A mikos sorrow

By: Silver phoenix

Silver: hey I'm back... already listen guy's I'm really sorry about taking so long in the chapter but I've been having problem's with my computer and at the library it won't load so I'm still in a big ass ditch

Gennie: hey everyone I'm back to torture the hell out of silver I need to work off some anger off because when I killed Jaken daddy brought him back to life though I have no idea why what so ever

Silver: get back you bitch I'm still mad at yo- *unconscious Gennie lay on the floor* Your not getting me this time little sister I do not need a concussion when I write this chapter so step off.

Gennie: @__@ ohh my head hurts so bad

Grama Higurashi: now dear why did you knock your sister unconscious that's not very lady like *Jaken walks in*

Grama Higurashi: oh my what is that horrible smell *looks down at Jaken, Jaken looks up at grama* ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what is that there's no way that can be a demon maybe a deformed toad that can stand up strait but ewwwwwwwwww........... Wait a minute are you standing up strait.

Gennie&silver: you made grama scream you creepy little thing I hope rin plays dress up with you * sticks heads in the door way* RRRRRRiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnn where arrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeee you *rin comes running down the hall to a shivering Jaken*

Jaken: wwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*runs away then Gennie catches him and brings him back rin carries him back to the gardens screaming and crying

Silver: that was very disturbing I need to get the chappy started so GET BACK

Ja Ne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kagome sat in her room with her eyes closed as if meditating. Today had been a stressful day the children had been really upset. She had to drag souta out of the hospital. Kagome sighed she hadn't seen Sesshomaru since they had arrived at the castle (all the lords and ladies including Mikila have not seen his human form yet).

Kagome's eye's shot open she could hear someone calling her it sounded hurt. She suddenly heard screaming it sounded like everyone was calling for Sesshomaru and herself. She walked out into the hallway and rin ran into her. "Okaasan Takken-sama said he needs you to come quickly" rin said with a frown on her face. She didn't ask question but started to walk swiftly toward where the screams were coming from.

"Kagome you won't believe this it's Inu-yasha" kagome glanced at him emotionlessly "what about Inu-yasha" she said in a deadpan tone that made Takken shudder.

"Just come with me and see for yourself"

Kagome had just gotten out side and she watched as Sesshomaru landed. He turned to look at the group of people that seemed to be surrounding someone. He looked at kagome and Takken "what is the meaning of this?" he asked. Takken looked worried then pointed to the crowd of demons and humans.

He and kagome made there way through the crowd they froze at what they saw. Inu-yasha sat close to a tree with his knees pulled up to his chest his arms wrapped around his knees and his head was lowered so he looked like he was laying on his legs his face unseen. He was rocking back and forth and he was see through as if he were a ghost and he was mumbling something under his breath kagome couldn't quite hear him but the other did and they had shocked expressions on there faces and kagome had just noticed the barrier surrounding him. It was pure black with specks of purple and it reminded her of Kikyou.

Actually the power she felt was kikyo's 'but how is that possible they aren't suppose to be here for another month' she thought to her self. "What is he saying?" she asked as she turned to the others. "He said something about humans and demons trying to kill him and something about his mother being killed" Toki said slowly. She scooted closer to Inu-yasha obviously she hadn't seen the barrier. She was suddenly blown back a couple of feet. Takken was immediately by her side helping her up. "What was that?" Toki said as she stood up.

Kagome moved closer to touch the barrier "kagome don't do that you'll get hurt" kimaria said as she grabbed kagome's wrist. Kagome looked at her "I have to help him" kimaria looked like she was having a major conflict trying to figure out what to do but she nodded eventually and let kagome's wrist go.

Kagome continued to move forward "Inu-yasha" she whispered. She then touched the barrier and her hand passed right through followed by a crackling light surrounding her she continued to move forward she made it through the barrier. "Inu-yasha" she said again. Inu-yasha quickly turned to look at her he backed into the tree "no stay away humans always try to kill me" his voice was hoarse as if he had been screaming. "Inu-yasha it's me kagome I promise I won't hurt you" she said now on her knees. She got closer to him then touched his cheek. The barrier looked like it was fighting to stay in place but it refused to break. "K-Kagome"

"Yeah it's me Inu-yasha" he suddenly forgot everyone was there and he gave kagome a bear hug she hugged him back. She felt something wet on her clothes 'oh my god is he crying' she thought to herself. She hugged Inu- yasha tighter and the barrier broke sounding like shattering glass. "Kagome who is that in my head the voice won't leave" he said his voice was a little shaky and it surprised even Sesshomaru. "Who ever is in your head you can fight them Inu-yasha I think I know who it is it may be Kikyou" kagome noticed that he shuddered when she said the name. Sesshomaru walked over to Inu-yasha and kagome knelt down "Inu-yasha what does the voice sound like" he asked emotionlessly.

