Hi all...this chapter is mostly sadness...and a little drama...I have been kinda depressed lately, don't ask me why *sighs* anywho...please enjoy this chapter. If I feel better, I might put some happiness in the end, but it depends. Just to tell you, there isn't as much fluff in this chapter like the other ones...just letting ya know...
Oh yeah, I have a few questions to ask the reviewers!
I am new and don't know what some things are, so I was wondering if someone could tell me the answers.
Alright.
What is AU?
What is lemon/lime or whatever you call it?
And what is a one-shot?
Please someone answer these questions for me.
Thanks...I feel pretty stupid now *starts listening to Evanescence*
Chapter 9: To Heal A Wounded Heart
Sango and Shippo turned around quickly. It was...
Do ya really wanna know who this person is?
You might have an idea...
IT IS possible...
Come on, guess!
*Sighs*
Don't give up that easily!
Lalala
Come on, Tee~Hee, this is so much fun!
I feel a little better now ^-^
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*Dodges moldy fruit, shoes, and frying pans*
Ok, Ok! Don't have a cow...alright, now that sounded cheesy...Tee~Hee
Ok...I will be nice now!
It was...Miroku! He was using his Wind Tunnel to bring Kagome back. (A/N: Let's just say in my story, he can control the power of his Wind Tunnel, so it won't suck her up) He finally brought her up and set down. He closed the Wind Tunnel up and walked in Kagome's direction. She was lying on the ground, a tear streaked face was the first thing he saw when he approached her. He stood over her and yelled "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING KAGOME!?!" Kagome stood up, and held her hands close to her heart then more tears fell down her cheek. Miroku seemed kinda confused and surprised. Sango and Shippo looked the same way. "WHY DID YOU TRY AND KILL YOURSELF KAGOME! ARE YOU CRAZY!?!" Miroku screamed at her. "MIROKU, STOP YELLING AT HER!" Sango yelled at him. While the two were arguing, Shippo walked over to Kagome and stood in front of her. "Kagome, what happened, what's wrong?" Shippo asked. Kagome stood there looking at Shippo. Then she grabbed her bow and arrows and her backpack and started walking away. Shippo stood there surprised and Sango and Miroku didn't even notice that she was leaving because they were too busy arguing. "YOU GUYS!" Shippo interrupted. They both looked down at him angrily. "Kagome left again!" They both blinked then looked around. Kagome was gone. Sango looked up at Miroku and said "I am sorry Miroku, will you forgive me?" He looked back into her eyes and smiled and said "If only you forgive me..." "I do." Then Miroku pulled Sango into a tight embrace. Then he let go of her and said "We need to find Kagome and find out what happened." Shippo and Sango nodded then they all ran into the forest.
Kagome walked through the forest, not really knowing where she was going, with a blank look on her face, and lifeless eyes. Her life was over, she didn't want to live it anymore. Living to her...was now pointless. She ruined everything, it was her fault. She blamed nobody but herself. "Why this..." she said, not being able to keep her thoughts to herself. Her tear streaked face got worse by the second. Her tears shed at a rate she couldn't control. But she was wasting her time. What was she crying about? She caused all this on her own. It was her fault. ALL her fault. She continued to walk through the forest, thinking out loud to herself. But she had no idea that she could be heard.
Shippo couldn't keep up, so he jumped on Sango's shoulder. Miroku led them. "We have to find her..." Shippo said. Miroku and Sango remained quiet. "Inuyasha is gone too..." Shippo spoke up again. "Maybe that's the problem." Sango said. Miroku and Shippo looked at her confused. "Something most have happened when we were all pouting and ignoring each other." Miroku put on a serious face and Shippo nodded.
