Pain Game

by Living2Love

Suze is cutting herself and Jesse finds out and tells David and Father D. Then they find out why... Brad and Jake and David beat Paul up later (excited?)... Paul forces Suze into engagement and Suze takes drastics measures to get out. What's a mediator to

The Pain Game...

By: Living4Love

Disclamer: All the characters are owned by Jenny Carrell aka Meg Cabot. But I love Jesse so I am borrowing him with a plan to steal- er, sorry, BUY HIM! PLEASE MEG?

Life was just getting too complicated. That's the only way to explain the small cuts on my ankle up, curtesy to myselt, Susannah Antonia (I think this is her real name)Simon, a worn out mediator. Jesse had been distant lately again, everytime we kiss... He get's distant, I get distressed, we both make up, and I just can't live life like this. Suicide? It's almost in my plan. I just make little tiny cuts to relieve me from the pain.

It was the middle of the night when I made one cut, I was in the bathroom with a razor. Just did it. It hurt so freakin' bad... I think I thought something along the lines of, "Jesse. It hurts. I'm scared." I wasn't fully aware that I was 'calling' him. But he appeared by my side and saw the bloody razor, scars, and... the bathroom stuff, i.e. lotion, toothpaste, started shaking and his scar glowed.

"Querida, what are you doing to yourself?" He asked, tears falling freely on both of out faces now. What was I doing? He lifted me up and set me on bed, treating my wound and mutter, 'Nombres de Dios, Susannah..."

I shifted off to sleep and the last thing I heard him say was, "Querida, this will stop."

Would it Jesse?

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When I woke up on Saturday morning I saw 1 priest, 1 ghost, and 1 franic David. Why were they in here?

"What are you guys doing in my room? Father D, don't you know? Jesse, you moved out? David? I am going to beat your guts out."

"NO SUZE! YOU ARE GONNA BE IN THE HOSPITAL!" David shouted at me....

Hos- WHAT?

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Authors Note: I have never been a depressing writer before and I'm sorry it had to start now and that this chapter is so short but my computer is dying I hate labtops and I am writers blocked. Sorry guys, more tommorow!

Sneak Peak:
Paul threatends to exorcise (Hey, exorcise and meditate... is Meg on a workout?)Jesse if Suze doesn't marry him in later chapters. Suze, will she maybe get better. Can Jesse save her and himself. The ending is a little depressing. Character death. Bittersweet. Not like I write. But this is just getting good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!