Hey! I got this idea last night while watching the Degrassi Marathon. It will get better but my first few chapters might not be as great...I have a problem with getting off to a good start.lol. Thankyou that have reviewed to my other story " What happened To Us" I should have the sequeal out soon! Well please enjoy this!!
Breaking Old Habits.
As he layed there starring at his ceiling, watching the ceiling fan spin round and round he wondered why he even considered moving back to this place. Sure now he was getting somewhat of a home cooked meal and he didn't have to worry about going to the market once a week or doing his laundry,even keeping up his student welfare. His life was getting better. It wasn't the same though. He missed everyone and everything at Degrassi. He was getting homesick and he was at home. Was that possible? His mom now cooked him meals and did his laundry. She cleans after him and does so much other stuff for him that nobody has ever did for him. It wasn't right...it wasn't his life. He wanted to go back so much, but he knew that couldn't atleast not right now...
Now he got to ride his motorbike on the beach and ride a jetski anytime he wanted to. You could say he had a really good life compared to what he has been through in the past. Something was missing though. He broke it with Ellie just last night so that wasn't it, Jay well of course was his best friend so he missed him, but that wasn't it. Sean knew what it was though. It was Emma. His Emma. His precious Emma. She was the only one who understood him the way he wanted to be unserstood. She was always there for him and he was always there for her. She loved him with her whole heart and the same with him for her. He could be himself around her and she would love that. Well he was himself everywhere but he was way different around Emma. Now he has talked to her a few times since he moved back here. They would talk about movies,music,clothes,games,people,highschool. It was just like old times before all the Drama stepped in and ruined everything for everyone.
Sean continued to stare. He guessed because there was nothing else better to do. Outside was a huge Thunderstorm and he didn't feel like going into the other room to chit chat with his parents. Everytime he tried that thet always brought up how their son was a hero and that shooting was what brought them back together. It was to painful for him. It brought back the memory from when the trigger went off and he felt something hot pore onto his hand. That memory was terrible and he wasn't going to discuss that with his parents nobody for that matter. He continued to stare even more. Tomorrow was Monday which meant that he had to start back at a new school called Wasaga High. It must be new because it wasn't here when he used to live here. He wasn't nervous or scared he just didn't want to go. He knew that when he first walks onto campus he won't be able to go right to Jay or see Emma walking in the hallways. He won't be able to see Mr. Simpson or anyone. There wasn't going to be Media Immersions or Shop Class. Nothing was going to be the same... it was going to be all different and he was going to be known as the boy who was knew all over again. This sucked. Completly Sucked.
He closed his eyes. It seemed that these days Sean got alot of sleep and less of partying. He hadn't partied since he moved back. He just slept alot. On sunny days he would try to work on his motorcycle, but then again that brought back memories. He would take a walk on the beach that would also bring back memories. So he would sleep. He would go to bed early and wake up very late. He didn't care that his parents wanted to spend time with him or whatever. He just wanted to stay in his room and stare at the ceiling and sleep. As he layed there with his eyes closed he listened to the thunderstorm outside. The rain would hit the roof of the house causing a loud rythem,the thunder would rore and the lightning would make no sound and it seemed like it was peace on earth. He loved to listen to these storms. It always cleared his mind and helped him to think way better. He loved them. Absolutly loved them.
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Ok so its a little short. I will have them longer I promise! Please read and review to tell me what you think! Remember it will get better!!