Sydneys POV
What am I doing?
Was the only question in my head before our lips actually touched.
He gently wrapped his arms around me and let his lips move firly against mine. Damn he was a good kisser. Those rumors had definitely been true.
He let his hand brush along my neck and up in my hair, bringing his mouth even closer to me.
I haven't kissed someone in a very long time and maybe that added to the excitement I was feeling, but either way, he didn't joke around.
I let him pull me on his lap completly and I felt him hard against my crotch. Yea that was a boner alright. I couldn't believe I was kissing Adrian who had a boner because of me.
He let out a small sigh when I sat down on him completely and I giggled.
"Don't laugh Sage. I am wearing pretty tight pants you know" he said.
"Sorry" I said not feeling sorry at all.
I was feeling way to heady about this whole situation to actually feel sorry about anything.
I was actually kissing Adrian and almost wondered now why I haven't done that earlier.
I let my arms wrapp around his neck now, too and intensified the kiss in the process. He matched my rythm perfectly, letting his hands wander down my back and to my waist and then I felt his hands on my butt.
It was awkward but also exhilarating.
He squeezed it softly and gave a sound of approval. I lived for that sound in that moment.
"I can't believe we are doing this" I said between kisses.
"You want us to stop?" he asked a bit breathless.
I shook my head "do you?" I asked.
"No" he whispered.
"You are a great kisser you know that?" he asked.
"So are you" I said letting my lips sink against his again.
His hands roamed up my back and back down to my butt.
Our kisses were so intense now but still I wanted him to be even rougher with me.
And as if he had been reading my mind he grabbed me, pulling me flush against him, while our tongues circled each other. He sucked on my lip and I let out a small sigh.
God this was the best mistake I ever made.
Then he gently let his hands clap on my butt cheeks out of nowhere and embarrassingly enough I moaned a little.
"Just checking Sage, just checking" he chuckled between kisses.
Well guess I did like that. Who would have thought.
My hands wandered down his chest and I traced his muscles under his shirt. His body was phenomenal. I hadn't lied about that.
Trying to move closer against him I pressed myself into his lap and he moaned against my lips. I couldn't stop myself from moaning, too.
That bulge in his pants was feeling so good against my middle. All I could do was move myself over it again and again and again.
He answered in small grunts that urged me on only further.
He kissed a hot trail down my throat and up to my ear, teasing my earlobe with his teeth.
I shivered involuntarily. That always had been a weak spot of mine.
He chuckled softly, his breath tickled me in a wonderful way, sending goosebumps down my whole body.
"Hey, want to go up to your room?" I then asked.
He opened his eyes and looked at me.
"Gee Adrian you are looking at me like I want to steal your virtue or something" I said feeling a bit shy now all of the sudden.
He laughed "I am just.. this is just a bit overwhelming. i am still adjusting" he said.
"In a good or bad way?" I asked unsure.
"Good" he replied instantly.
"Than let's go" I said getting up.
He followed me and I looked down at him.
"You seem very happy to see me" I teased.
"Very" he agreed with a smirk.
"Come. Let's take care of that then" I said and he looked at me, mouth basically on the floor.
"Did you really just say that?" he asked.
"I mean or I can go home and get that vibrator going, letting you take care of that yourself" I said shrugging.
Awkward or not. This was Adrian and I wouldn't have had the courage to say something like that to anybody else than him.
He laughed "nah. I'm not letting you leave" he said almost running to his room.
I followed him and we ended up standing a bit awkwardly in his room.
"So are you going to take care of that now Sage?" he asked me smugly.
"I am planning in doing that, yes. Would you like me to do that with my mouth?" I asked in a husky voice.
He groaned and pulled me on the bed with him.
"You could really earn some good money with that voice you know" he said.
I laughed "I' ll keep that in mind" I chuckled.
It then hit me, that I was infact making out with Adrian in his bed.
Kissing him was one thing but anything that would follow now would be on a completely different page.
I felt his hands roam my body again and I threw all my doubts into the wind. I just wanted him too badly.
He was hovering over me now and I got busy opening the buttons of his pants. He had suffered enough I had decided.
He watched me do so with a smile on his lips, helping me brush his pants down his legs.
"So eager Sage" he teased me.
I almost rolled my eyes.
"I like that" he said pursing his lips.
I ignored him.
When I had freed him, he let himself sink on top of me again, aligning our bodies vertically.
Damn he was big. And fucking hard.