Inu-yasha looked at him with a tear stained face "it sounds something like a voice I've heard before but I couldn't make out who it is because my mind was clouded but I remember it sounded like the voice was far away and it felt cold when ever I heard it" he answered. "That barrier I-it was kikyo's so most likely the voice was kikyo's or Naraku's" kagome said quietly.

Her face became stern she looked at everyone's shocked face "Naraku will be here in a months time we need to prepare for the worst and if I am correct he has the rest of the shikon shards from you guys time except kouga's I will go to your time tomorrow afternoon and retrieve the shards he has" kagome stated. "Inu-yasha I can get the spell off but you need to look at me" Sesshomaru said in a commanding voice. Inu-yasha slowly complied.

Sesshomaru's touched Inu-yasha's forehead and his whole body went stiff then he fell back words into kagome's arms with a painful scream. Kagome started to panic. The two wounds that he received from Kikyou appeared suddenly and started to bleed uncontrollably. "WHATS GOING ON" she screamed when she touched his wound she could feel something wet she pulled her hand away to see dark red blood. 'Why can I feel his blood AS A MATTER OF FACT HOW AM I EVEN TOUCHING HIM' She thought.

Sesshomaru moved closer to the now bleeding hanyou 'damn'. "The spell on him he was never meant to make a decision she was going to kill him anyway and it choose now to inflict wounds because I'm the only one who can break the spell and she wasn't expecting me to be willing to help that made the spell activate sooner" Sesshomaru said in an emotionless voice. He touched Inu-yasha's forehead again before chanting a spell under his breath. After about 10 seconds into the spell Sesshomaru looked like he was being forced away actually to be more descriptive he looked like he was being electrocuted.

Sesshomaru winced in pain but continued chanting. He finished chanting then he was blown clear across the clearing into a tree effectively breaking it in half. Everyone watched in awe as Inu-yasha's wounds disappeared then he disappeared altogether. "SESSHOMARU" everyone screamed in unison everyone ran to his side. Rin was already by his side shaking him. He sat up with a shocked look on his face and everyone laughed.

They got inside and took him to his room and women put the children to bed with a fight of course and they all met in the study after this was accomplished. They were talking about what happened outside. Someone decided to change the subject.

"Wait isn't Kouga the prince of the northern wolf tribes," Saeita asked. Everyone looked at him as if saying no duhhhhhhhh.

Toki gave a long and suffering sigh "yeah he is" she said in a dull tone. Kagome blinked "what's up with her" she asked, "Kouga is her half brother" Takken said. She made a '0' shape with her mouth. Everyone decided they should go to bed because of training in the morning.

Kagome got dressed for bed and then slipped under the covers and fell asleep

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Kagome's dreamscape ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Hey where am I" kagome said she was standing in a humongous valley flowers were everywhere beautiful mountains sat in the distance and the valley was surrounded by beautiful a beautiful forest most of them apple trees. Kagome looked to the sky expecting to see clouds instead the she saw a sky filled with stars and moons but if she hadn't looked up at the sky she would have thought it were daytime.

"You truly are a fool you are in your dreamscape human" kagome spun around to a smirking Sesshomaru.

"Do you ever stop being an ass" he ignored the question and turned to the left. All of a sudden Inu-yasha appeared he wasn't wearing his normal clothes and he wasn't wearing the clothes he had gotten from the hospital. He wore some pure white baggy khaki pant's and a pure white tee shirt and he was barefoot he grinned at Sesshomaru and kagome. "Thanks brother" Sesshomaru nodded.

"Inu-yasha are you okay what the hell happened and what are you doing in MY dreamscape"

"Calm down kagome" Inu-yasha said. "Yes I'm fine I think you explained to everyone what happened and I don't know why I'm in your dreamscape," he answered. "Kagome I've made my decision I-I'm going to stay with you guys" he said staring at the ground Kagome tackled him with a hug "well at least I know you aren't a baka" Inu-yasha groaned and rolled his eyes.

