Partly in love
Okay well I am doing good. 3 reviews. One was a flamer. And it angered me. I don't really care about flamers but for some reason this angered me.
Someone: I know how Ray acts. Ok? You don't have to tell the me that this is the stupidest story you have ever read because see that puts a person down. If you don't lie the story don't review. Ok? Go on your damn business and don't review for any of my stories again.
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Travis had a hard time meditating the night before school started up again. He hadn't seen or talked to Lily in three weeks and he was getting worried. Usually when Lily was upset with Ray she always went to him and she hasn't spoken to anyone.
"Lily, where are you?" Travis said softly giving up meditating and went to his window. "Are you okay?"
Suddenly the phone rang. Travis heart skipped hoping it was Lily, but it was only Robbie.
"Hey, Travis." Robbie said cheerfully.
"Oh, hey, Robbie." Travis said with a heavy sigh.
"Hoped it was Lily?"
"Actually yea I did. Do you think she is ok? I mean we haven't seen her in three weeks." Travis asked.
"Travis, Ray cheated on her. She isn't okay. She had her heartbroken. She needs time to heal."
"I still have a right to be worried. She's one of my best friends..."
"And your love interest."
"W-w-w-what?"
"Travis, I know you liked her since Freshman year." Robbie sighed. "I see the way you looked at Lily and Ray when they were together. You're in love with her."
"I am." Travis found himself saying. "But I don't know what to do. She's all I can think about. She over runs my thoughts. I love my best friend. I feel wierd about it."
Lily sat on her roof with her guitar playing on of her favorite songs that she listened endlessly to for the past three weeks. She listened to it so much she knew every word and how to play it as good as the singer, Michelle Branch.
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
Lily sighed as she finished the song. She stopped crying over Ray a day earlier and had enough strength to get on her roof and play her guitar.
Lily looked up at the sky and stared at the stars. They gave her modivation, they made her smile. She started to play her own beat and sing her own song.
Falling for you was a mistake waiting to happen
I thought there was love instead there was pain
I finally realsed myself from this pain, the pain
of loving you.
Lily couldn't sing anymore. She just sighed at stared up at the stars. She still couldn't believe Ray would do that to her. After all these years he did that to her. She really needed to get over him.
She just sighed and continued to play her guitar as the sunset and the stars began to show. Lily then looked up and saw the first star.
"star light star bright first star i see tonight wish i may wish i might have the wish i wish tonight. I wish I can find someone who truly loves me and won't break my heart." Lily whispered as she continued to play he guitar.
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Sorry for such a short and probably crappy chapter. Well thanks for the reviews. Keep them coming. And we'll have a party.
-Starts to get a party ready with Jet 'Cold hard Bitch' playing in the background.-