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Spike was holding her. The smile glued to his lips wouldn't go away. He looked at over at her and she was asleep. He didn't want to move at all. He didn't want to wake her, but he got up anyway. He went and took a shower. After he was finished he came back downstairs and she opened her eyes. she looked around her and then sat up quickly.
"Hey pet" he said with a smirk. She looked at him and then looked away.
"Hey" she said quietly, looking around for her clothing.
"Something wrong?" he asked.
"Yes, one, it's morning and I'm not home, and two, I. . .we shouldn't of done this" Buffy said getting up.
"Oh no?" he asked stubbornly. She looked at him sternly and he began to get dressed. She looked away. "There's nothing here you haven't seen before pet."
"Don't, you know that. . .this. . .I don't know why. . ." she tried to say. He sighed with frustration and she put on her clothes. He went over to her.
"What are you saying, that you regret it?" he asked.
"Yes" she said and then saw the hurt look on his face and changed her tone. "I mean. . .it was. . .amazing, but it isn't right, I should of never. . ."
"Right" he said and went over and put on a shirt. "Let's just. . .I don't know, forget I guess" he said and then looked at her. "I can't."
"I can't either, not forget, but it can't happen again, I cheated on Riley" Buffy said guiltily.
"Look. . .what we did last night, it. . .it meant so much. . .I don't know if it mean a lot to you, but it did to me, I just wanted you to know that" Spike said. Buffy smiled at him and walked out.
Buffy went home quickly. She didn't know how much trouble she was in with her mother but she just wanted to get home. She walked in the house quietly incase no one was up yet, and no one was. She tiptoed into her and Faith's bedroom and shut the door behind her.
"There you are" Faith said, which startled her.
"Faith, w-what are you doing up?" Buffy asked.
"Maybe the question should be where the hell have you been all night?" she asked.
"Mom, oh god I'm in so much-" Buffy began.
"No you're not, I covered for you" Faith said.
"You did? Thank you" Buffy said relieved.
"Now, tell me where you were" Faith said.
"I can't" Buffy said.
"Oh yes you can, B I'm your sister, were you with Spike?" Faith asked.
"Yes" Buffy said. "I. . .we. . .I slept with him.
"Oh my god, are you serious? How was it?" Faith asked.
"Faith, that's not the point, it shouldn't have happened" Buffy said.
"Well was it good?" Faith asked.
"Mind-blowing" Buffy said and Faith smiled. "God I feel so. . .so bad, I mean, how could I have cheated on Riley?"
"Forget about Riley, look sweetie, I love you, you deserve someone that will make you happy, and that's Spike and you know it" Faith said.
"I. . .no" Buffy said. Faith sighed.
"Whatever you say sis, but I know you better than that" Faith said.
"I'm going to take a shower" Buffy said and went into the bathroom. She took her shower and went and laid down. She couldn't stop thinking Spike. What they did.
Spike was thinking of Buffy also. He couldn't stop smiling. He never imagined that they would sleep together. It was so amazing. He got up and went to the phone and dialed her number.
"Hello?" she answered.
"Hey luv" he smiled.
"What do you want?" she asked.
"Is that any way to treat the fella you f-" he began.
"Don't even say it" she warned.
"Look, I need to see you" he said.
"No, I'm not coming" she said. "I have a date with Riley."
"Oh, so what? You use him for the good image and use me strictly for sex is that it?" he asked.
"No, we're not doing it again, ever" she said.
"Buffy. . ." he said.
"Look I have to go okay, see ya" she said and hung up. He hung up too with frustration. How could she just shut him out like this? After all she was the one who initiated it in the first place. And now she was pretending like nothing happened?
"So, B, who was that?" Faith asked.
"Spike" Buffy said.
"What'd he have to say?" Faith asked.
"Nothing" Buffy said.
"Well obviously it's something, you're all upset" Faith said.
"He just. . .he's making more out of this than it is" Buffy said.
"Well B, it is important, I mean you slept with him" Faith said.
"I know, but it was. . .it was a fluke" Buffy said.
"Come on B, do you actually believe that?" Faith asked.
"Yes" Buffy said.
"Are you going to tell Riley?" Faith asked.
"Why the hell would I do that?" Buffy asked.
"Because you did cheat on him, so. . ." Faith said.
"No, if he knew he'd. . .he'd break up with me" Buffy said.
"Well, you have Spike" Faith told her.
"No I don't" Buffy said.
