girl was a girl I met at a concert a couple of months ago" I said.
Sydney looked at me waiting for me to continue "what?" I asked.
"Only two?" she asked.
I nodded "yea why?" I asked.
She shrugged "I am just surprised. I thought there would be more" she said.
"Is that how you see me?" I asked.
She leaned in and kissed my cheek „Not in a bad way. I love you no matter what. I just heard a few stories and just realized they are not true" she said.
"So you drank, too" I stated, ready to change the topic.
She nodded "remember michael?" she asked.
"Noooo" I said instantly feeling bad on her behalf.
"Yes" she replied. "Same issue" she said.
"Damn you are unlucky. I wish you could have had a better first time than that" I said truthfully.
"So do I Adrian" she said.
"I mean I'm serious. It is supposed to be something special" I said.
"I never knew you had such a stong opinion on that" she said.
"Some things just have to be done right" I said.
"I would have made you feel like a queen afterwards" I said.
"I know you would have. That's why you are my best friend" she said smiling at me.
"Have you ever thought about me in any other way?" I then asked. Suddenly wanting to know.
"Like how?" she asked.
I shrugged "like in a guy way not a best friend way" I tried to explain myself.
She blushed.
"You have" I concluded.
"Okay full disclosure. This is a safe space, right?" she asked.
"Sure" I replied more than intrigued now.
"I had that dream about you a couple of weeks ago and I couldn't even look into your eyes for at least a week"
"I remember that. I didn't know what I had done wrong. What was that dream about?" I asked.
"We had sex. Like fucking like rabbits sex" she said.
"Was it good?" I asked smugly.
"Fucking amazing. That's why I couldn't even look at you" she said.
"Huh. I wish I would have been part of that dream" I said dreamily.
"Well you were" she said matter-of-factly.
"I know. But I mean actually part of that amazing fucking like rabbits part" I said.
"You really have to get laid Adrian" she laughed.
"Tell me about it" I agreed.
"So how about you though? Did you ever look at me differently?" she asked.
"Duh, right now when you were talking to me in that porn star voice" I replied.
"I mean have you ever had any indecent thoughts about me? Like touching me or doing other things to me?" she asked, once again in that damn voice.
"Sage you are creeping me the fuck out. Stop doing that" I said.
She chuckled "but it's fun to see you irritated like that" she argued.
"I an having indecent thoughts about you right now. Like putting you over my knee and punishing you" I said.
She pursued her lips "really?" whe asked.
"Why Sage? Would you like that?" I asked intrigued.
She laughed "maybe. We'll never know" she said.
"Sage I'm getting to know a whole new side of you today" I said amused
She rolled her eyes "I don't even know what I'm talking about Adrian. Did you not listen to my Michael story?" she asked.
I shrugged "I have, trust me. But that doesn't change the fact that you might be into that kind of shit" I said.
"Well maybe one day we'll sit here again and I'll tell you all about it. But that day isn't today, sorry" she said.
She took a long sip from her drink.
"We haven't even read the next question" I said.
"I know. But thinking about that douchebag really makes me frustrated" she replied.
"Got ya" I said and raised my glass as well "to your next guy being a sex god and making up for that traumatizing event" I said ceremonial.
"Cheers to that" she said emptying the whole glas.
"Let me make some new drinks" I said taking her glass with me to the kitchen.
"What did you mix this time?" she asked.
"It's a surprise" I said.
"Here , I found another good one. Since all of this is a learning experience and all" she said.
„It is? When did that happen?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"We'll make it one. Come in Adrian. We can leant so much from eachother. How come we never talk about that stuff?" she asked giving me puppy eyes.
"Gee I don't know, cause it is kinda private" I replied trying to ignore her eyes as best as possible.
"Maybe. But I solemnly swear to never keep secrets from you anymore. Especially when they are private" she said taking another sip.
"That is actually pretty good" she said.
"Are you already drunk lightweight?" I asked laughing.
"No. I mean it Adrian. Sure I can talk to my girlfriend about that stuff but talking to you is well… like talking to an expert in guys. You get me?" she asked.
"So I could ask you anything basically?" I asked.
She stayed quiet for a moment, thinking about it "yes" she then said.
"Okay. Next question please" I said.
"So let's cut the never have I ever part, okay? We'll drink anyways. So this one is a kinky one" she started.
"Shoot" I said.
"Have you ever touched yourself when I was in the same room?" she asked.
I almsot chocked on my drink.
"Huh?" I asked when I was done coughing.
"There was this one time when we were maybe 15 and I stayed here for the weekend and I woke up and you made up some crazy story about a dream you had" she said.
"I can't believe you are bringing this up" I said. I was sure I was blushing now. Maybe I had agreed to those new conditions of asking eachother anything too quickly.
"Come on. No secrets remember?" she urged me on.
"I had a dream, yes. Just not a bad one and well I had to take care of… things" I defended myself.
She giggled "did the fact I was right next to you make it more exciting?"she asked.
"First of all, you ruined my happy ending. But to answer that question… yea maybe a little bit" I admitted.
„Why have you done that before miss innocent?" I asked then.
"Hell no. I need my whole ritual. I can't just go ahead and do that" she said.
I looked at her mischievously "like porn?" I asked.
"You've waited all evening for that question didn't you?" she asked shaking her head.
"It's a lucky coincicent" I said self-satisfied.
"Tell me. Are we talking porn and a vibrator or music and candles here Sage" I then asked bluntly.
She actually blushed.
"Ooohh vibrator it is then" I concluded.
"A girl has needs. And like I said there aren't that many options. Between Brayden and James my baby never dissapoints" she said defensively.