I was so horny now, that it was almost painful to wear as many clothes as we were still wearing and not getting touched where I desperately wanted to be touched. I was so unbelievably greedy to get more of him.
I rolled us around and pulled his shirt over his head, admiring his perfection.
I bit my lip involuntarily and he chuckled softly "you like what you are seeing?" he asked a bit hoarsly.
I nodded and he pulled me down on him again.
We kept kissing for some more time, my hands brushing along his biceps and his chest and down his stomach before I stopped to look at him.
"Promise me something?" I then asked.
"Anything" he said.
"Don't stop talking to me please" I begged.
"What? Why would I do that?" he asked confused.
I scooted down and pulled down his boxershorts in the process and he understood.
"Never" he promised.
I could practically grasp his eager anticipation of me doing what I was about to do. And I was also sure he would have said anything in that moment to make me keep going. But then again this was Adrian not just any guy and I relaxed. He would never just stop talking to me.
"Okay. Exposure therapy it is then" I said and he laughed.
"You make it sound so sexy" he joked.
"It's a gift" I replied and he chuckled.
Then I leaned down and let my tongue lick down the inviting V that lead to his groin.
Feeling his muscles under my tongue, smelling him I kissed me way further and further. God he smelled so good. I've always known that, but only now I could really appreciate it.
I looked up at him again through my lashes meeting his eyes. Those eyes that I've known for so long yet never seen like this before.
There was a spark in them, a longing and want that I had never seen before and god damn it was sexy as hell. It made me feel even more bold and secure and I let my tongue lick down, letting my hands scrape along his stomach until I reached my destination between his legs.
He inhaled sharply when I slowly circle his tip with my tongue before letting his length sink into my mouth slowly.
He moaned out loud when I completely swallowed him.
I let my tongue swirl along his length when I came up again and added my hands at his base while sucking on his head consistently.
"Damn it. You are so fucking good at this" he moaned sounding almost awestruck.
I smiled to myself. This was glorious.
He had propped himself up on his elbows, lips partly open in a silent moan, eyes narrowed, watching ever movement of my mouth and tongue.
"Oh fuck" he groaned looking down at me in complete awe when I sucked on his balls while jerking him off with my other hand.
"Let me see" he murmured, pulling my hair in a ponytail with his hands, watching me go down on him with my mouth again.
He gently guided me in the rythm he liked. Up and down and up and down and his breathing was erratic now.
I could feel he was still holding back a little. Obviously he didn't want me to do something I wasn't ready for. Yet what he didn't know was, that pleasing him was my whole world in that moment.
Seeing him loose control more and more was such a huge turn on.
I took him even deeper and his arms gave in, making him fall back on the matress.
"Oh my god" he groaned "Sage I can't. Oh my god. That is so fucking amazing" he said through gritted teeth making me wet as fuck. Hearing him talk to me like that was everything.
From time to time he tried to keep his eyes on me but finally surrendered and let his head fall back, his hand still lazily holding my hair in place.
"Fuck. Okay stop. Please stop. I am not done yet" he then said quickly, gently pulling me away from him.
"Sage… I am not defending Michael and he is still a huge asshole but if you did to him what you just did to me, it is no wonder he came that quickly. Where did you learn that?" he asked still in complete awe.
"Porn" I replied with a huge grin.
He laughed "right".
He was still trying to calm his breathing down when he spoke "damn I was so close" he then said, shaking his head.
"Why didn't you let me finish then?" I asked.
"Because I am a gentleman. I let the woman finish first. I am oldschool like that" he said.
I chuckled "well you can certainly try" I said challenging.
He grinned at me "challenge accepted. But I am not worried at all" he said confident.
He lay me down on my back and carefully pulled up my shirt until I was only wearing my shorts.
He bit his lip while gazing down on my exposed skin "god you are beautiful" he whispered and I blushed.
There was so much earnestly in his voice that completely overwhelmed me.
He looked up at me again and I feelt the irresistible urge to kiss him.
"Kiss me Adrian" I whispered.
"Where?" he asked teasingly.
"My mouth first, then everywhere else" I replied hearing my voice break a bit.
"Roger that" he said with a chuckle and then leaned down to kiss me again.
He was pressing me into the matress with his wonderful body and our half naked bodies collided, making me arch myself against him.
My hands were tracing the muscles of his back and got lost in his thick hair, pulling and tugging on it, trying to compensate the foreign want and need for him I felt inside of me.
He hummed in my mouth when I tugged a bit more roughly on his hair and I made a mental note that he liked that. What I did that note for I didn't even know.
