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Oct. 16 Algebra

FOIL: (First, Outside, Inside, Last). I will never get this Algebra stuff!!! I wish I could

say that I will never need to use this but that is so untrue!! Oh God Lana just tossed me a

note. What does she want now?

Amelia, (I mean Mia),
So. how are U? Have U decided if U R going to go to the party? Like I said (and Josh), U should so totally come! U would be our what do you call them things? Guest of Horrors or something? Well, w/e!! If U need
a ride Josh and I would be more than glad to take U!!! Tell us soon!!

GO!??! SHE WANTS ME TO GO!? FOR REAL?!?!?!? Is she suffering from like a mild

concussion or something? I mean I know she asked me to go but I didn't actually think

she (and Josh) meant it!! I wonder what would happen if I went! I mean none of my

friends would be there. Unless Lana invited them too but I highly doubt that she would

go out of her way and ask one FREAK and her FREAKY friends to a BIG party! I mean,

NONE of my friends are freaks but, Lana and everyone else must think they are freaks

for hanging out with one, ya know? But hey, do they really want me to go that badly??

I mean they wouldn't go through all this trouble to get me to go if they really didn't want

me there! Right? I mean, and how could I say no to Josh. I mean is a total babe! He and

Michael of course. I didn't write that! I DID NOT JUST WRITE THAT! Scratch that

out. Michael is not hot! Just because he walks around his house with no shirt all the time

and shows off his abs (which look very nice, by the way) doesn't make him hot! And just

because he has a really nice smile (not a nice as Josh's, of course) doesn't make him hot

either!! And just because he has NICE honey brown eyes doesn't make him hot because Josh has those electric blue eyes that look deep into my soul whenever he looks at me

straight into my eyes! * sigh * Besides. just because I get these weird feelings when

I'm over at Lilly's apartment doesn't mean I like him or anything! I mean, those weird

feelings just go to prove that Michael makes me sick cause when I get those feelings they

make me want to hurl!! I hope Lilly never gets a hold of this diary! I would die if she

read this entry!!!! Uh oh!! Better put this away! Mr. G just gave me one of those "Put that

away" look! More latter..

Same day G&T

Lilly is driving me nuts!!! She keeps on wanting to know what I could possibly write

down in this diary. I told her to mind her own business and she got all defensive!!

"Did you just tell me to mind my own business? You don't want your own best friend to

help you through your problems? FINE! I was going to apologize for giving you the cold

shoulder but apparently you don't want me to be your friend! I wish----"

This is were it gets interesting! Michael came to my defense! Michael defending. ME!

"Lilly, just because Mia doesn't always tell you everything doesn't mean she doesn't

want you to be your friend!"

"Shut UP Michael! No one asked your opinion! What. did you and Mia decide to gang

up on me? Well FINE! You guys were made for each other ANY WAYS!!"

Then she asked Mrs. Hill to go to the bathroom and she hasn't been back since! I wish I

could just tell her I'm sorry! Why can't anything go my way?

A/N: I hope you enjoyed this!!! Please review!!!!!! I love to hear what you have to say!!