This was getting more interesting by the minute. Never in my wildest dreams had I thought I would sit here with her talking about mastrubation.
"And yes Adrian. I have watched porn before" she finally answered my question.
„For educational purposes I assume" I said smugly.
"Exactly" she agreed. We both laughed. And it was astonishing how easy it was talking with her about all of this.
"I'm sorry, but I just can't picture you watching porn with your vibrator in your hand going at it" I said.
"That is because you don't see me as a girl" she said and I frowned.
"What is that supposed to mean?" I asked.
"I am some gender neutral person to you. Admit it" she said accusingly.
"No your not" I said immediately.
"I do have boobs you know and other enjoyable body parts" she went on.
I watched her and let my eyes wander down her body.
"Indeed you do" I said.
She had an exceptionally nice body.
Small waist, formed butt and just the perfect size of breasts.
"Earth to Adrian. Are you realizing that for the first time?" she asked scowling.
"See that is exactly my point" she said.
I shook my head „You have a nice body Sage, I just needed a moment to take it all in, that's all" I said.
"Well I can't compete with Julia or Madeline" she said looking down on her hands.
I didn't even know where this was coming from all of the sudden. But she was damn wrong about it.
"Sure you can" I said.
She tilted her head "thanks for saying that, but I know. I have a mirror" she ended still playing with her hands.
I shook my head "are you being serious right now? Why do you think James is so persistent with you? You think it is because of your nice personality? He could have every girl at school. Julia, Madeline… all of them" I said.
"I think it is just cause I keep saying no" I said.
"You are unreasonable. I would do you in a heartbeat" I said.
She looked up at me „did you really just say that?" she asked chuckling.
„Well in an alternate universe, where you are not my best friend of course" I replied.
"Of course" she said "thanks though. Means a lot coming from you" she continued.
„what does that mean?" I asked.
"Are you not one of the most popular guys at school? Hellooo!" she said.
I laughed "am I?" I asked.
She rolled her eyes "shut up Adrian. You know you are. I mean look at you. Those eyes and cheekbones, you are tall and funny and smart" she said.
"Oh and have you seen yourself in a swim suit? Damn" she said.
I chuckled "damn?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
She blushed "yea. You are hot Adrian. There I said it" she ended.
"You really don't see yourself like other people see you right?" I asked.
"How?" she asked uncertain.
"Sydney you are a catch. Not only are you the smartest person I know you are also having this classic beauty thing going for you and you don't even know how pretty you actually are. And have you checked that booty lately? I mean wow. I couldn't take my eyes off of it when you were wearing those leggins the other day. Michael is a dick head" I finished.
That made her laugh "he really is" she said.
"You really see me like that?" she asked.
"I do. I don't know who made you believe otherwise. But that's just facts" I finished.
We were quite for some time and somehow for the first time since I knew her I actually looked at her differently.
She was a ten, no doubt about it. Everything I had just told her was a hundred percent true. I just never actually thought about all of that.
"Thanks for noticing my butt by the way. I really tried to keep up with my squats these days" she then said cutting od my thoughts.
"It payd off for sure" I said.
We had finished our second glass by now and I was already feeling a bit tipsy. I hadn't been shy on the liquor content.
She took our glasses and made her way to the kitchen "I'll be right back" she said.
I watched her go and couldn't help but admire her ass.
That booty definitely was a 10.
Especially in that joke of a shorts thing she was wearing. How come I've never notice that before.
She cam back with two glasses and sat down.
Her hair was falling in soft waves around her face and she looked at me curiously.
"What's up with you?" she asked "you don't like my mixture?" she asked.
She crossed her long bare legs and took a sip of her glass. The satiny material of her shorts emphasizing the small V between her legs.
"You know all this talking really made me horny" I then said bluntly, shifting in my seat uncomfortable.
She watched me for a moment and then her eyes widened.
"Are you having a boner Adrian?" she asked in disbelief.
I had and I have had it for some time now.
"I'm sorry. We basically haven been talking about sex for the last two hours and I haven't been laid for quiet some time. Can you really blame me? Just because it is not that obvious with you, you can't tell me it leaves you completely cold" I said defending myself.
"It doesn't" she admitted to my complete surprise.
"Anything but" she added.
I watched her and suddenly really wanted to kiss her.
Maybe it was the alcohol but everything in my body was concentrated on her lips.
We watched eachother cautiously for some more moments.
"Sooo… you wanna make out?" I asked pointedly.
She laughed „are you serious?" she then asked.
I shrugged "I don't even know. But you are making me crazy right now Sage" I said truthfully. "All that talk about sex and what the hell are you even wearing?" I asked outraged.
She looked down on herself.
"I've been wearing this pyjama set for the last month every time I've stayed over" she said matter-of-factly.
"Yea… well… it is hell of sexy" I said not even trying to talk myself out of it.
She continued watching me, her lips parting from time to time like she wanted to say something but she kept quiet. It was agonizing.
"What about our friedship. Wouldn't that be kind of messed up?" she then finally broke the silence.
There was definitely uncertainty in her voice now, too.
"Probably" I replied looking at her. We really shouldn't do that.
"Unless… unless we don't let it" she argued "you think we could do that?" she asked.
I didn't know how to respond to that. Suddenly I wasn't even sure if I only wanted to be her friend.
How had I never seen her like that? Or maybe I had but never really let me? My mind was racing.
"If we can't nobody can" I finally replied and that sealed the deal.
"Okay" she said quietly.
We looked at eachother awkwardly and then she scooted closer to me and our eyes met again.
"Ready?" she asked and I shook my head.
She smiled at me "me neither" she replied.
She bit her lip and then closed her eyes, moving closer and closer to my face. My eyes closed, too and then she kissed me.