One Day

I want to get married. I want to have kids. I really do. I just don't know if I want it to be with Pete.

Pete's a great guy, really. I love him, I do. I just don't know whether I can really commit to him. I mean he understands my job. The risks… He loves me, and he wants to marry me. Shouldn't that be enough. I mean that's more than I could ever hope for. Way more.

I should say yes. I know I should. But I can't. There's one thing holding me back.

General Jack O'Neill.

Yeah, I know I should forget him. He's my commanding officer, it could never work. But no matter how hard I try I just can't let go of the possibility, the hope that one day maybe, we could be together. That one day I might be Mrs. Jack O'Neill.

I want to let go.

I need to let go.

Pete is a good man. Pete will treat me well. We'll be happy together.

One day

One day

I'll be able to let go

One day I'll stop wishing

One day I'll be happy

Just to be Mrs. Pete Shanahan

One day I'll let go …

Of Jack O'Neill

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A.N: I know another Pete fic. I'm sorry, but I feel like I have to justify her actions. I mean why the hell would she want to marry PETE.