"Why did I say that...I never meant it...Inuyasha..." Kagome said, still walking through the never ending alignments of trees. "I love him...I could never be separated from him...he is my life...and my friends, all of them are my life..." Kagome then put on a serious face. "I don't deserve to live...breaking Inuyasha's heart...I would never want to do that to him...he means everything to me..." She was so caught up in thinking out loud, she didn't notice the pair of amber eyes following her from the trees above. They were soft and sorta teary, hurt... Kagome's eyes on the other hand, were cold and lifeless, and extremely hurt. Kagome straightened. "What am I babbling on about, I have caused this myself, and there is probably no way to fix it..." The pair of eyes continued to follow Kagome. "Now I feel like a total freak, talking to myself like this." She sighed and continued walked, wiped her eyes with her sleeve every couple of minutes. She was walking wobbly. The amber colored eyes following her became sad look and full of sorrow. Kagome continued to walk, no sense of where she was going, or even why she was walking. All she knew was that she had to get away.
Then her legs finally gave out and she fell to the ground and cried her heart out again. "What...have...I...done..." she said through tears. She dropped her backpack and threw her bow and arrow as far as she could. Her upper body fell on the ground, still putting her weight on her knees, and cried louder than she had ever cried before. Then the pair of eyes that was watching her saddened even more and one single tear fell from them. "I hate seeing her like this." a voice whispered. Kagome continued crying, without noticing anything around her. She just felt as if it was only her, engulfed in a black spiral she calls her heart, not able to get out of its sadness surrounded her. No love and happiness was left in her heart. She knew she destroyed it all...only within the few words she said, it was...all over. She had gained consciousness back and remembered her surroundings once again. The birds chirped, the water of the ocean could be heard crashing against the cliff below, the sun shone brightly, and a slight breeze blew through the trees. It seemed like a normal day. Kagome stood back up and shook her head. She held onto the necklace she had received from Inuyasha, the jewel was glowing or at least it seemed to be. The Shikon Jewel. What could it mean?
Then something swooped down behind her, something swift. She turned around slowly and seen a figure, standing in the shadows. Someone tall. And...dog ears. "Inuyasha?" Kagome asked wearily. "Kagome..." the voice said softly. Kagome looked down. "I don't deserve to be talking to you. You shouldn't be talking to me." "What if I said I wanted to..." the voice replied. Kagome looked up and even in the depths of darkness, she could see a smirk curl onto the figures face. "Well I don't deserve to be talking to you...why bug me...it is no use to fix what I have done...I don't wanna have this happen again." The figured chuckled. "How can you laugh at a time like this!" "To see you this way, the look doesn't suit you." Kagome looked up. "Huh?" "The only reason I want you to stop and just forgive yourself is because I hate seeing you this way...if you haven't already figured it out, I have been watching you this whole time." Kagome's eyes widened. "I admit it...I have been watching you, and for a good purpose too." Kagome couldn't say anything. "If you would have paid any attention to what was happening, then you would understand that you friends have forgiven you." Kagome still was speechless, nothing came to her mind. "Your friends are looking for you now if you didn't know..." "Why are you so mysterious in times like these Inuyasha? Are you afraid to talk to me face to face?" "No...if that's what you desire, me talking to you face to face, then so be it." The figure stepped out of the shadows. It indeed revealed Inuyasha, but not his normal identity. His eyes were full of sadness, and after watching Kagome, became just as cold as hers. He had dark circles under his eyes, and not because he didn't get any sleep. His amber orbs turned slightly red. "Is this what you want?" he asked opening his arms, but not in a 'welcoming' way or a 'come hug me' way. "What have I done?" Kagome questioned herself. "I have never been treated that way...Kagome...I thought you loved me...but it was just all a game...all you want is for me to help you back to your era..." Kagome slightly gasped then said "You know I would never mean it that way, I love you Inuyasha, I really do!" Inuyasha stood there for a minute then shook his head and said "Your mind says you love me, but your heart doesn't. I can tell from the look in your eyes." Kagome blinked then looked down. "Inuyasha...I don't know...why have you changed so suddenly? It has only been...what? An hour?" "In an hour...things can change drastically, no matter how long the time period. My heart was deliberately shredded into millions of little pieces, now there is nothing left." "Inuyasha...I am sorry...how can we change this?" It was silent for a minute then Inuyasha took a step towards her and said "Going back to your own era." Kagome looked up at him. "Going back to your own era so we won't see each other again is the only treatment I see in my eyes." "But Inuyasha...I can't live without you...I love you Inuyasha. If I ever left...my whole world would crash, I wouldn't survive long." Inuyasha looked brave and strong then said "I made a promise..." Kagome looked back up. "Huh?" "I made a promise that I would help you get back to your own era, and that's what I am focusing on doing." Kagome stood there, confused, and kinda frightened. "Kagome...I can't continue this. "I have lost trust and hope in you...our love was demolished, can't you see?" "Inuyasha, my love will never by demolished, I love you with all my heart, and nothing will ever change that." She walked towards him and gripped his shoulders tightly and looked up into his eyes and said "I haven't given up hope, and I still trust you." And with that, she reached her face up and closed her eyes and kissed his lips softly. He didn't move, his eyes grew wide. Then she parted, knowing he didn't feel the same way. She let go of him and picked up her things and started to walk away slowly.
