I have downloaded all 8 chapters that I have now all at once so this problem of writing and not downloading is finished so far.

I also hope to get through chapter 12 or so before spring break is over.

Oh and inuyasha is not my story so I don't own it.

Chapter 4

A week later they were on the road once again making somewhat slow tracks back to kaede's village.

Kagome hadn't spoken a word since that night in the forest. As they got closer to the village kagomes head sunk farther down. S

he hadn't cried though tears never left her eyes.

A quarter of a mile away from the well Kagome lifted her head abruptly and stopped dead in her slow tracks.

She turned towards inuyasha and looked up at him.

He picked up his right hand and brushed her tears away. As he reached for her other eye she closed her eyes and took a step back.

She bent her head down and as in a trance ripped the necklace from her neck wincing as it burned her skin.

She took inuyasha's hand and pressed the small jewel into it. Then put both of her hands around his one and closed his fingers around the jewel.



In one swift motion he grabbed her around the shoulders and kissed her fiercely bruising her lips.

"inuyasha I will always love you in any form you take."

She paused searching his eyes for a sign that he was listening. Seeing none she sighed and continued anyway.

'I'm returning home to pick up my life where I left off and try to forget though I don't want to and never will. Do me one favor though."

She asked, no response, not even a nod.

"please remember me when I have left this world and your presence lingers still.

Remember me as one who loved you very deeply and will love you till the day I die.

You know it's funny I look the same as kikyou, act nothing like her,"

she was looking away so he wouldn't notice her tears.

He never liked it when I cried he thought it was below me.

She closed her eyes and turned to face his emotionless face,

"yet we loved you the same and you end up breaking both our hearts the same way. I wish I will never leave you but there is no room in your heart for me and I've known that but I fell in love with you anyway."

Tears were streaming down her face.

"I love you inuyasha" she laid her head on his chest for a moment wishing with her whole heart and soul that he would hold her and be with her till the end of time.

"Kikyou..."

he sounded as if in a trance.

Kagome gasped in astonishment. She pulled her hand away roughly and sprinted to the well blinded by sadness and regret.