A/N: one upon a time I got writers block and have know clue what to do and I have been crying my eyes out for my best friend, he got the shit beat out of him and I was not there to protect him and now I feel its all my fault…-sigh-…it there are any ideals for my story tell me please and I think I might stop writing in English and just write in my native language; French. Because I write better in French then English, well that's what I'm told. So yeah. I leave you with a song I wrote just to make up for the lack of my story and its part in French part in English and No know translator can make it out because I'm French and real French in not always proper b/c the translator things only figure out pure proper French and other langs. Hey French ppl use slang too were not perfect proper ppl. But then again I'm only half french. It's funny when mama talks all proper French and then gets mad when I use just a little slang…oh well
I hate you so much when you yell into my face
You think you're the best and I'm lower then you're self
It's not fair how you make me feel like crap
And you get to feel as if you're on top of the world.
Son non juste je vous de'teste ma soeur che're.
Oui je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
You make me wanna scream inside
I swear cant you just get away just for a little while
Just for today….
I don't ask for much just for you to leave
Just get away…
Son non juste je vous de'teste ma soeur che're.
Oui je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Some times you get carried away
I cant just stand here and take this
Maybe I should just get away
So far away….
Son non juste je vous de'teste ma soeur che're.
Oui je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Je vous de'teste
Au revoir ma soeur che're vous pas juste sous le stand la douleur que vous m'apportez au revoir au revoir.
so yeah you wont really get it unless you can read and speak french
sowie love yous all