A/N: Here it is for the sessxrin fans. My very first lemon featuring the cannon couple. I have certainly jumped onto the sessxkag ship because I love that but I have always been a fan of this couple.
It just always made sense to me that once Rin grew up she would want to be with Sesshomaru and with how he is she would be the only person he would be with.
Enjoy!
Throughout the day as she went about her chores she felt the small tug that was Sesshomaru. It wasn't anything she could really explain, just that it felt as if a string or a thread were tied to her very being and she could feel when he was near.
Rin rubbed the back of her neck wondering if he were coming to visit. His presence still felt a ways off from her and there was no real urgency to it, as if he were simply in the area.
Maybe he had other business to attend too and she was merely so used to his aura she was keen on sensing it.
However as the night went on it became stronger. It started to pull at her as if he were beckoning her to him which in itself was odd, he had never summoned her before. He always came to her.
Pretending to fall asleep as not to alert Kaede to anything out of the ordinary she waited until the priestess had fallen asleep. Grabbing at her robe to cover her juban she made her way quietly out of the hut.
Glancing around in the dark she saw the thread. It was fine but pulled taught, glowing red. The tie that bound them together was showing her where Sesshomaru was. Following it into the forest she made sure to keep alert.
Not that there usually were any threats around, Inuyasha and Kagome along with the others made sure the village was incredibly safe as well as the surrounding area.
Coming to the mouth of a cave Rin wrapped her robe around her more tightly as she shivered. She had neglected to grab any footwear and the chill form the earth seeped into the soles of her feet.
The string led straight into the cave. Maybe he had been injured and was seeking refuge within. Worry over took her suddenly as she thought of him hurt and alone.
"Lord Sesshomaru." She called out hearing her voice echo against the walls. "My lord, I know that you're in here. It's Rin." Taking a tentative step in she heard a growing noise.
Unmistakably it was Sesshomaru. Only steeling her resolve she entered the cave and followed the thread to him. The darkness enveloped her and she couldn't see no matter how she tried to get her eyes to adjust but she could still see the thread as she followed it deeper into the cave.
Hearing a heavy breathing some feet away from her she put her hands out to feel her way. "Lord Sesshomaru, please answer me."
"Leave me." Stopping her in her tracks she knelt down and reached forward feeling fabric. Having her hand seized and roughly pushed away didn't deter her. "Leave me."
"My lord I cannot do that. You're hand just now, it was so hot to the touch. Do you have a fever? Are you sick Lord Sesshomaru? Are you hurt?" Rin inquired. "Please, let me take care of you my lord."
"No." His voice sounded pained as if it took a great effort for him to speak. His breathing was ragged and heavy. He didn't sound like himself at all.
"Lord Sesshomaru." Rin reached forward feeling his skin. Moving her fingertips she realized she was touching his face. Placing her head against his forehead she heard him sigh. "You must have a fever. Your skin is so clammy and sweaty."
"Leave." He repeated not removing her hand from him. "I don't want to hurt you."
"Hurt me? My lord, you would never hurt me." Rin replied. "Why do you think that way now?"
"I have been poisoned." He said. "It just has to work its way out of my body."
"I don't understand what that would have to do with your concern over me."
"The side effects. I can't control myself."
"So, are you saying all of this time you've secretly wanted to harm me?"
"No. Never. Rin." Her voice came off of his tongue as if it were dipped in honey. He had said her name plenty of times in the past but never in such a way. "I desire you."
"Me?" Rin squeaked out. Feeling her face burn with a blush she covered her cheeks with her hands. "My lord, I think the poison has affected your mind. You don't want me. Some day you'll have a strong female by your side, a demon like yourself."
"Why do you say that?"
"That's just how I have always pictured it."
"I had no urge to ever do so. No want or need. These last few years that you have grown and matured, they have been torture for me." He said. "Forgive me."
"Lord Sesshomaru, please rest. That is the best thing for you right now. Let me go fetch some things from the village so that way I can properly care for you." Rin said moving to stand only to have strong arms pull her back down.
"Stay."
"I thought you wanted me to leave." Rin said amused. "Now I know you're sick." Placing her hand down she felt his soft hair that felt more like fur. "Rest your head against my lap."
