Bella

I woke to hear Demetri. "...and I've had enough food brought to the next room that you'll all be able to feed. It must be almost time."

I felt a sharp pain in my chest that caused me to gasp as my heart fell silent for the last time. I cried out. I couldn't help it.

Jasper sent calm her way and Char, she knew it was her by her honey and lilac scent, took her hand.

"Back away slowly everyone," Jasper's voice directed. "Submit. I don't want her to feel threatened on waking."

My eyes opened and I saw the room I was in. I hadn't noticed before that it was nice, done in blues. I could see the dust motes in the air. I inhaled and could smell everything. I looked around and saw Peter first. I never noticed he had a scar above his left eye. Char shifted and that brought my eyes to her. She was beautiful. I looked around quickly and my eyes finally focused on Jasper.

I moved before I thought about it and was in his arms. I kissed him roughly and he shifted uncomfortably. "Easy Bella, you're just a little stronger than me right now. Lets try that again."

He kissed me gently, reverently, I kissed him back in kind.

"Are you thirsty Bella?" Demetri asked and I looked at him quickly. My hand grasped my throat and a burn ignited.

"This way," he directed. I took Jasper's hand and together we followed Demetri to the next door. Demetri opened the door and whispered, "They are all criminals Bella. You can drink your fill."

That was all I needed to hear. I drank two when the thirst was sated for the moment. I went back and took Jasper's hand. Peter and Char each took two. Jasper sent out a strong wave of lethargy and the last three fell to the floor. He walked forward and drank deeply from all three.

I felt Jasper's guilt at drinking from humans. I hadn't felt guilty but didn't like Jasper feeling that way.

"We can feed from animals, Jasper." I comforted.

"We're going to be staying here a while Bella, and you can't go out in the city," Jasper said.

"But you can. I can feel your guilt. I don't want you feeling guilty you can feed without me and I'll learn when I've got control." I said.

"Are you sure, Bella, I can feed with you if you need me to?" Jasper offered.

"You can feed off of animals. I'm sure there are some around here someplace. You'll just have to travel a bit to find them. I have Char, Peter, and Demetri to keep me busy when you have to hunt. I don't want you to feel guilty Jasper." I said. "Oh," I said looking down at myself, I'm disgusting. Where do I go to shower?"

"I'm going to get back to work. I'll let you know before the Cullens arrive," Demetri said.

"Demetri," I called after him.

"Yes, Bella?" He asked.

"Thank you for everything before my change. It could have been an absolutely horrible experience but you made it okay." I gushed.

Demetri bowed a little bit, "It was my pleasure, Bella." Demetri turned on a heel and continued down the hallway.

"Let's go get you showered Bella. I think you got more blood on you than you drank." Char said and taking my hand led me to a different room in the long hallway. "This is your and Jasper's suite," she said. I followed her inside curiously.

I looked around as I went but soon Char had pulled me into the bathroom.

I went to unbutton my ruined satin sleep set. I was glad I'd gotten more than one of these. The cloth ripped so I just ripped it off of me. Char turned the water on in the shower and I stepped in. I was blood covered and I was glad when the water coming off me rinsed off clear.

Char opened my body wash and I put my hand out while she poured some into my hand. Quickly I scrubbed so all the red spots on me that hadn't gone down the drain were gone. I rinsed off with a smile on my face. Char washed my hair for me. It felt so good. I rinsed it then Char conditioned it for me. I rinsed the conditioner off and grabbed the towel, in a hurry to get back to Jasper.

The towel disintegrated. Char just smiled at me, got another towel, and dried me off. After my hair was combed and dried, Char dressed me in a silk nightgown. I felt like I should blush for some reason, but of course, I no longer could.

"See ya later little one," Char said as she joined Peter and they walked out the door.

I shook my head at the antics of those two. Then I saw Jasper. His eyes were hot. I rushed to him but remembered to kiss gently. Jasper wasn't so gentle. "I was going to tell you I love you on our date Jasper. I love you. I love you,"

Jasper ripped the silk off of my body as he kissed me. I tried to take his shirt off but it ripped he laughed and took his pants off himself. I looked at him and ran my hands from his shoulders to his stomach. He didn't have underwear on and I could see that he was large and hard. I gulped. I didn't know how that would fit inside me. Jasper put a finger under my chin and raised my face until my eyes met his. "This is your last chance to change your mind before I claim you," he said.

"I want you. I need you, but I don't know how..." I said.

"I do, do you trust me?"

"Yes," I said then Jasper picked me up and took me to the bed sitting me on it gently. He kissed me fiercely and I kissed back just as fiercely. We kissed and he laid me back on the bed. His hand grazed my breast and I moaned into his mouth. My nipples pebbled and my legs wrapped around Jasper's waist instinctively.