He let his hand wander down to my breast then, brushing along the edges, teasing the skin around my heaps, making me sigh involuntarily with my eyes closed.
"So fucking pretty" he murmured and when I opend my eyes he was already looking at my face.
I would have blushed if he wouldn't have leaned down to suck on my nipple then.
I sucked in air, arching my body against his hands and lips while he was massaging, sucking, licking and teasing me to the point where I was basically panting.
Having a guy touch my boobs wasn't news to me. I had been in that kind of situation before but never had it felt good like this. He was just so good with his mouth and hands and I was basically wax in his arms.
He kissed my mouth again and my breathing slowly calmed down while he was caressing my cheeks and run his hands through my hair gently.
He was driving me literally insane. This mixture of him basically making me come to the edges of having an orgasm and then him being unbelievably gentle with me the next moment was making my body completely surrender to him. There were so many emotions inside of me that I just couldn't form a coherent thought anymore. I was just floating on a wave of bliss at the mercy of his capeable hands and lips and I welcomed every second of it.
He hicked up my leg and I wrapped it around his waist and he let his fingers dig into the heated flesh of my thigh, brushing down to my ankle and up to my hips again, letting his thumb paint invisible circles against my hipbone.
I squirmed against him, needing more of the friction between my legs.
He obeyed and rolled his hips against mine, rubbing himself against me in the most perfect way.
He softly groaned against my throat when I arched my pelvis against him, desperate for more pressure and he burried his face in the nape of my neck for a moment.
"Fuck" he muttered under his breath before pulling himself together again.
hHe started kissing me again while I was moaning against him with every movement of our hips.
His lips left mine then, kissing down my throat and collarbone, lingering on my breast for some more time until he reached my stomach.
He kissed along the seam of my shorts, letting his fingers brush up to my breasts again, cupping them and letting my peaks catch between his knuckes over and over again while concentrating his kissed on my hipbones.
He looked up at me and our eyes met.
There was a silent question in his eyes when he hooked his thumbs in my pants and I gave a nod.
He inhaled once and biting his lip he slowly pulled down my shorts and let his eyes linger on my middle for a moment.
"Okay I have so many questions" he then said.
"Why? Is there something wrong with me?" I asked alarmed.
He chuckled "no. You are perfect" he said.
"But first of all. Have you been around me all these years without wearing underwear under your Pjays? And second ... how come you are fucking shaved?" he asked. His last words sounding a bit hoarse when he met my eyes again.
I laughed "yes I never sleep with underwear" I replied.
"Wow. This information is like life altering. Honestly. So all these years you have been sleeping basically naked next to me?" he asked wide-eyed.
"I was never naked next to you" I replied.
"You might as well have been. You don't exactly sleep in much" he stated, eyes on my newly exposed skin again.
"And I am always shaved. It's called selfcare" I added nonchalant.
"That - is hot" he replied.
"I meant it. You are perfect you know" he then said meeting my eyes again.
I blinked at him, unsure what to say. He was talking about my pussy after all. How did one respond to that?
„Are you still feeling awkward about someone going down on you? Because I really want to taste you Sage" he then said almost pleading, making me completely speechless.
There was this turmoil inside of me. I still felt strange about the thought of his face between my legs. On the other hand I really wanted to see what all the fuzz was really about.
"I mean if you want to" I whispered unsure.
"I really do" he said.
"Okay" I replied then.
He smiled up at me and then leaned down, planting small kisses on my stomach and my hipbones again, licking on my skin and nibbling on it gently.
I sighed and then I felt him move south further and further until he finally reached his destination between my legs.
He continued planting kisses on the skin of my pubic area and then he ventured to my thighs, his hands massaging my skin gently, moving closer and closer to my inner thighs.
I almost whimpered. Feeling his breath against my sensitive skin with every kiss he planted there was driving me nuts.
Then I felt his tongue lick along my slit again and again, moving a but furter inside of me with every lick. My breathing was unsteady now and I watched him push my legs apart gently with his hands, only to let his tongue move deeper.
My heart was pounding now and when he licked over my clit the first time with his flat tongue I let out a moan that made him chuckle against me.
But dear god that felt good.
I've been wanting to be touch exactly there since we had come to his bedroom and finally getting that friction I so desperately needed was just so satisfying.
He continued to massage me with his fingers, while his tongue kept licking and swirling against my knob of neves relentlessly, making me loose touch with reality more and more.
This was heaven. He was going to make me come so hard. His tongue was pure magic and I arched my core against him, desperate for more pressure.
