Hey here is the next chapter, it's a little late I suppose...
Last time..
"Not really, lets just enjoy are self's" I said regretting that sentence
"Well if that's what you really want" Trunks said looking at me seductively
"You have a girlfriend" I stated
"And you have a boyfriend" he said getting closer
I wanted to tell him I didn't but for some reason I didn't, what was stopping me?
"Trunks" I said looking at him seriously
"Oh come on Pan I was only kidding!" He said backing up
I wish he wasn't kidding
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"Confused"
Why didn't I tell him? The question ran through my head over and over while I lay in bed. I did really miss him; it had been 6 months sense are whole episode. I looked over at the clock and saw it was 3:51, I moaned in disappointment. I went to my bathroom to get some aspen, when I looked up at the mirror at myself.
"Damn it Trunks!" I yelled out loud
School would be starting in 5 weeks, and I have to admit I might be a little ready. Summer is fun and all but I did not see Bra that much, I kind of missed her. But she is not at fault, I was with Frank a lot just like she was with Goten a lot.
I decided to call Trunks and see if he wanted to go out to lunch for a bite to eat. I put my hand on the pone and thought about if I was going to tell Trunks about Frank, but a ring interrupted me.
"Hello" I said freaked out
"Hey sugar pie"
"Trunks shut up, you sound like a fag you know"
"What are you doing today" he asked
"Well I was thinking we could go to lunch," I said suggestively
There was a click and Trunks was no longer on the phone. I heard the door close and Trunks came through into my room and sat on the bed next to me. I gave him a playful smile and went to my closet to find something to wear.
"So you seeing Frank tonight?"
"uh no" I said hesitating
"You two didn't have a fight did you?"
"No not at all, so where are we eating?" I said changing the subject
"I don't care, but listen if your not doing anything tonight I was thinking" Trunks did not finish his sentence.
"Trunks don't you think Heather-
"Hope"
"Ok Hope will be a little mad that you and me are spending a little to much time together, I hear she is a raging bitch." I said frowning
"Well I was thinking I have these tickets, and well there are two of them and two of us" Trunks smiled
"Tickets to what?" I asked curiously
"Well its to a circus, I know it sounds lame but I got them free but im sure you wouldn't want to go" Trunks said unsure
"No I want to go!!!" I said pouting
"Ok well be ready by 6 and we will just do that tonight and lunch another time" He said winking at me then heading out the door.
Why did he have to be so cute? All those feelings where coming back again, I really did not want this right now. It was a strange feeling inside, like an excitement but at the same time a miserable feeling. He is a great friend but a terrible guy, I don't really feel like going through the Trunks thing again in my head. I decided to go watch some Television when I heard the phone ring.
"Pan" Bra said before I could say anything "What are you doing tonight?"
"Hi, im uh doing something why?"
"Well I just wanted to see if you wanted to go somewhere with Goten and me but that's ok, but we need to do something tomorrow, by the way what are you doing tonight?" Bra rambled
"Just hanging out, but yes we need to tomorrow, and I got to go help my mom with groceries." I said quickly
"ok ok you don't have to tell me Ill call you later" Bra said hanging up
I sat there for a second thinking why the hell I just told Bra that crap. What is wrong with me? Its like I didn't want her to know, I was avoiding it but why? She really didn't know about Trunks and I hanging out this summer and I didn't really know why I didn't tell her. Whatever it was I needed to sort it out cause the whole thing was ridicules.
I heard a honk and I told my parents goodbye as I walked through the door. I felt nervous for some strange reason, is it cause im single now and this kind of feels like a date? But that's just foolish of me to think, I go out with Trunks all the time.
"Hey my sweet" Trunks said smiling
"Ha you really need to stop with these pet names," I said rolling my eyes
We rode in the car in silence for a while; it was really weird I didn't know what to say. Trunks turned on the music, which was comforting because the whole thing felt awkward.
I peeked at him in the corner of my eye, he was so beautiful it made me smile, and for the first time in awhile blush for no reason. I quickly turned away and looked out the window trying to pretend that the road was interesting.
