Kohaku's POV..
The sunset is beautiful, I just wish Chihiro that you could be here with me in my arms Chihiro where ever you are.
The horizon that I see every sunset is so beautiful, if only you could be here to see it.
And I'd give up forever to touch youCause I know that you feel me some how
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want go home right nowIt's been 10 years Chihiro, 10 years, 3 months, 1 day. I miss you Chihiro a lot. I can't stop thinking about you.
I've tried everything I can to get to you Chihiro, but my plans always fail. I either end up getting hurt or just 1 meter away from the tunnel and I'm back here. I've tried everything, potions to asking the gods to let me through, I even tried doing deals with them, one that they take my life, but spare me a minute to see you before they do. But Zeniba always bursts in and stops us from making the deal.
The grass patch here is a bit yellowish, I think it's because I stand here every sunset.
Zeniba, Yubaba, the others they all say that you will return one day. That's the only way we will ever see each other again.
This is all up to you Chihiro, all you need to do is walk through the tunnel.
All I can taste is this moment
All I can breath is your life
Sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
"Do you still remember me Kohaku," there you are again Chihiro at my river in the real world.
"Chihiro," I call out. I hear everything my river hears.
I can hear you Chihiro.
"I do remember you Chihiro, everyday, " I say, hoping that my message got to her. I know it wont, it never does. She asks my river the same thing every other day.
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't' thin they understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Maybe if I wrote a letter and dropped it in the river it would lead to Chihiro.
"Kohaku I miss you," I hear again, followed by sobs.
"Don't cry Chihiro," I say to the wind.
The tears in my eyes are building up, slowly one by one, the tears fall, I look around to make sure no one is there.
I can't hold my emotions when it comes to Chihiro. Everytime I hear her cry, it just burns up my heart to know that she is in great need for comfort and I'm stuck here unable to give it to her.
It's hard to explain to anyone how I feel, they wouldn't understand.
It's very hard for a boy to be in love with a girl that is in a different world but I know one day, we will see each other again, and fulfil our promise to each other.
And you can't fight the tears that ain coming
All the moments the truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yea you bleed just to know you're alive"Kohaku," A soft voice said.
I turn away, the tears still in my eyes. I couldn't let Yubaba see me like this, it would be a disgrace.
"Please Yubaba, just let me be out here for a little while longer," I confidently say.
I know she caught a glimpse of me crying. She wasn't supposed to see me cry.
She sighs and walks back to the bathhouse.
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Yubaba has been really nice, ever since she started talking to her sister again. They patched up their differences and became sisters again.
She turned out to really nice, her personality changed totally. From the money wanting Yubaba to the nice, sweet, kind Yubaba.
"Where ever you are Kohaku, I love you, Please keep your promise, the very little memory of you is eating me away, For all I know you're there in the Spirit world, with a wife happily married and here I am crying for you," Chihiro whispers again to my river.
I shake my head. "I love you too Chihiro, I will never be with any one else than you, that place in my heart will forever be reserved for you," I say.
I sigh, and turn around. I wipe the tears away. And walk back to the bath house.
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want to you to know who I amAs I walk into the bath house all the spirits turn and look at me, knowing how I felt.
But they will never truly feel the true feelings that I feel, because they are not the ones going through this situation, it is me.
I look at the ground as I walk to find Rin.
It so happened that she was standing right there infront of me.
"We all know how you feel Kohaku," She says and gives me a smile.
I smile back at her and walk off. I sat on the first step of stairs. I flicked my finger and a piece of paper and pen flew to me.
I wrote down.
Chihiro,
I always hear you, when you're at my river in the real world, some how it's a channel to me. I hear everything it hears. I was actually shocked to her your voice.
You always ask the same question. I would never forget you never doubt on that, our love is a memory that will never be forgotten, never be forgotten by either of us.
Love is a emotion that isn't easily forgotten, it is a power of it's own, that is engraved in each heart, with it's only goal to find it's other exact match. Pure Love will never separate us, even through two complete different worlds. I miss you a lot Chihiro.. I hope that when you get this, it will help change your mind in what you think of me, don't worry I haven't forgotten about you. You will forever be in my heart
I love you so much Chihiro. I hope we see each other again one day and if we do, we will once again be Lord and Lady like what has been written down already.
Yours forever Nigihayami Kohaku Nushi
I smile. "I hope you get this Chihiro," I say.
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be brokenI just want you to know who I am
I walked to the front door. Many of the workers staring at me knowing where I was going.
I didn't glare at them, just a smile and continued walking.
CRASH
The front door to the bathhouse has just been broken down by a dark looking spirit.
I have to do what is right and protect the workers.
I raised my hand and sent glow balls at the dark spirit.
A dark glow came flying my way. It hits me.
Darkness clouding my eyes.
I'm falling, falling in to deep sleep.
"Chihiro," the last words come out almost as a whisper.
I held the letter tighter.
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
End of chapter 1…What do you think?