"Hey kag you mind telling me why I still look human but I feel the same way I do in hanyou form the only thing is I look human I don't have claws and my eyes are violet but I still feel like a hanyou" her face turned grim. "When Kikyou shot you with the arrow she tried to turn you human I guess she wasn't expecting you to have your demonic powers still turning you human would have killed you so she thinks your dead and now the only thing she wants is my soul or you may have adapted to this time like Mikila did" he nodded "uhhh we should change the subject"

They all sat down except Sesshomaru and began to talk when a specific question came up "hey why were you ummmm.......transparent earlier and how was I able to touch you" she asked. "He was transparent because of a power he was born with he can call people from their dreams to a particular dream in this case dreamscape" Sesshomaru said kagome gave him the sign to continue "when he is distressed in any way and he can't move he can leave his body and travel through dreams or teleport himself to the person he wants to speak to when he was younger he often used his gift to wake me up when he was scared or had a nightmare he would leave his body and torture me till I woke up" he said as he glared at Inu-yasha. Kagome was still not use to the nice Sesshomaru and Inu-yasha but she wasn't complaining though she was expecting them to go at each other's throat.

Sesshomaru made a whoosh sound and fell to the ground "RIN" he yelled everyone heard a crying sound. Inu-yasha sweat dropped "what is that" kagome giggled "Sesshomaru it seems your daughter had a nightmare" Inu- yasha looked wide eyed at Sesshomaru "what the fuck since when have you had a daughter Sesshomaru" kagome laughed as Sesshomaru glared at her. "He adopted the little girl you saw crawl into his lap at the hospital" kagome said and Inu-yasha burst out laughing "oh man the *ha* great Sesshomaru *snort* adopted a little human girl" was all he got out before he became completely helpless. Sesshomaru growled at him he looked at kagome "I'll be right back" she nodded and he disappeared.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ With Rin and Sesshomaru~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Sesshomaru sat up in his bed and looked around the room rin sat at the end of his bed crying her eyes out. He picked her up "rin did you have a nightmare" he asked softly. She nodded then grabbed a fist full of his hair. He sighed and got out of bed he walked to Rins room. He laid rin in the bed and then reached in his kimono and pulled out his locket that Inu- yasha had given him. "Rin take this and go to sleep you will be fine" she nodded and took the locket.

He waited till she fell back to sleep before going back to his own room he got back in bed and went back to sleep.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Back to kagome and Inu-yasha*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Inu-yasha had stopped laughing and was currently laying in the field kagome was exploring the other part of the field. 'I wonder when she's going to find out Sesshomaru likes her, I just hope they take care of each other I have no right to take claim to kagome after what I did' he sighed sadly and kagome looked at him. "Something wrong Inu-yasha" he shook his head and smiled.

Then Sesshomaru appeared then rin appeared beside him "wow where is rin" she asked. She saw Inu-yasha and completely forgot her question. She pounced on him I mean literally pounced on him. "WHAT THE HELL" he said as he grabbed rin from off his stomach and she laughed "hi uncle Inu- yasha"

He blinked "uhhh hi I never did ask your name"

"Rin's name is rin" Inu-yasha put her down and kagome walked up to them. "Rin you shouldn't talk like that when your talking about yourself you should say me, I or my"

"Yes okaasan" Inu-yasha looked at kagome with shocked eyes "my name is rin" she sad slowly. Kagome smiled. "Did she just call you okaasan kagome" she nodded. Inu-yasha got an evil grin. "I didn't know you two were mates," he said sarcastically. Kagome blushed every shade of red possible. "We are NOT mates"

"Do not toy with me half breed" Inu-yasha snorted and stuck his tong out at him. 'Man Inu-yasha and Sesshomaru do act like to brothers something I never thought I would see in my lifetime' she thought wistfully.

"Hey lets leave the two love birds to themselves and play" he said and picked rin up. He heard Sesshomaru growl and he chuckled. "Inu-yasha playing now I know this is a dream he's to stuck up to play especially with a human," she said to herself. She sweatdropped when rin tackled him to the ground when she looked at his face he had swirly eyes.

"You think we should have warned him that rin is being trained," she asked as rin pounced on him again.

"Am I fool when it comes to fighting"

"No"

"There's your answer" kagome grinned at him "you won't help him then I guess I get to punish you" was all she said before she pounced on him. He let out a startled gasp when he hit the ground.