"That is a bad idea."
"I trust you, as I always have." Hearing the slight rustle of movement she felt him settle against her. Stroking his hair and pushing the sweaty strands away from his face she began to hum softly as he held onto her tightly.
"Rin. You smell like flowers and sunshine." He whispered. Smiling to herself she decided she kind of liked the feeling that was budding in her stomach at his words.
"Shhhh." She soothed stilling her hand to rest against the top of his head. He began rubbing his head into her touch and turning his face towards her body.
His hands began to move from her waist to her back. Sitting up quickly she felt his hot breath on her lips. "My lord." She managed to whisper as she heard his breathing become heavier.
"Forgive me." He repeated before crushing his lips against hers. Her heart sped up at an alarming rate but seemed to seize all at the same time. Butterflies erupted from cocoons in her stomach making her flutter at the contact.
She felt her eyes widen as she simply sat as he pressed his lips to hers, this was a dream. She had to have fallen asleep. Feeling her eyelids begin to droop she leaned in closer to him softening her lips against his.
'A dream. I am dreaming.' She thought to herself as his arms tightened around her waist. Wrapping her arms around his neck she gave into the kiss fully.
Breaking their contact Sesshomaru placed his head to the crook of her neck and shoulder seeming to rest. "Rin."
"I am here my lord." Keeping her voice as calm and level as she could while her insides fluttered about making her feel jittery. "In whatever capacity you may need me."
"Don't say such things to me at this time." He replied his words seeming to stick in his throat.
"It's the truth." Rin answered almost instantly. "You said that you desire me. I would be lying if I said that I didn't think of you in ways that are of a more intimate nature."
At her words she felt him freeze as if he had suddenly been encased in ice. "You have always given me a choice. Ever since you told to stay in the village, to live with my own kind, I have. I know that it's been my choice once I was old enough to decide what I want to do."
"Lord Sesshomaru, I choose you."
At her words he moved back up to her pressing his forehead against hers.
"Are you certain? There will be no going back for either one of us if we are together."
"All I've ever wanted was to be your side, in whatever way you would have me. I love you. I want to be with you always, my entire life…it's yours." Rin confessed pouring the contents of her heart out. Emotions that for so long she was too young or felt as if she couldn't express.
Never in her life did she think she would ever be able to tell him. She never would have in fear of him turning her away in disgust. That would have made her life a misery if he rejected her.
Feeling the heat from his mouth again as it took hers in a kiss she felt her heart singing as her fingers wrapped around the silky strands of his hair.
"Rin, will you give yourself to me?" He asked sounding near desperation as if he were coming undone. "Let me pleasure you."
Shuddering at his words she gave a nod and an affirming sound. His lips moved quickly down her neck and to her throat. Tossing her head back as he began to lick upwards to her jaw before resuming back at her collarbone.
Gripping him more tightly she felt her teeth chatter even though she didn't feel cold. Her body was responding in ways that she didn't know existed.
Feeling Sesshomaru push down on the shoulders of her robe she shrugged it off allowing it to fall down to the ground. Next came the belt of her sleeping robe as he untied it slowly.
Rin bit at her lower lip in anticipation. Wishing she could see what was going on her mind painted a fairly good mental image or maybe her eyes had adjusted to the darkness of the cave.
Regardless once she felt the tie come undone she stood feeling his eyes on her. "Can you see me my lord, in the dark?"
"Yes." He replied quickly.
"Good." Rin suddenly felt a confidence that only a short time ago she didn't realize she possessed. Feeling empowered to have her lord kneeling in front of her as he anticipated her next move she dropped her robe standing before him nude.
Sesshomaru wrapped his arms around her waist and she felt his warm tongue lick a trail down the middle of her chest between her breasts. Arching into him she let out a soft moan as he kissed down to her navel.
Removing an arm from her waist she felt him take her ankle and gently lift one of her legs to have her foot rest on his knee to expose her sex better to him.
"Can I taste you?" Nuzzling at her groin and pelvis Rin tensed as a wave of intense pleasure gripped her at not just his actions but his tone.
