Okay so this is the next chapter of Falling Out.
I know it's not the perfect story but its helping
Me a lot, I really need this story. I'm falling out
My self and with this story I'm helping heal my
Self.
So if you have any heart at all witch I know
A lot of you do please don flame me just let me try
To help my self by writing.
See I know this story is
A lot different from others but if you knew what I went
Threw I'm sure you would under stand.
I do not own the characters of this story
((a/n oh in the story kagome is at the lovely age of 19 and in the flash backs she is at the age of 17 so now you know not to confuse you all too much))
Falling Out
Part 2
"Wake up kagome wake up" her mother says while running around her room. Her eyes flutter open softly to see the pink walls of her room and she sighs. "I'm getting up mom, just leave please" she didn't mean to sound rude but she has changed and there was nothing she could do about it.
So her mother nodded softly and left her room. She didn't want to get up but she did. She slowly pushed her self out of her bed and there she stood on the soft carpeted floor.
Her small little toes pushed in to the soft floor. She slowly walks out of her room and across the hall to the bath room. It was the first real day when she left her room. She some how knew this day would change her for ever.
She slowly turned the door knob softly and pushed open the door to the bath room. She walked in to the bath room and walked over to the shower to turn it on. As she turned the heat up on the shower, the bathe room filled with stem. She then closed her eyes and that's when her mind drifted to him.
Flash back
"Kagome" her name rolled off the tip of his tongue as he gently ran his fingers down her bare back. She tilted her head back to look up at him because she was shorter then him. She had a soft brilliant smile on her pale face.
"What is it?" she asked slightly confused. "Nothing" he said in a cold gentle voice. He leaned down and kissed her neck softly. They were standing is a steamy hot spring back in the feudal era.
There were trees surrounding them peacefully, the water was up to his waste and the water was right above her belly button. They seemed to bathe together more often now and days.
Not like be for, some how fate threw them together. Yet she did not mind one bit. At first she did and every day she would try to leave him but then he some how changed her and she would for ever love him for that.
He gave her a place to live, food to eat, and a bed to sleep in. she grew respect for this once hated man. "Kagome" he said again as he then wrapped his arms around her small waste and nibbled softly on her neck. "Yes" she said tying not to giggle.
"I want you" she turned her head so that she could look in to his sun colored eyes and when she did all she could she was want, lust, and some thing she would never had guessed to be in his eyes but it was. It was love.
"Sesshomaru..." she closed her eyes and he picked her up. He held her in his arms gently not to hurt her. He walked slowly to the shallow end of the water and laid her down.
He couldn't help but lick his lips in anticipation. He moved to straddle her bare hips. She relaxed under his grasp and he then leaned forward for a soul searing, knee knocking, and breath taking kiss.
End of flash back
She shook her head softly and undressed her self, every time she was around steam she would always remember that night. She lost her virginity that night and she never regretted it. She then stepped in to the shower and let the feeling of the warm heat claim her.
If her mother didn't knock on the door she would have stayed in there all day. "Kagome hurry up, your brother needs to take a bath". "Okay, okay mother I'm getting out" Her mother then left. She shut off the shower and then dried off. She walked over to the sink where she set her pair of clean clothing.
She picked up the dark blue shirt and looked at it. The shirt was plain with no patterns or fancy design and that's exactly how she liked it. She set her shirt down and then put her under garments on.
She then picked up her long baggy pants; the pants were also dark blue, with no patterns or special design. They were thin pants that swayed when ever she wore them. She slipped in to her pants and then into her shirt.
She walked back to her room and then looked out side of her window. And that's when she saw the Well house. Her heart skipped a beat. Yet she didn't move, she was too scared, too broken, and it's been to long.
She wanted to cry but she had to be strong. She was done with mopping. She wanted to live again. Yet since it's been so long she really wasn't to sure how to live again.
She sighed and a small tear rolled down her soft pale cheek. She walked out of her room and then walked down stairs. She gave her mother a soft smile, even is she wasn't happy. She then walked passed her mother to the front door of the house and stood right in front of it.
She slowly turned the front door knob, she was a little afraid of going out side. When she pushed the door open she was overwhelmed by the out side light. She walked in to the light and felt warm all over, by the out side heat. She then stared at the Well house again.
This time she built up all of her courage and walked right over to the Well house and stood in front of the two doors of the well house. She raised her hand up and touched the Well house. Her hand softly slid down the Well house to the handle of the door. She slowly opened the door, unsure of what she was going to do.
She stood at the top of the stairs and looked down at the Well. She timidly walked down the stairs and walked right next to the Well. She laid her thin hand on the lip of the well. She felt the well pulse threw her. She moved her hand quickly away from the well's lip.
Kagome could take it no more that's when she fell in to the well not knowing if she would break her neck on the hard ground of retune to the other side......
Okay, Okay I know that I gave you guys a little bit of a cliffy I'm sorry.
Not like you guys and gals read this any ways.....
sorry if it sucks.....
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sorry if its to short.....
Sorrie