"What are you doing?" he asked as kagome sat on his stomach and then began tickling him. "What does it look like" she purred and he froze and snorted, "let me go" he said trying to hold in his laughter. Kagome's response was to keep tickling him he started to laugh. 'About time you laughed" he smiled up at kagome and she gasped 'he's gorgeous' she thought. He sat up then kagome eeped when he pulled her into his lap. "let me go fluffy," she wailed and Inu-yasha turned to look at them but they didn't see him.

"Why" he whispered in her ear causing her to shiver.

'What is wrong with me I usually don't lose control so easily' Sesshomaru thought

' Give me a break you know you like her come on admit it'

'Go away you annoying little voice I could have sworn I locked you away'

'No'

'Why you ...'

'Hey admit it I know what you like and don't like I'm you baka'

'I Sesshomaru do not love a human'

'Okay you asked for it let see. ahh you were thinking about how big her breast were at breakfast the other day and when you first saw her you looked up her skirt and -'

'that's not love that's lust there's a diffrence'

'SESSHOMARU'

'okay I admit I like her but why waste my affections on someone who will never love me in return'

' You are dense aren't you even your brother knows how you feel and you mean to tell me you don't notice that she stares at you half the time'

*GROWL*

'Okay I quit why don't you just ask her how she feels it's not that hard is it'

'........'

'Okay maybe it is but why would a I tell you to ask her if I dint think she was interested in you baka'

'Ugggggghhhhh just get out of my head'

'Okay but if you don't ask her by tomorrow you will have to knock yourself unconscious to get rid of me you big puppy'

'GET OUT'

'Okay okay' voice disappears

"Stop being evil Sesshomaru we'll wake up in a couple of minutes" he sighed and let her go. "Oi Sesshomaru are you going to adopt her in demon terms it'll be the full moon in about a week" Inu-yasha said walking over with rin in his arms. "Yes I was planning on doing so but I still have a reason to reconsider if she can't handle the blood it could put her in a lot of pain" he responded. "But rin- I mean I want you to be my real outasan"

"Whelp that settles it I guess that means you will" Inu-yasha said with a grin, which caused Sesshomaru to glare at him. "What's wrong sess if any one could handle it rin can" he sighed "alright"

"Great I'll tell everyone and we can prepare a celebration and everything this will be great" kagome squealed.

"Hey guy's I gotta go it'll be a while before I wake up or even come back to irritate you two" they all nodded and Inu-yasha disappeared. "Rin come on well be waking up soon" kagome heard a voice. "Guess we wake up now" the world around them disappeared and rin and Sesshomaru disappeared.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"KAGOME WAKE. UP. NOW" Mikila yelled. "Alright I'm up" kagome groaned. She got up washed her face in a bucket of water that had been placed by her door. She put on her ninja outfit on and ran out the door.

She took a sharp turn and ran into something hard and went plummeting to the ground. She looked up and scowled at Sesshomaru. "You can be so clumsy so times" he said and pulled her up. She grinned at him 'oh no' he thought.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ The dinning room*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"Ohayougozai minna-san" rin said as she walked in and took her seat. Rin looked at everyone who was either asleep with there head on the table or they were trying to stay awake. Then she notices that Sesshomaru and kagome was the only people there besides the kits. "Hey where's okaasan and outasan"

*BOOM* everyone jumped up "what was that" Takken asked rubbing sleep from his eyes. "We don't know"

*THUMP THUMP* everything went totally quiet as if waiting for the world to end. Their wait wasn't in vain

*ROAR* "KAGOMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

Everyone blinked while rin sat there as if nothing had happened "wait was that Sesshomaru" Koran asked in a disbelieving voice. They all shrugged and went quiet again. A second later a laughing kagome burst into the room. She fell to her knees laughing and everyone just stared at her.

"Kagome what did you do to Sesshomaru I threw him in a lake when he was younger and I didn't get that kind of reaction" Saeita asked.

"I threw a spell that blows up at him *ha* then I pounced on *giggle* him and kissed him then I ran away you should have seen the look on his face it was to die for" kagome burst into another fit of giggles as everyone laughed at the what she had said.

"That must have been one hell of a kiss to make him scream like that," Mikila said. Just then a red-eyed Sesshomaru walked into the room. He picked kagome up by her throat and Kohaku looked ready to attack him but sango held him back as her face turned red from trying to keep her laughter in Miroku took that chance to grope sango which got him knocked unconscious on the floor but everyone ignored him.

"You are truly one crazy bitch you can irritate the hell out of me in less than three minutes" he snarled. "Glad you appreciate it" she said and smirked down at him.