Shippo, Miroku, and Sango were watching everything that went on between Kagome and Inuyasha. Tears of sadness filled their eyes and streamed slowly down their face.
Inuyasha's eyes returned to their normal state, and the dark circles below his eyes disappeared. "Kagome!" he yelled. His voice changed too, it seemed changed tone. She stopped and turned around sadly and looked up at him with her teary eyes. "Kagome I just realized it!" He said as he ran up to her. Time seemed to freeze then as Kagome thought: "What happened, how did he change like that, what's going on?" Then time started again and he continued to run up to her. He stopped before her and said "Kagome, it took this whole conversation, all this time, to realize well that, I love you too." Then he reached out and wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her passionately. She draped her arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. Sango, Miroku, and Shippo felt a lot better. Then the wind started to blow slightly, and everything seemed back to normal. Kagome and Inuyasha in each others arms. "This is the way its meant to be." Inuyasha said after they parted. "I agree love...this is the way...that it's meant to be." Kagome said, looking deep into his eyes. Then they kissed again.
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So I hoped you liked that chapter, told ya it would probably be happy in the end...Tee~Hee...I feel happy too ^-^ It is so confusing how Inuyasha changed like that...uhhh...ummm...well...yeah... I am sooooooo tired! It is 2:30 A.M. *yawns* so uh...please review, I love reviews, everyone knows that Tee~Hee...Bye now! ^.~ *falls asleep* ~.~
Oh yeah, I have a few questions to ask the reviewers!
I am new and don't know what some things are, so I was wondering if someone could tell me the answers.
Alright.
What is AU?
What is lemon/lime or whatever you call it?
And what is a one-shot?
Please someone answer these questions for me.
Thanks...I feel pretty stupid now *starts listening to Evanescence*
Chapter 9: To Heal A Wounded Heart
Sango and Shippo turned around quickly. It was...
Do ya really wanna know who this person is?
You might have an idea...
IT IS possible...
Come on, guess!
*Sighs*
Don't give up that easily!
Lalala
Come on, Tee~Hee, this is so much fun!
I feel a little better now ^-^
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Alright, alright...if ya really wanna know...
Scroll lower!
*Dodges moldy fruit, shoes, and frying pans*
Ok, Ok! Don't have a cow...alright, now that sounded cheesy...Tee~Hee
Ok...I will be nice now!
It was...Miroku! He was using his Wind Tunnel to bring Kagome back. (A/N: Let's just say in my story, he can control the power of his Wind Tunnel, so it won't suck her up) He finally brought her up and set down. He closed the Wind Tunnel up and walked in Kagome's direction. She was lying on the ground, a tear streaked face was the first thing he saw when he approached her. He stood over her and yelled "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING KAGOME!?!" Kagome stood up, and held her hands close to her heart then more tears fell down her cheek. Miroku seemed kinda confused and surprised. Sango and Shippo looked the same way. "WHY DID YOU TRY AND KILL YOURSELF KAGOME! ARE YOU CRAZY!?!" Miroku screamed at her. "MIROKU, STOP YELLING AT HER!" Sango yelled at him. While the two were arguing, Shippo walked over to Kagome and stood in front of her. "Kagome, what happened, what's wrong?" Shippo asked. Kagome stood there looking at Shippo. Then she grabbed her bow and arrows and her backpack and started walking away. Shippo stood there surprised and Sango and Miroku didn't even notice that she was leaving because they were too busy arguing. "YOU GUYS!" Shippo interrupted. They both looked down at him angrily. "Kagome left again!" They both blinked then looked around. Kagome was gone. Sango looked up at Miroku and said "I am sorry Miroku, will you forgive me?" He looked back into her eyes and smiled and said "If only you forgive me..." "I do." Then Miroku pulled Sango into a tight embrace. Then he let go of her and said "We need to find Kagome and find out what happened." Shippo and Sango nodded then they all ran into the forest.
