This is how it feels to be me.

Chapter 1

Authors note hey guys well as you know I love Hermione Malfoy stories so here is my first one hope you like it please R&R!

Now that Voldemort had killed her parents, Hermione had no place or anybody for that matter. Harry and Ron and all her other friends started hating her, but she didn't know why, perhaps it was because she started to go to bed very early only to lie awake for hours and then tell her diary everything.

Some nights she would cry for hours and hours and when Pansy Parkinson asked what was wrong all Mione would say was "go away you don't know what its like to be me!" or "why do you care? All your gunna do is go tell the rest of Hogwarts that I cried just go away"

Then one day when she was on prefect duty and Malfoy came up behind her grabbed her by the waist, and pulled her back behind into the shadows outside the school, and sat her down.

Then it started she started muttering stuff like "God Malfoy I hate you all of this is because of you! You, you .you bastard!" then she started muttering some spell but quickly Malfoy disarmed her.

"Mione, wait I, I, I need to tell you something."

"What! are you going to call me a mudblood huh are you?!"

"No, no I was going to tell you that I , I love you.

"What! you love me? after all these years thats it?"

'Yah, so Do you love me?'

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