"We are here finally," Trunks said getting out
I smiled at him and tucked my hair away from my face; I couldn't even look at him anymore. We headed to the large red and blue tent, it was extraordinary with the lights and the nose. As we walked up to the tent I heard Trunk's name called out, we both turned around.
I was a bit shocked to see who it was
"Pan! Is this what you were doing?" Bra said grinning
"Trunks you made it? I thought you would just neglect the tickets I gave you" Goten said laughing " You at a circus, I never would of thought"
I looked over and saw none other then Marron, being a coward behind Bra and looking up to the sky. I was a bit curious to why she would be here with Bra but then again there were probably a lot of things that went on this summer I don't know about
"So how about we all sit together," Bra said trying to ease the tension
"That's great!" Goten said smiling
We all went in and watched the magnificent show; I was so amazed I forgot all about Marron during it. I looked over at Trunks and saw he to have a smile, I knew he was enjoying it. He then looked at me smiling but I could see something different a glint in his eye that I had never seen before. It was then something in me fluttered, I started to blush and turn my eyes to the show.
"I saw that" he whispered in my ear
The show finally ended and the crowds stampeded out like a pack of wild horses. Everyone was talking about there favorite part of the show when Bra pulled me aside for a few short words.
"Thank you for handling yourself tonight" she muttered
"What the hell is she doing here? We haven't talked to her in months!" I said a little angry
"No Pan you haven't but I have, don't be so hard like that she is a lot different"
"Ya I bet, did you forget what she did to me?" I said almost shouting
"Did you forget what Trunks did to you?" Bra spat back at me, I stood there stunned and tried to get my composer back
"We are just friends, nothing is going on besides he has Helen, Heather whatever her damn name is" I said getting frustrated "Don't give me that look im telling you the truth"
"Pan why don't you try growing up a little and learn that nobody is perfect and we make mistakes" Bra said turning around and heading back to the crowd
I stood there with a scorn on my face as everyone but Trunks left to their car. That was about the most intelligent thing Bra has said to me in a long time. Sure I was mad and pouting but she was very right, but that doesn't mean im going to think differently about Marron.
"Thank you for going to the circus with me" Trunks said in a child voice
"Well I loved it" I said smiling
"Your really great sometimes" Trunks said surprising me with a hug
We stood there in the almost empty parking lot hugging, I thought time had stopped. I had this tingly feeling all over, I wanted to kiss him so badly. We parted and just looked at each other, he had this serious look in his eyes. I looked away and headed to the car, why I did that I still don't know to this day.
"Pan did I do something wrong, I feel like your avoiding me." Trunks said in the car
"No why would you think that" I said confused
"Well cause your acting very weird, I don't want us to be weird" he said looking hurt "Is Frank mad that you're hanging out with me more?"
"No why do you always think that" I snapped accidentally
"Sorry I don't mean to"
The car ride was quiet the rest of the way until we approached my street and then my house. I started to get out and walk but Trunks was right in front of me giving me another hug.
"I don't mean to talk bad about Frank you know" He said hugging me
"I know, don't worry about it I didn't mean to snap earlier"
"Well call me if you need to" Trunks said sweetly, then he kissed my cheek and went to the car.
I walked inside my house and into my room; I was stunned but really happy. I lay in bed and began to let m mind wonder, smiling to myself about Trunks. I know he must still likes me, he is always giving me signs. It has been awhile since we last were together, I could at least talk to him about it. Yes I will talk to him about it, I assured myself thinking I had this all thought out.
I ran tree to tree mission impossible style, hoping to avoid any people or cops for that matter. I couldn't believe I was doing this, sneaking to Trunk's house hoping to find out something. My heart was thumping so hard, I was so scared but at the same time it was exciting and fun. I approached to his house and went around back to his window smiling as I put my hand to knock.
I gasped
Trunks were passionately kissing to what I guessed his girlfriend, and it looked like I should be leaving soon. But I couldn't move I was a little sad and disappointed but most of all I was just embarrassed! It was then Trunks just happened to look at his window and drop his jaw in shock. My feet finally gave and I ran like I had never ran before, I had to hurry up and get to my room!
I finally made it to my window unseen, I cracked it open slowly and quietly. I went and lay in my bed, and stared at the ceiling trying to let what just happened sink in. He saw me! Why didn't I leave as soon as I saw that, I had no right to just show up like that. Surprisingly instead of crying or something of that sort I started to laugh quietly to myself.