Kagome walked through the forest, not really knowing where she was going, with a blank look on her face, and lifeless eyes. Her life was over, she didn't want to live it anymore. Living to her...was now pointless. She ruined everything, it was her fault. She blamed nobody but herself. "Why this..." she said, not being able to keep her thoughts to herself. Her tear streaked face got worse by the second. Her tears shed at a rate she couldn't control. But she was wasting her time. What was she crying about? She caused all this on her own. It was her fault. ALL her fault. She continued to walk through the forest, thinking out loud to herself. But she had no idea that she could be heard.
Shippo couldn't keep up, so he jumped on Sango's shoulder. Miroku led them. "We have to find her..." Shippo said. Miroku and Sango remained quiet. "Inuyasha is gone too..." Shippo spoke up again. "Maybe that's the problem." Sango said. Miroku and Shippo looked at her confused. "Something most have happened when we were all pouting and ignoring each other." Miroku put on a serious face and Shippo nodded.
"Why did I say that...I never meant it...Inuyasha..." Kagome said, still walking through the never ending alignments of trees. "I love him...I could never be separated from him...he is my life...and my friends, all of them are my life..." Kagome then put on a serious face. "I don't deserve to live...breaking Inuyasha's heart...I would never want to do that to him...he means everything to me..." She was so caught up in thinking out loud, she didn't notice the pair of amber eyes following her from the trees above. They were soft and sorta teary, hurt... Kagome's eyes on the other hand, were cold and lifeless, and extremely hurt. Kagome straightened. "What am I babbling on about, I have caused this myself, and there is probably no way to fix it..." The pair of eyes continued to follow Kagome. "Now I feel like a total freak, talking to myself like this." She sighed and continued walked, wiped her eyes with her sleeve every couple of minutes. She was walking wobbly. The amber colored eyes following her became sad look and full of sorrow. Kagome continued to walk, no sense of where she was going, or even why she was walking. All she knew was that she had to get away.
Then her legs finally gave out and she fell to the ground and cried her heart out again. "What...have...I...done..." she said through tears. She dropped her backpack and threw her bow and arrow as far as she could. Her upper body fell on the ground, still putting her weight on her knees, and cried louder than she had ever cried before. Then the pair of eyes that was watching her saddened even more and one single tear fell from them. "I hate seeing her like this." a voice whispered. Kagome continued crying, without noticing anything around her. She just felt as if it was only her, engulfed in a black spiral she calls her heart, not able to get out of its sadness surrounded her. No love and happiness was left in her heart. She knew she destroyed it all...only within the few words she said, it was...all over. She had gained consciousness back and remembered her surroundings once again. The birds chirped, the water of the ocean could be heard crashing against the cliff below, the sun shone brightly, and a slight breeze blew through the trees. It seemed like a normal day. Kagome stood back up and shook her head. She held onto the necklace she had received from Inuyasha, the jewel was glowing or at least it seemed to be. The Shikon Jewel. What could it mean?