He growled then threw her across the room and she landed on all fours. "I love messing with you fluffy" everyone gapped at her. "Did she just talk in ancient youkai language Sesshomaru" Takken asked.

He didn't seem to understand what he was saying so Takken repeated it in ancient youkai language and Sesshomaru looked at him and nodded while Mikila smirked. "What did you all just say?" Miroku asked as he stood up he sango and Kohaku looked at kagome like she was insane. First she angered a demon lord who didn't seem to have any emotions what so ever and now she was barking at him.

"Well Sesshomaru said something about her being a crazy bitch I dint catch the whole sentence and kagome said glad you appreciate it then he threw her and then she said I love messing with you fluffy she said it an ancient youkai language so Sesshomaru would understand since right now he's in the kill anything that moves mood" Koran explained.

Kagome waited a couple of minutes before she pounced on him effectively knocking him to the ground she pined him down. "Get off me wench"

"No you need to calm down before you kill someone," she said keeping a strait face. She bent down and kissed him and he immediately went back to the calm Sesshomaru. "What the hell" he said. Everyone looked on in awe "kagome what did you do" Takken asked for all the people laughing behind him.

She shook her head as she got off of him "I don't know something told me to kiss him and I did" her face was as red as a cherry. The servants came out with food "umm we should eat he he he" kagome said everyone. Sesshomaru was still in a daze but he sat at the table. Everyone ate and would laugh occasionally when someone would fall asleep in their food mainly Takken. "Oi everyone guess what Sesshomaru is going to adopt rin by youkai terms" everyone looked at kagome then to Sesshomaru who was still in a daze "if that's true let's have a party for them I bet rin is happy about it" rin gave a toothy grin and nodded enthusiastically. Everyone started talking about things they could do to get ready while Sesshomaru sighed ' what have I gotten my self into'. (we do not know)

The next morning was the same everyone got up for training then went to school accept the schedule was different first block was lab I'm not even going to tell you what happened in that class .... maybe I will okay let's just say they won't be using that room for at least two weeks.

Next block was music sango did surprisingly well in that class next was English and sango had a mental break down in that class and for last block they had a free block to start home work and talk and stuff like that. (About the well and Naraku people that aren't evil can pass through and it won't take a month for them to get to the other side and amazingly they don't even see Naraku and Naraku doesn't see them oh to him the month is only like 5 minutes just thought you wanted to know)

When school was over they go went the well they do the usual but Kaede almost had a heart attack when she saw sango wearing the same uniform as kagome use to where they said their hi's and stuff the same old same old with Kouga. Kouga called kagome his woman kagome for once threw him at sango who dodged easily because of her training witch surprised Kouga to no end. Kagome seat talked Kouga into giving up the shards he did then sango and kagome went back to the future pretty normal if you ask me. They went home and went to training But kagome had a problem getting sango out of her house.

(Hey everyone I'm going to forward this about a week because of something I want to write I will keep forwarding it so GET READY I write sucky authors notes don't I)

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Silver: look here I'm tired I've been writing for a good three hour's and I'm stopping here

Gennie: you did'nt even leave a good ciff hanger I am disappointed sister

Silver: *stick's up middle finger* fuck off I said I was tiered

Gennie: so your going to tell dad that when it's time for training

Silver: yup *gennie turn's around and stick's her head out the door way*

Gennie: DAD SILVER SAID THAT SHE'S NOT GONNA TRAIN TODAY *silver goes and hide's in closet and put's up a concealing spell then sesshomaru walk's in*

Sesshomaru: what did you say

Gennie: I SAID SILVER SAID SHE'S NOT GONNA TRAIN TODAY AND EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO *sesshomaru growls before covering his ear's in an attempt to stop the ringing

Sesshomaru: so where is she *gennie turn's around and scowl's*

Gennie: damn she got away oh well I'll get her another time *get's hit in the head by sesshomaru*

Sesshomaru: watch your languge pup you've been around my brother to much

*silver is lauging in the closet sesshoamru and gennie walk out of the room*

silver: that was just a little to close for comfort well I have to go find some more hiding place's until tomorrow so I say syoanara

*gennie walk's back in scowling*

gennie: ah ha I got ya now your gonna train even if you are tired

*silver mentally curse's then jump's out of the window gennie right behind her*

gennie: get back here bitch your gonna train even if I have to kill you then drag you back and have daddy bring you back to life

silver: *huff huff huff* hey I gotta go gennie's gonna keep that threat in mind so I gotta keep hiding *huff huff huff*

Ja Ne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!