we watch the tv when my mobile rings. I take it and see it's Brooke.

"Hey, Tigger"

"Tutor-Girl, I saw you called me"

"yeah 3 hours ago"

Nathan starts to kiss my neck to make me laugh and it works.

"you are moking me ?"

"no, it's just... I see Nathan naked and it's too funny"

payback is a bitch... he told to his friends about me so I do it too. He bites me and I scream.

"Tutor-Girl, if you have sex now, I hang up !"

"no... anyway, where are you before ?"

"sex with Lucas... did you know that boy was never get tired"

"very bad picture mental... he is my best friend Brooke"

when he heard that Nathan makes a face and move away from me... I killed the mood... great, again an angry Nathan to deal with after.

"anyway, why did you call ? you are mostly despressed"

"oh, it's was nothing. Just the need to talk to you"

"sure... you lie... Peyton called me and she doesn't lie to me... Nathan was a jerk again ?"

"yeah, like always but I dealt with this and it's better now..."

we talked five minutes and I finally notice that Nathan are bringing me clothes... one of his t-shirt and shorts... and he is bare chest and he is so sexy... I don't think this is my hormones who talk but I never wanted him more than now.

"Brooke, I need to hang up"

"pretty boy wants sex ?"

"no, it's me"

I hang up and look at him when he sits down on the couch.

"so, what did Brooke want ?"

"nothing, just check on us but now Brooke isn't on the phone and..."

"I bring you some clothes to sleep"

"so, you really think I want to sleep ?"

he smirk at me and turns his looks on the tv. I start to kiss him and my hands are running on his torso. God, his skin is soft and his muscles are hard... this dawn boy has a really great body... I think about all this night I was with him and how the first time I was impressed by this now, it's like I know it perfectly...

"no, but I want it..."

"what ?"

"you told to Brooke it was funny to see me naked so I don't know why you have to endure this torture. I will hate myself to do that to you"

"come on, I was joking... you know it was a payback..."

"no I don't... so now let me watch the game"

I move away from him and start to undress me... I'm only in underwear and I feel his eyes on me... I stay a little like this and soon, his hands start to stroke my back and my belly.

"you knew it... I can't resist to you, James"

"good, I think I won this time"

he begins to kiss my neck, to caress my legs. My hands are automatically around his body, stroking his back. I fall on my back and he is on me soon...

This is the first time I'm waking up with Nathan and it is very good, I could get used to this. My head is on his chest and he plays with my hair. I start to suck his piercing and I feel him laughing.

"good morning"

God, he has a very sexy voice... he caresses my back gently and kiss my forehead...

"so, it's Saturday... what do you want to do ?"

"I was thinking to go at my parent's, talk to my father and take my things..."

"will you live here ?"

"I don't know... it's cool here and you can crash here when you want"

I smile against his skin and I look at him... deep blue eyes... I'm lucky to have him.

"are you hungry ?"

"yes... but before... kiss me"

he kisses me and I pull away.

"next time I want you to kiss me before you brush your teeth, remember me this kiss"

"ok, I will do that"

he gets up completly naked and I admire his ass... So damn strenghtened and sexy. He notices my stare and glares at me...

"stop doing that, you are embarrassing me"

"yeah right, I, Haley James, am embarrassing you, Nathan Scott, mister big ego ?"

"you don't know your own power over me"

he puts his shorts on and sits next to me.

"you know how much you are incredible ?"

"do you have take some pills or anything else ?"

"you are my drug"

ok, I'm not used to this. He is so sweet and gentle... this is so not Nathan. I wonder what happens with him... he had never be like that. Even this night he was so sweet, he told me how much I was beautiful. He asked me how I was feeling... maybe he is like this because he starts to love me... or maybe because of the baby.

"anyway... you go in your shower and I go make some breakfast, ok ?"

"I don't think there is something to eat here"

"oh... I'm hungry nate."

"maybe we can take the bus and go somewhere else to eat"

"you know where ? Karen's café. I want a cake"

I kneel down on the bed and the sheet falls, Nathan smirks but says nothing.

"yeah I want a whole cake. God I'm so hungry"

"hey baby... are you cold ?"

I realize I'm naked in front of him, I grab the sheet and I wind it around me.

"little perv... now go get your shower and be ready in 15, I'll take mine at Lucas's"

again the wrong word.

"Lucas's ? why ?"

"I have some clothes there"

"the next question is why ?"

"because I slept over sometimes, but in a friendly way... not crazy sex way... you understand ?"

"it's ok... I go take my shower"

he goes saying nothing and I just want to kill myself to ruin the mood.

I am waiting Nathan near the bathroom's door... I don't like it when he is distant. He goes out and I hug him... he is still mad at me... his body is tensed.

"I'm so sorry... I know you don't want me to be friend with him but I can't help it... please don't be angry because of this... you are the only one I want, you know that"

he says nothing but his body relaxes, he closes his arm around me and kisses my forehead. There are plenty of guys in Tree Hill, but I had to fall in love with my best friend's enemy... my like had never been so complicated.