"Yes." Her voice was small and now she heard desperation in her own voice. Not entirely sure what he had meant only to feel not a second later his tongue drag up her slit pushing into her folds and hitting that sweet spot she had only been privy to on herself. "Oh!"
"Are you alright?" He back off slightly.
"Yes. Please, don't stop my lord." She nearly begged wanting to feel the jolt of electricity again.
"Sesshomaru. Just Sesshomaru." He said as he repeated the action again nipping and sucking on her while his tongue licked at her entrance to capture all of her juice that spilled from her body.
"Ah! Oh!" Gripping his hair close to his scalp she pulled on it hard as she arched into him further. "I can't, this…oh!"
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No!" She nearly shouted at him receiving a low chuckle. A few more quick strokes of his tongue and she felt herself come entirely undone.
Her screams echoed throughout the cavern bouncing off the walls making it sound as if it were an entire choir of voices.
Trembling she tried to double over to rest her head against his only to have him lay her down. Feeling the unmistakable softness of the moko-moko behind her she sunk into its comfort and sighed in contentment.
"That was amazing." Rin said once she had regained herself. "Thank you my lord."
"Just Sesshomaru." He said again. "If you and I are to become mates then that makes us equal to one another."
"I understand but you'll always be Lord Sesshomaru to me." Rin replied reaching her arms out to him. "I very much want to be your mate, your wife, I want it all with you."
Lying beside her he rested his head against her chest as she wrapped her arms around his shoulders. "That is what I want as well." He said after some time.
Changing his position slightly so he was propped up on his elbow he felt Rins hands move to the inside of his kimono and graze against his chest.
"I desire you." She whispered out lustfully. "Sesshomaru." Seizing her lips with his again he wasted no more time. They had both made their choice and it was one in the same.
Removing his top he pulled at the obi around his waist to loosen his pants. Removing his boots and clothing he placed his hands on either side of her flat against the ground.
Pressing his body against hers as he kissed her Rin wrapped her arms around his shoulders pushing her breasts against his chest. Letting out a soft growl that became louder when she wrapped her legs around his waist to rub herself against him.
"My little temptress." Sesshomaru whispered into her ear. "My beautiful Rin. I love you."
Hearing the sincerity in his voice she kissed his face before finding his lips pushing against him hard.
"Make me yours. Only yours. I want you to be mine, no one else can have you." Rin said quickly as the heat pooled between her legs again.
"For as long as I live it will only be you. No one else will hold my heart the way you do." Sesshomaru stated with conviction.
Readjusting himself to accommodate for their height difference he positioned himself to enter her. "Are you ready?"
"Yes." Gasping as he pushed himself forward he stopped allowing her time to adjust. Willing herself to relax she winced at the pain of being stretched by him. "More."
Moving into her deeper Rin took a sharp intake of breath. Giving her time again before she gave the go ahead for him to fully sheathe himself in her.
"I'm going to move. Tell me if it's too much." He said.
"Okay." Rin said as she felt him pull out about halfway to push forward again. "That's alright."
He began to pant as he kept his pace slow and steady. Before long Rin began to moan as the pain subsided and she felt her arousal take over again. Sesshomaru quickened his pace as he thrust in and out of her.
Her slickness caused an amazing friction between their bodies making it easier for him to move faster which made her cry out his name as he brought her to another orgasm.
"Sess…Sess…" She couldn't get the rest of his name out as he pummeled into her hitting a spot within her body that make her toes curl.
"Yes Rin. Oh yes." He moaned out loudly allowing himself to lose his self imposed immaculate control with her. "My dearest, my most precious. My Rin."
"Only yours Sesshomaru, only yours my love." Feeling him thrust into her with a growl he stilled and panted as his breathing became sporadic almost.
"Ah! Yes, yes." Filling her with his seed he let his head roll back at the release. Removing himself from her he fell into her arms closing his eyes.
Kissing at his forehead she took a deep breath inhaling the scent of their copulation.
"We smell good together." Rin said softly.
"Yes, yes we do." Sesshomaru mumbled back.
"Tomorrow I'll head back to the village to let everyone know that I won't be staying there any longer."
"I'll go with you. We can let the others know of our intent to marry."
"Thank you, Lord Sesshomaru." Rin smiled widely holding him close to her before they both fell asleep.