A/N: This is my first work on this site, I'm excited. This is a poem loosely based on Vivian and the choices one must make to be oneself or hide away. Please R&R. Thanks.
Disclaimer: I do not own this character or Blood and Chocolate. (Although I do own a copy of the book.)
Choice
The pentagram shines bright in my hand
And I know that there is a choice I must make
To betray myself and live as others want
Or to do as I want, dismiss other reality
Do I go out on my own
Take destiny into my own hands
How important is my life
Does what I do matter to others
It's my life, but others control it
They scorn and dismiss the real me
Which is hidden under the lies
Under the false realizations that should be me
All the things that others see in me
Those things that aren't really there
What do I believe
What do I do
How can I choose
My future lies ahead on an unmarked road
The invisible path
Where do I go
Where is the real me
Why can't I fight it
All I know is that I must survive
And to stay alive my only path
My only truth of soul lies down a road
Where I am all alone