"Okay, but I still say you're in denial" Faith said.
"I am not in denial, and this conversation is over" Buffy said and walked downstairs, Faith followed, Joyce was now up.
"Hey girls, Buffy do you feel better?" Joyce asked.
"Uh. . .better?" Buffy asked confused.
"Yeah, remember B, you were feeling sick last night" Faith said.
"Oh, oh right, uh, yeah, I'm feeling better, a lot better" Buffy said.
"Good, well I have to go to work, she you girls later, watch your sister" Joyce said and left. Buffy sighed with relief.
"Thanks for the cover" Buffy said.
"No problem" Faith said and went into the living room and turned on the TV.
"Um. . .I'm going to go out for a while, you'll watch Dawn?" Buffy asked.
"Sure, where ya going?" Faith asked.
"To talk to Spike, I want to make sure that he's not going to tell anyone" Buffy said.
"Okay, see ya later" Faith said.
"Okay, bye" Buffy said and left. She drove over to Spike's house and was actually nervous, which she didn't get because she had slept with him, why would she be nervous to be around him? She walked up the stairs and knocked on the door and Spike answered.
"Hey luv, what brings you over here?" he asked.
"I have to talk to you" Buffy said. "Can I come in?"
"Sure" he said and let her in. They went down into his room. "What's up?"
"You can't tell anyone what happened last night, not anyone" Buffy said.
"And why not?" he asked stubbornly.
"Because- damn it, are you trying to punish me or something?" she asked.
"No, just don't know why you're so determined to make yourself believe that nothing happened last night" Spike said.
"I acknowledge that something happened last night-" Buffy began.
"More than something pet, we slept together" Spike said.
"Okay, I know that, but I. . ." she trailed off when he came closer.
"You want me" he whispered.
"No, no I don't" she said back. He came right up to her, so that they're lips were inches apart.
"Yes you do luv, I can sense it, I want you too, last night changed things, you know it" he said.
"It doesn't mean-" she started to say, but stopped when he kissed her. They kiss was a long one and she didn't resist.
"Give in" he told her. She looked at him for a moment and then pulled him into another kiss. He lifted her up and carried her over to his bed and laid her down on it. He looked at her for a second and then laid on top of her and kissed her again.
Spike was holding her. The smile glued to his lips wouldn't go away. He looked at over at her and she was asleep. He didn't want to move at all. He didn't want to wake her, but he got up anyway. He went and took a shower. After he was finished he came back downstairs and she opened her eyes. she looked around her and then sat up quickly.
"Hey pet" he said with a smirk. She looked at him and then looked away.
"Hey" she said quietly, looking around for her clothing.
"Something wrong?" he asked.
"Yes, one, it's morning and I'm not home, and two, I. . .we shouldn't of done this" Buffy said getting up.
"Oh no?" he asked stubbornly. She looked at him sternly and he began to get dressed. She looked away. "There's nothing here you haven't seen before pet."
"Don't, you know that. . .this. . .I don't know why. . ." she tried to say. He sighed with frustration and she put on her clothes. He went over to her.
"What are you saying, that you regret it?" he asked.
"Yes" she said and then saw the hurt look on his face and changed her tone. "I mean. . .it was. . .amazing, but it isn't right, I should of never. . ."
"Right" he said and went over and put on a shirt. "Let's just. . .I don't know, forget I guess" he said and then looked at her. "I can't."
"I can't either, not forget, but it can't happen again, I cheated on Riley" Buffy said guiltily.
"Look. . .what we did last night, it. . .it meant so much. . .I don't know if it mean a lot to you, but it did to me, I just wanted you to know that" Spike said. Buffy smiled at him and walked out.
Buffy went home quickly. She didn't know how much trouble she was in with her mother but she just wanted to get home. She walked in the house quietly incase no one was up yet, and no one was. She tiptoed into her and Faith's bedroom and shut the door behind her.
"There you are" Faith said, which startled her.
"Faith, w-what are you doing up?" Buffy asked.
"Maybe the question should be where the hell have you been all night?" she asked.
"Mom, oh god I'm in so much-" Buffy began.
"No you're not, I covered for you" Faith said.
"You did? Thank you" Buffy said relieved.
"Now, tell me where you were" Faith said.
"I can't" Buffy said.
"Oh yes you can, B I'm your sister, were you with Spike?" Faith asked.
"Yes" Buffy said. "I. . .we. . .I slept with him.
