Missing Bianca
Chris sits in the back office of P3, just starring into space, when Piper comes into the office.
"Hey, Chris. How are ya, buddy." Piper asked sincerely.
"Ok, I guess." Chris lied.
"Chris, ya know, you can lie pretty good on some terms. But today, you just suck" Piper told him while lifting his chin so she could look him in the eyes.
"I know, I'm sorry, but I can't go there" Chris said, also looking her in the eyes.
"Oh, sweetie." her response made him question 'Has she figured it out?' "Its ok, when your ready to talk, talk to me." she said "I'm the sister who can keep secrets".
"I know, thanks." he responded.
She left the room for his memories to bombard his mind like ice picks.
"This is just unbelievable." Chris said aloud to no one particular "Why her?" he cried. "What did she do wrong?" he questioned "If I save Wyatt, I save her" he chanted over and over about 4 times. "Please, Bianca, let me be" he thought, thinking her memory was haunting him. "Just, please god, tell me I was dreaming"
When I woke up this morning
Wiped the sleep from my eyes
Found a new day dawning
And suddenly I realize
You're gone
'Why, is it, that every time I find someone I love, something goes horribly wrong' Chris thought 'I had just asked her to marry me. I never told her I loved her, or goodbye, except that 'little thing' we did that morning when I left or when she...' he couldn't touch that nerve.
Tell me I was dreaming
That you didn't leave me here to cry
You didn't say you don't love me anymore
And it was just my imagination telling lies
Tell me that you didn't say goodbye
Phoebe came over to ask how he was.
'Why can't they leave me alone' he thought.
"You need to talk about it, Chris. Don't keep it cooped in like that.
"Phoebe, I enjoy your support and all, but just leave me alone, please." Chris asked, trying to be as nice as a guy who just lost 'the love of his life to the hands of his brothers hands' could be.
"Ok, but I will be back latter" Phoebe said walking out of the club.
He needed a place to think, so he went to the only place where him and his dad liked, the only thing they had in common; The Golden Gate Bridge.
I'm in a state of confusion
I hope things aren't what they seem
If this is really happening
Just let me go back to dream
You're home
When he arrived, Leo was there.
'Of course, he likes it to, so why not be there when I need it, alone.'
He tried to blend in, act invisible, but it didn't work.
"Chris." Leo's voice rang in his head like ice cycles that drove in like nails "Is that you."
"Yeah, its me, you don't mind me being here, do ya. I need a place to straighten some things out, if ya know what I mean."
Tell me I was dreaming
That you didn't leave me here to cry
You didn't say you don't love me anymore
And it was just my imagination telling lies
Tell me that you didn't say goodbye
"Chris, I understand, this helped me after I lost Piper, but if you don't mind, keep that between me and you."
"What, that you miss Piper, Leo you have every right to morn over her, even though she ain't dead, you still lost her." Chris said hole heartedly 'I can not believe I am feeling sorry for him, after all he did to me' he thought.
Tell me I was dreaming
That you didn't leave me here to cry
You didn't say you don't love me anymore
And it was just my imagination telling lies
Tell me that you didn't say goodbye
Chris and Leo talked for a while and found out they had more in common then either one thought.