Hey hey I'm back. This is my second Gravitation fic but I wrote this one on my own this time lol. I feel so independent and grown up. Well anyway I'll shut up and let you read.

Shuichi's P.O.V

Hiro. He's been my best friend since I can remember. But these feelings I have for him, they're so mixed. Do I want to be more than friends with Hiroshi?

"That's impossible." I muttered staring at my reflection in the mirror as I fastened the button on my faded denim jeans. I ran my fingers through my hair to fluff it. I shook my head.

No, I only want Hiro as a friend. I snatched an orange tee shirt off the back of a chair, and pulled it over my shoulders. I have to stay focused; I'm supposed to be writing songs. I sighed.

"If only I had some inspiration." I thought out loud as I grabbed my laptop.

"Hey Shuichi." Hiro greeted when he opened the door.

"Hey." I replied stepping into his house. We proceeded to his room.

"So how's the song writing coming?" he asked as he lay on his bed fiddling with a pen.

"No good I have no inspiration. Nothing, my minds totally blank." I replied mad at myself for not doing better.

"I'm sure something will come to you." He assured me.

I looked over at him and smiled. "Thanks Hiro-kun."

"No problem." he smiled back.

I took out a notepad and stared down at the blank page. I scribbled down a few lines of lyrics, and then paused to read them over. I ripped out the page and crumpled it into a ball. Frustrated I stared down at another blank page.

I wrote Hiro's name on the page in fancy writing, running my pen over the letters over and over. What am I doing? I thought as I turned to another page. I was beginning to worry myself. Maybe I, I do like Hiro...

"Hey Shuichi check this out!" Hiro shouted excitedly.

I paused, then cautiously turned his way.

"Isn't this cool?" he laughed as he balanced the pen he had been playing with earlier on his nose.

I sighed. "I see you've been busy."

"I have." he replied throwing a sketchbook at me. "Whadda ya think?" he asked.

I looked down at the page. It was a sketch of me. Under it in bubble letters it said 'Shu-Chan'.

"It's really good." I complimented as I got up. I walked over to his bed and sat down, as I handed him the book.

"Oh it's not that good. Could be a lot better. It doesn't even look half as good as you really do." he replied.

What does he mean by that? Does he... I looked over at him.

Our gazes locked.

My heart began to race as I looked over at him.

"Shuichi ah, this is kind of awkward to say but...." Hiro began as I leaned over and kissed him.

He didn't break away.

I was shocked when he slowly laid me back on the bed and got on top of me.

We kissed more deeply and I didn't want him to stop. This didn't feel wrong at all. I must be in love with Hiro. We broke away for a moment as I looked up at him. His hair hung around his head like a veil, surrounding my face as well.

"Hiro I love you, and I think I've always felt this way about you." He didn't reply but began to kiss me again. I ran my hands down his body. I never felt this way when I kissed girls. It's true, I'm gay, I love Hiro! But I don't have a problem with that!

I thought as I put my hand on his back grabbing his shirt and pulling it over his shoulders.

He's just so... so beautiful. I don't know how to explain it!

Our lips parted and I embraced him leaning my head on his bare shoulder. We both began to catch our breath.

"I love you to Shuichi, I always have, I just couldn't tell you cause I didn't know how you'd react. Cause you never seemed to take an interest in... guys." he blurted out all at once.

I kissed him softly then looked up at him. "I'm glad cause at first I felt so weird about having these feelings for you." I confessed

He smiled and pressed his forehead to mine. I smiled back and laughed.

I walked home from his house in the rain, a broad smile on my face the whole way there.

I had found the inspiration I needed by being true to my heart. I'm just glad to know he felt the same way.

That night I wrote the remaining songs I'd been missing all thanks to Hiro.

Maybe if I'm lucky we'll have each other forever. Just maybe.…

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