"Oh my god, are you serious? How was it?" Faith asked.
"Faith, that's not the point, it shouldn't have happened" Buffy said.
"Well was it good?" Faith asked.
"Mind-blowing" Buffy said and Faith smiled. "God I feel so. . .so bad, I mean, how could I have cheated on Riley?"
"Forget about Riley, look sweetie, I love you, you deserve someone that will make you happy, and that's Spike and you know it" Faith said.
"I. . .no" Buffy said. Faith sighed.
"Whatever you say sis, but I know you better than that" Faith said.
"I'm going to take a shower" Buffy said and went into the bathroom. She took her shower and went and laid down. She couldn't stop thinking Spike. What they did.
Spike was thinking of Buffy also. He couldn't stop smiling. He never imagined that they would sleep together. It was so amazing. He got up and went to the phone and dialed her number.
"Hello?" she answered.
"Hey luv" he smiled.
"What do you want?" she asked.
"Is that any way to treat the fella you f-" he began.
"Don't even say it" she warned.
"Look, I need to see you" he said.
"No, I'm not coming" she said. "I have a date with Riley."
"Oh, so what? You use him for the good image and use me strictly for sex is that it?" he asked.
"No, we're not doing it again, ever" she said.
"Buffy. . ." he said.
"Look I have to go okay, see ya" she said and hung up. He hung up too with frustration. How could she just shut him out like this? After all she was the one who initiated it in the first place. And now she was pretending like nothing happened?
"So, B, who was that?" Faith asked.
"Spike" Buffy said.
"What'd he have to say?" Faith asked.
"Nothing" Buffy said.
"Well obviously it's something, you're all upset" Faith said.
"He just. . .he's making more out of this than it is" Buffy said.
"Well B, it is important, I mean you slept with him" Faith said.
"I know, but it was. . .it was a fluke" Buffy said.
"Come on B, do you actually believe that?" Faith asked.
"Yes" Buffy said.
"Are you going to tell Riley?" Faith asked.
"Why the hell would I do that?" Buffy asked.
"Because you did cheat on him, so. . ." Faith said.
"No, if he knew he'd. . .he'd break up with me" Buffy said.
"Well, you have Spike" Faith told her.
"No I don't" Buffy said.
"Okay, but I still say you're in denial" Faith said.
"I am not in denial, and this conversation is over" Buffy said and walked downstairs, Faith followed, Joyce was now up.
"Hey girls, Buffy do you feel better?" Joyce asked.
"Uh. . .better?" Buffy asked confused.
"Yeah, remember B, you were feeling sick last night" Faith said.
"Oh, oh right, uh, yeah, I'm feeling better, a lot better" Buffy said.
"Good, well I have to go to work, she you girls later, watch your sister" Joyce said and left. Buffy sighed with relief.
"Thanks for the cover" Buffy said.
"No problem" Faith said and went into the living room and turned on the TV.
"Um. . .I'm going to go out for a while, you'll watch Dawn?" Buffy asked.
"Sure, where ya going?" Faith asked.
"To talk to Spike, I want to make sure that he's not going to tell anyone" Buffy said.
"Okay, see ya later" Faith said.
"Okay, bye" Buffy said and left. She drove over to Spike's house and was actually nervous, which she didn't get because she had slept with him, why would she be nervous to be around him? She walked up the stairs and knocked on the door and Spike answered.
"Hey luv, what brings you over here?" he asked.
"I have to talk to you" Buffy said. "Can I come in?"
"Sure" he said and let her in. They went down into his room. "What's up?"
"You can't tell anyone what happened last night, not anyone" Buffy said.
"And why not?" he asked stubbornly.
"Because- damn it, are you trying to punish me or something?" she asked.
"No, just don't know why you're so determined to make yourself believe that nothing happened last night" Spike said.
"I acknowledge that something happened last night-" Buffy began.
"More than something pet, we slept together" Spike said.
"Okay, I know that, but I. . ." she trailed off when he came closer.
"You want me" he whispered.
"No, no I don't" she said back. He came right up to her, so that they're lips were inches apart.
"Yes you do luv, I can sense it, I want you too, last night changed things, you know it" he said.
"It doesn't mean-" she started to say, but stopped when he kissed her. They kiss was a long one and she didn't resist.
"Give in" he told her. She looked at him for a moment and then pulled him into another kiss. He lifted her up and carried her over to his bed and laid her down on it. He looked at her for a second and then laid on top of her and kissed her again.