He untangled my legs and kissed down my neck. His lips latched onto my nipples and he nipped. I moaned again.

He kissed down my stomach and parted my legs. His tongue licked my slit and my legs felt open. I needed more, tension was building in my belly. I needed, I needed.

Jasper's tongue licked me again. His finger slid inside me and pumped in and out a few times. My hips bucked. That was what I needed. I needed to be filled. Another finger slid inside me. Jasper's tongue licked just the right place and the world exploded, shattered, and came back together.

Jasper moved back up my body and I felt him at my entrance. He pushed inside me a little bit and it felt strange. Then he pushed in deep and held himself still. It hurt for a moment and then I felt too full. Jasper waited until I adjusted and bucked my hips. He pulled out and pushed all the way back in. I cried out. My hands went to his ass and I pulled him even deeper inside of me.

He started moving in and out quickly. I panted, "More, Jasper, more," He moved more forcefully. My head thrashed from side to side. My stomach was getting tight again and Jasper kept moving. I moaned, and cried and begged for something, but I didn't know what. Jasper moved even faster. I met him thrust for thrust. Finally, I felt myself tighten around him. My pussy spasmed and Jasper plunged even deeper than he had been and I cried out as I felt him spill inside me. I bared my neck to him and he bit down. It hurt but it felt good too. I came again. Jasper bared his neck to me and began moving again. I bit him. We came together. We collapsed together in a heap on the bed.

After a few minutes, Jasper picked me up and moved me into the bathroom. He ran a hot bath and got in the tub behind me.

"You'll only be sore for a few minutes my love," Jasper said.

He took my body wash and ran his hands over my breasts. My hips bucked but I whimpered. I was sore. Jasper pinched my nipples and I could feel him getting hard against my bottom. I moved against him unconsciously. Jasper pinched my nipples again. I moaned. I didn't hurt so much anymore. Jasper cupped water in his hands and rinsed me off.

"You're a mated woman now my love. Are you ready for me to touch you again?" Jasper asked.

I nodded and my legs fell open. Jasper traced shapes on my stomach, moving till his fingers were at my entrance. Two thick fingers plunged inside me. I cried out. It felt so good. It didn't hurt anymore. His fingers retreated and he pinched my nub. I moaned loudly.

"Are you ready to feel something else amazing my love," Jasper asked.

I nodded and moaned.

"Get on your knees, Bella. Hold on to the edge of the tub. You'll like this, my love, trust me."

I did as I was told. Soon I felt Jasper's length pressing up against my rear. He leaned over me and nuzzled my neck. His hands went to my breasts and he grabbed them roughly. I pushed back into him.

He pinched my nipples and I whimpered.

"Brace yourself, my love," Jasper said and I felt him at my entrance. He slid inside me quickly and I cried out. This felt different, fuller, tighter. I moaned. He pulled out and pounded in again. Again and again, he withdrew almost all the way before he entered me again. Water went everywhere but I didn't care. I just wanted more. I gripped the tub so tightly the metal dented a little under my fingers. He pounded in and pulled out, and the now familiar tightness filled my stomach, I came in an ecstatic rush and Jasper went even deeper, he sped up instead of slowing down. I wanted, I wanted more. Jasper slid, deep, all the way into me. He filled me. He stretched me, but he still pushed in and I came with a cry.

When we dried off Jasper took me to the bedroom and laid me on the bed, we curled together naked and I held him close.

"Tell me about your trip here, Bella, were you scared?"

I shook my head. "Demetri promised to protect me until you arrived. I knew you'd come for me. I wasn't scared. Demetri was nice to me. I didn't like talking to Aro though. He didn't say anything wrong but he looked at me like he wanted to own me, or already did. He's the reason we didn't wait for you to change me. He insisted I be changed immediately."

"He's dead Bella," Jasper said.

"I don't want you to fight..." I started but Jasper shook his head.

"Aro is dead Bella, Demetri challenged him for a position on the ruling council and killed him. Everything is going to change now but Demetri and I agreed that you needed to be here until you can control the urge to feed and go out among people again. You can learn about vampires among real vampires, not Cullens."

"As long as you are sure," I said.

"I think Demetri would have fought me if I'd tried to take you too soon. He has a sire bond with you. It will be important to teach you how to live."

"So, I have another friend." I agreed.

"He'll be a little more than a friend, more like an advisor, a mentor."

"I'd like that. So he's on Aro's throne now?"

Jasper nodded. I nodded too.

"That's a good thing."