Then something swooped down behind her, something swift. She turned around slowly and seen a figure, standing in the shadows. Someone tall. And...dog ears. "Inuyasha?" Kagome asked wearily. "Kagome..." the voice said softly. Kagome looked down. "I don't deserve to be talking to you. You shouldn't be talking to me." "What if I said I wanted to..." the voice replied. Kagome looked up and even in the depths of darkness, she could see a smirk curl onto the figures face. "Well I don't deserve to be talking to you...why bug me...it is no use to fix what I have done...I don't wanna have this happen again." The figured chuckled. "How can you laugh at a time like this!" "To see you this way, the look doesn't suit you." Kagome looked up. "Huh?" "The only reason I want you to stop and just forgive yourself is because I hate seeing you this way...if you haven't already figured it out, I have been watching you this whole time." Kagome's eyes widened. "I admit it...I have been watching you, and for a good purpose too." Kagome couldn't say anything. "If you would have paid any attention to what was happening, then you would understand that you friends have forgiven you." Kagome still was speechless, nothing came to her mind. "Your friends are looking for you now if you didn't know..." "Why are you so mysterious in times like these Inuyasha? Are you afraid to talk to me face to face?" "No...if that's what you desire, me talking to you face to face, then so be it." The figure stepped out of the shadows. It indeed revealed Inuyasha, but not his normal identity. His eyes were full of sadness, and after watching Kagome, became just as cold as hers. He had dark circles under his eyes, and not because he didn't get any sleep. His amber orbs turned slightly red. "Is this what you want?" he asked opening his arms, but not in a 'welcoming' way or a 'come hug me' way. "What have I done?" Kagome questioned herself. "I have never been treated that way...Kagome...I thought you loved me...but it was just all a game...all you want is for me to help you back to your era..." Kagome slightly gasped then said "You know I would never mean it that way, I love you Inuyasha, I really do!" Inuyasha stood there for a minute then shook his head and said "Your mind says you love me, but your heart doesn't. I can tell from the look in your eyes." Kagome blinked then looked down. "Inuyasha...I don't know...why have you changed so suddenly? It has only been...what? An hour?" "In an hour...things can change drastically, no matter how long the time period. My heart was deliberately shredded into millions of little pieces, now there is nothing left." "Inuyasha...I am sorry...how can we change this?" It was silent for a minute then Inuyasha took a step towards her and said "Going back to your own era." Kagome looked up at him. "Going back to your own era so we won't see each other again is the only treatment I see in my eyes." "But Inuyasha...I can't live without you...I love you Inuyasha. If I ever left...my whole world would crash, I wouldn't survive long." Inuyasha looked brave and strong then said "I made a promise..." Kagome looked back up. "Huh?" "I made a promise that I would help you get back to your own era, and that's what I am focusing on doing." Kagome stood there, confused, and kinda frightened. "Kagome...I can't continue this. "I have lost trust and hope in you...our love was demolished, can't you see?" "Inuyasha, my love will never by demolished, I love you with all my heart, and nothing will ever change that." She walked towards him and gripped his shoulders tightly and looked up into his eyes and said "I haven't given up hope, and I still trust you." And with that, she reached her face up and closed her eyes and kissed his lips softly. He didn't move, his eyes grew wide. Then she parted, knowing he didn't feel the same way. She let go of him and picked up her things and started to walk away slowly.
Shippo, Miroku, and Sango were watching everything that went on between Kagome and Inuyasha. Tears of sadness filled their eyes and streamed slowly down their face.
Inuyasha's eyes returned to their normal state, and the dark circles below his eyes disappeared. "Kagome!" he yelled. His voice changed too, it seemed changed tone. She stopped and turned around sadly and looked up at him with her teary eyes. "Kagome I just realized it!" He said as he ran up to her. Time seemed to freeze then as Kagome thought: "What happened, how did he change like that, what's going on?" Then time started again and he continued to run up to her. He stopped before her and said "Kagome, it took this whole conversation, all this time, to realize well that, I love you too." Then he reached out and wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her passionately. She draped her arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. Sango, Miroku, and Shippo felt a lot better. Then the wind started to blow slightly, and everything seemed back to normal. Kagome and Inuyasha in each others arms. "This is the way its meant to be." Inuyasha said after they parted. "I agree love...this is the way...that it's meant to be." Kagome said, looking deep into his eyes. Then they kissed again.
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So I hoped you liked that chapter, told ya it would probably be happy in the end...Tee~Hee...I feel happy too ^-^ It is so confusing how Inuyasha changed like that...uhhh...ummm...well...yeah... I am sooooooo tired! It is 2:30 A.M. *yawns* so uh...please review, I love reviews, everyone knows that Tee~Hee...Bye now! ^.~ *falls asleep* ~.~