He stilled my hips with one of his arms but intensified the pressure on my clit, sucking on it teasingly.
"You taste so good Sage" he whispered against me. Making me blush and shiver all at the same time.
He licked circles against me over and over again coaxing moans and sounds out of me that were completely out of my control.
"Oh god, I'm going to come Adrian" I moaned and he took that as an invitation to increase his tempo.
He expertly let a finger enter me and soon thereafter added another one, stroking me in all the right placed while his tongue was still working its magic on me.
I almost passed out. His fingers inside of me, his tongue on my clit I just was drowning in pleasure and wasn't able to stop the moans that were coming out of me.
I moved against him, wanting him deeper and harder and I slowly started to fall apart.
"Fuck… oh Adrian" I whined when he sucked on my clit again, making my whole body jerk against him desperately.
"Yes. Oh my god yes" I almost cried when he exchanged his tongue with his fingers, putting even more pressure on me.
I could feel him grin against me and he softly chuckled, the vibration adding to the feeling and I let go and exploded into million pieces of pure pleasure.
When I opened my eyes again I saw him grinning at me and I almost blushed again but decided to just accept what had just happend.
"That was… Adrian you are a god" I said, still panting.
He looked at me proudly "are you cured now?" he asked.
All I could do was nod "that was amazing. Your tongue… oh my god" I murmured looking at him stunned.
"Where did you learn how to do that?" I asked.
"Porn" he replied and I laughed out loud.
"Sure" I said.
All I could do was giggle uncontrollably for a few more moments and he looked at me, a smug smile on his lips.
"Better than your vibrator?" he than asked.
"Well…" I started, making a big show about actually thinking about it.
He started tickling me "don't say something wrong now" he demanded playfully.
I laughed and defending myself I rolled him on his back.
He was still hard as steel. I could feel him on my thigh. It was heady.
"Better than my vibrator" I than said. And I meant it. I would choose his tongue over my baby in a heartbeat.
„Good" he said satisfied.
„You are unbelievably sexy when you come, you know that?!" he then whispered.
I blushed. Unsure if it was because of what had just happened or the way he had just said that.
"Is this awkward?" I then asked.
He shook his head "somehow it isn't" he said looking at me with an intensity that almost knocked me over.
"I don't think so either" I replied.
He brushed my hair out of my face.
It was such a gentle gesture and I felt so much love for him in that moment.
The funny thing was, it wasn't only the he is my best friend kind of love. There was more about it I couldn't quite put a finger on yet.
"Hey Sage" he said.
"Hm?" I replied.
"Nothing" he then said.
I frowned "tell me" I said meeting his eyes.
"It's nothing. I just want to kiss you again" he said almost sounding a bit shy about it.
Which was strange, cause we were naked on top of each other and he had just made me come with his mouth.
"Kiss me then" I replied.
He smiled and pulled me completely on top of him.
His mouh found mine again and he kissed me. It was a slow sensual kiss, his hands cupping my face and brushing over my cheeks.
I could taste myself on his lips and felt heady about it, blushing a bit once again thinking about his tongue on me.
I could feel his toned body underneath me and let my hand run over his hard stomach. He was so gorgeous.
I let myself sink onto him, moving my pelvis against his hardness between my legs in a smooth motion.
We both gasped at that new feeling and he intensified his kiss quickly. A desperation in the way he moved his lips and body against me now, I matched perfectly.
His hands moved down to my waist, gently rolling my hips against his own and I moaned when that movement rubbed against my most sensitive spot.
He repeated his action and another moan escaped my mouth. He was going to be the death of me.
"You like feeling me against you?" he asked in a husky voice.
"So much, yea" I sighed.
"Your pussy is so wet and ready" he murmured and I almost passed out when he said that.
Not that it wasn't true. Because it was. But the way his words fueled that fire that had already started in my abdomen again was just completely overwhelming.
"And you are telling ME I sound like a porn star?" I managed to say.
He chuckled "you do. I never said I don't like to do some dirty talk myself" he said.
„I've decided I like that" I sighed against him when he once again rolled my hips against his pelvis.
„I've decided I love that about you, too" he groaned against my lips.
We continued kissing and touching and rubbing against each other for some time until I just couldn't wait any longer.
I needed him.
"Do yo have condoms?" I asked breathy.
He stopped what he was doing and met my eyes, a frantic look washed over his features "fuck. You are serious?!" he said a mixture of a statement and a question.
"Are you not?" I asked confused.