Falling Out Part 4
Alright thank you for all of your reviews. I just wanted you all to know that I'm doing pretty well….
I mean where still having problems but with all of your compassion I feel that I am doing better and writing this story has made me realize that cutting my self just kills me in the long run. Yes I'm still very depressed but time heals all so I'm just giving it time.
And a big big thanks to amethyst-tears forsticking with my story and for reviewing every chapter.
Now for reviewer's response:
Amanda: and I really don't think I want the others in my story it just wont work right.
Amethyst-tears: yes I went threw hell and back and I'm really glad you care thank you very much!
Stephanie: yes you're right I did distract you with my story; I'm sorry and thank you for caring.
Well not many review so I guess that's all thanks….
No I do not own any thing except for the plot
oh and the chara. Lord Vex is also not mine he belongs to my boyfriend Devin. thank you Devin for letting me use Vex!!! Now you thank him, lol!!!
and yes devin is the only person im my life that does not bring me hell and hes helping me not cut my self any more.
Well here we go…
::last time::
in the morning kagome woke up she was surrounded by scrolls of paper and ink jars every where around this huge room. 'Wait room' she thought. 'I wasn't in a room last night' "where am I" she softly spoke.
::this time::
She shook her head softly. This place felt so cold and so dead. She looked around again as she sat on the bed. "What is going on" she closed her eyes and then opened them up once more and then grabbed one of the scrolls that were on the floor. And she began to read it.
It read:
Peace,
Hatred,
Morning,
Night,
Light,
Faded,
Broken,
Degraded,
Unloved,
Pushed,
Falling,
Held,
Heart ache,
Fallen grace,
Strength,
My love,
Your truth,
Leave,
Don't stay,
Your time,
Is near,
Hatred glare,
Taken truth,
My love,
For you,
Bites,
Your flesh,
My wish,
Your death.
she sighed that poem was so sad yet she understood what pain was. she was living proof of what pain and heart break was.
She laid the scroll down on the bed and then she slowly got her self up. She didn't see a door in site. She kept looking but there was no door. Yet there were book cases every where. She sighed softly, her breath so cold. Walking back over to the bed she sat down. She laid back to stare at the blank ceiling.
One of the book cases softly slid side ways making an entrance to the scroll filed room. The man stood there for a while just staring at kagome. His light green eyes and pale white skin shimmered in the candle light.
The room was dark and she didn't notice his dark presence cascading in the depths of the cold darkened room.
He stayed in the shadows; he didn't want her to notice him just yet. He liked to look at her, she's lovely and she shall be very useful in the long run. He smirked as he walked back in the tunnel and the book case slowly and softly slid shut. Kagome never noticed a thing.
She closed her eyes and let sleep take hold of her and pulled her back into he depths of despair. Her tiny hands rest on top of her flattened tummy as she falls in to a dreamless sleep.
Back threw the tunnels of the dark lords castle there is one room at the end of the hall way. The dark lord Vex stood there for a moment then with a slight snaffle of movement he walked in to his darkened couriers.
His light green eyes shimmer with his perfect body movement by the candle light. He stood next to his huge bed as he then sat down. He looked up at the wall with a huge painting with a beautiful woman in it.
She looked exactly like kagome; there was no difference not one at all. Not like how kagome was compared to kikkyo. Kikkyo looks similar to kagome but not exactly alike, like the woman in the painting.
This woman was dressed with jewels in her hair, small diamonds it looks to be and also small blood red rubies. Her hair was put up in to a lose bun. Her face was pale just like kagomes face.
She's draped in blood red and pure white silks. Her kimono fit perfectly. Her eyes seemed loving with dancing shades of blue inside of them. Her lips were curved up in to a small smile that made her eyes seem to sparkle. If only she was not just a painting she would be even prettier then she was in the painting.
He sighed, the women in the painting was his lovely mate, Maruma Kagji. She supposively died over one thousand years ago. Only because she was human.
He was said to be a disgrace upon all demon lords for taking a human mate, he could never see it that way.
He used to be a kind caring demon but when she died in war he turned cold and dark and he killed what ever got in to his way not even the strongest of demons could stop him.
His castle was deep with in the earth where not many humans nor demons could find and there lucky they didn't. Because if they came in to his territory with out permission or with out a true reason they would be killed on the spot, no words would be said.
That's how it has been since her death. But this time I would be different he had her now, he had kagome and she must be the reincarnate of his lost love. He won't let this chance at happiness slip out of his hands, no not this time.
He slowly stood and walked out of his room back threw the candle lit tunnel halls. The halls were not dirt they were made of soft gray brick and the floors were made of gray and black glassy marble.
There are candle holders with pure white candles it them threw out the hall. The holders were mounted on the hall ways walls. It was beautiful. Yet he never designed it….she did, his dead mate. This was her dream home so he left it the way she wanted it.
He slowly came to the book shelf that slid open to his study where he had laid the woman that resembled his dead mate so exactly. He finally decided to let his presence be known. He walked up to the bed he set her upon to fine her slumbering in the middle of the feathery soft bed wrapped up in the soft furs.
He sighed and sat next to her slender form. What he never figured out was what she was doing in one of his hide outs in the western lands. No humans ever dared to step foot in the lands of the west in fear of the murderess lord sesshomaru. What were her intentions? He would ask her later when she woke.
He sat there and ran his pale white fingers threw her silky soft tresses of hair. He then touched her soft face; she then softly mooned out a name "sesshomaru". His eyes widened and then narrowed. Right as she woke up he was gone.
"What, why did she utter his name, maybe she not just some village girl, what if she's his". He sighed and sat back on his bed in his room. He growled 'I won't give up my chance at love this time no one will take her away from me! he growled.
Well hope you like this chapter
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sorry there was no sesshy in this chap but there will be in the next
i love you all thanks again!!!
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