AngelCatGirl: Hello! (again) Yeah I'm back again with another one of my mood one-shots. I don't know why but the only times I can do these are when I feel like in the right mood. So if this came out pretty bad please tell me 'cause I probably wasn't or was in the right mood (therefore the name mood one-shots )
Anyways back to the story...this is a one-shot of Zelos' feelings toward Sheena the day or night or week or whenever before Colette gets captured in the Tower of Salvation.
Potter29Vo: Thank you for reviewing my "Thoughts of that Idiot Chosen" sooooo much!! .::dances for joy::. You are one of my favorite authors on Sheelos based stories!!! I'm glad you liked it! I hope you like this one as well!!!! (I'm sorry if I'm being a little straight forward right now but could you please review my sisters story? It's called Rebellion by WavemasterAries. She's a little discouraged right now and I would really appriciate it so much. And you don't have to do it if you don't want to! It's totally up to you! Thanks for hearing me out.)
Disclaimer/Neko: Why do I have to do this again?
ACG: Because Mitsukai did it last time.
Neko: Then why don't you get Forca to do it?
ACG: I don't wanna.
Neko: .::sigh::. AngelCatGirl does not own ToS and she is terribly sorry if you didn't understand our conversation. She suggests you read Tales of the New World where I'm in it! And no I'm not a cat...I'm a person...Mitsukai is the cat.
Why was I born?
Why is anyone born?
Is there some ultimate purpose for everyone on this earth?
If there is then…what is my purpose?
Is my purpose to betray the ones I love?
Or is it my purpose to die protecting them?
They are my friends, my comrades, my buddies, and my pals.
But only one of them holds a special place in my heart
And that person is you, Sheena.
I would die to protect you
Whether it is my purpose of not.
But…the question haunting my heart is…do you feel the same way?
Because you are the only one who is different
From all the other "hunnies" who only want me for the power and money I possess.
Sure, I shamelessly flirted back, but…
Somehow it feels different with you.
You are the only one who's resisted my awesome charm…
And Sheena you are the only one capable of getting close to my heart.
I'm sorry if I may have hurt you,
But I wanted to make sure this feeling was for real,
And just not some figment of my imagination.
All my life I've never had someone close to me.
My mother probably hated me
And my sister wants my position.
But for all I care, she can have it,
It just brings me too much pain and too much sorrow
And my title is the only thing that's keeping me from my beloved Sheena.
I don't believe I have the courage to admit it to you
But…maybe…someday I will,
And maybe someday you'll return my feelings.
But until that day comes…
I will continue to wait.
Though after what I am about to do I'm not sure if you ever will.
This may be my last night…
Or this may not.
But it is my decision in the end,
To decide why I born and what purpose I am suppose to carry out.
It all lies in my decision…
And no matter what I choose
Will you Sheena, please wait for me?
Maybe…this… is why I was born.
Wait for me.