"you go to Karen's café and I go at my parent's..."

"maybe I can go with you..."

"yeah like I want my father sees you... no way."

Ok, he doesn't want me to know his family, not a big deal because I don't care, I don't like his father but it still hurts.

I open the Karen's café's door and I see Lucas near the counter.

"hey stranger"

"hey, looser"

I sit on the stool next to him and he says nothing.

"Lucas, are you mad at me because of Nathan ?"

"yeah, you can say that"

"I already told you how it happened... I fell in love with him and now I carry his child..."

"listen, I just don't understand how you, Haley James, intelligent, funny, beautiful, can loved a guy like him... he is arrogant, self-centered, mean..."

"come on, soon, you will have a nephew or a niece and he will be the father, you have to talk to him... do it for me luke"

"you are lucky I love you but if he is a jerk once again I'll kick his ass, ok ?"

"no problem for me..."

he puts his arm around my shoulders and kiss my cheek.

"so you and Brooke ? are you in love ?"

"no... I mean, I have great time with Brooke but there is no love between us it's just physical..."

"so you still love Peyton ? because you know she is into Jake now..."

"I know this, I saw them together and he is a great guy..."

"but you hate him because Peyton wants him now and not you"

"yes... I wonder if I hadn't sleep with Brooke maybe Peyton and I can be together now."

"Brooke is cool... and she likes you a lot. You have to give her the opportunity to show it to you"

the door's bell rings but I don't mind, I keep looking at Lucas and he does the same.

"anyway, me and Brooke, Nathan and you... I think we grow-up... that's pathetic"

"I'm happy to be with him, he is not the jerk you think he is"

"so he made a hell of my life since I know him but he is not a jerk ? Haley open your beautiful eyes, Nathan can't change because of the baby, he will be a jerk all his life"

"shut up, you don't know him like I do... with me, he is sweet and attentive..."

"ok, stop doing that... I don't want a list with all his qualities because I don't care... and don't forget I still don't forgive you about all this shit"

"she doesn't need your forgiveness..."

we turn and we see Nathan behind us with his mother. He puts his arms around me and moves me away from Lucas's embrace.

"she has me and the baby, she doesn't need you"

what can I say ? I need Lucas in my life but I know if I say something, Nathan will be mad... I get up and smiles to Deb.

"glad to see you again mrs Scott."

"Haley, how are you ?"

"good, thank. You want a coffee ?"

she nods and I leave the little group. I go behind the counter and I see Peyton enters in the café. She comes towards me and gives me her greatest smile.

"so, mrs James ? what do you think of me ?"

"you smile too much... tell me what going on inside of your little head..."

"I'm over Lucas."

"so you are with Jake now ?"

"I think... we didn't do it because I think he is a little scared... you know because of what happens with jenny's mother... but he kisses me, it's a good start"

"yeah, normal people think it's something normal... are you ready to have a new relationship ?"

"Lucas and I it was too... complicated, you know what I mean since you are with Nathan..."

I see Nathan comes behind her.

"anyway Peyton, I'm happy for you. You want this and you have it..."

"is Nathan is cool now ? did he was a jerk again ?"

"no, but you have to know he is behind you... and I think he doesn't like it when we talk about him".

Peyton turns and gets up... she puts a hand on his shoulder

"now, you know how Haley felt when she knew about your little conversation with your friends..."

she leaves and Nathan glares at me.

"she is the person I called when I was outside..."

"never mind... my mom said I could stay at the beach house and the good news is that I didn't see my father. He was somewhere else... my mom told me he was frustrated about our situation. I didn't know he can think about something else than basketball..."

"so you stay at the beach house ?"

"yeah, and you could too... I mean there is nobody at your home and I don't want you to be alone"

"no it's ok... I will stay at my house..."

I see Peyton and Lucas talking and I can't thing about something else except Brooke... Lucas loves Peyton... he is just using Brooke...i just hope Brooke won't be attached to Lucas...

"what's your problem now ? I think you wanted to be with me"

"yeah, I want it... but I told you I want you to be nice with Lucas... why did you have to tell him I don't need him ? it's just a lie... or maybe a test... you wanted to know if I stand up with you against Lucas and I think this is a mistake to oblige me to do this choice..."

"Haley, he was criticizing me... and you let him do it... maybe you are ok with the things he said."

"I defended you... I told him you weren't like this anymore..."

"I always will be like this with him... you can't change me... I'm like that with you because you have my child but it's only with you and you know why ? because I can be a jerk... people don't dare challenge me and it's cool... I love being like this..."

"ok... so you know what ? I don't want to see you... be the jerk you are and leave... I'm not the others and you can't talk to me like you do now... I'm not your fan and I certainly not your puppy. Take your pretty face and go out of here and don't call me, because I really don't want to talk to you... I can raise my child without you."

"yeah sure. This is why you implore me to accept the baby ?"

"leave... I can't even look at you now"

I turn and go in the kitchen... every time we are in public he picks a fight... he wants to be a jerk... I don't care... I don't want to be with a guy like this and my baby won't be raise with a father like that... I need to go over him now...