What am I going to say to him tomorrow?
Well that was interesting, and very embarrassing! What will she say? What will Trunks say? Well I guess you will see next chapter.
Sorry the update took awhile, I was moving and trying to adjust and well I sort of got caught up with partying, but ive decided I better calm down a bit. But anyhow sorry for the delay and the grammar, well bye!
Last time..
"Not really, lets just enjoy are self's" I said regretting that sentence
"Well if that's what you really want" Trunks said looking at me seductively
"You have a girlfriend" I stated
"And you have a boyfriend" he said getting closer
I wanted to tell him I didn't but for some reason I didn't, what was stopping me?
"Trunks" I said looking at him seriously
"Oh come on Pan I was only kidding!" He said backing up
I wish he wasn't kidding
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"Confused"
Why didn't I tell him? The question ran through my head over and over while I lay in bed. I did really miss him; it had been 6 months sense are whole episode. I looked over at the clock and saw it was 3:51, I moaned in disappointment. I went to my bathroom to get some aspen, when I looked up at the mirror at myself.
"Damn it Trunks!" I yelled out loud
School would be starting in 5 weeks, and I have to admit I might be a little ready. Summer is fun and all but I did not see Bra that much, I kind of missed her. But she is not at fault, I was with Frank a lot just like she was with Goten a lot.
I decided to call Trunks and see if he wanted to go out to lunch for a bite to eat. I put my hand on the pone and thought about if I was going to tell Trunks about Frank, but a ring interrupted me.
"Hello" I said freaked out
"Hey sugar pie"
"Trunks shut up, you sound like a fag you know"
"What are you doing today" he asked
"Well I was thinking we could go to lunch," I said suggestively
There was a click and Trunks was no longer on the phone. I heard the door close and Trunks came through into my room and sat on the bed next to me. I gave him a playful smile and went to my closet to find something to wear.
"So you seeing Frank tonight?"
"uh no" I said hesitating
"You two didn't have a fight did you?"
"No not at all, so where are we eating?" I said changing the subject
"I don't care, but listen if your not doing anything tonight I was thinking" Trunks did not finish his sentence.
"Trunks don't you think Heather-
"Hope"
"Ok Hope will be a little mad that you and me are spending a little to much time together, I hear she is a raging bitch." I said frowning
"Well I was thinking I have these tickets, and well there are two of them and two of us" Trunks smiled
"Tickets to what?" I asked curiously
"Well its to a circus, I know it sounds lame but I got them free but im sure you wouldn't want to go" Trunks said unsure
"No I want to go!!!" I said pouting
"Ok well be ready by 6 and we will just do that tonight and lunch another time" He said winking at me then heading out the door.
Why did he have to be so cute? All those feelings where coming back again, I really did not want this right now. It was a strange feeling inside, like an excitement but at the same time a miserable feeling. He is a great friend but a terrible guy, I don't really feel like going through the Trunks thing again in my head. I decided to go watch some Television when I heard the phone ring.
"Pan" Bra said before I could say anything "What are you doing tonight?"
"Hi, im uh doing something why?"
"Well I just wanted to see if you wanted to go somewhere with Goten and me but that's ok, but we need to do something tomorrow, by the way what are you doing tonight?" Bra rambled
"Just hanging out, but yes we need to tomorrow, and I got to go help my mom with groceries." I said quickly
"ok ok you don't have to tell me Ill call you later" Bra said hanging up
I sat there for a second thinking why the hell I just told Bra that crap. What is wrong with me? Its like I didn't want her to know, I was avoiding it but why? She really didn't know about Trunks and I hanging out this summer and I didn't really know why I didn't tell her. Whatever it was I needed to sort it out cause the whole thing was ridicules.
I heard a honk and I told my parents goodbye as I walked through the door. I felt nervous for some strange reason, is it cause im single now and this kind of feels like a date? But that's just foolish of me to think, I go out with Trunks all the time.
"Hey my sweet" Trunks said smiling
"Ha you really need to stop with these pet names," I said rolling my eyes
We rode in the car in silence for a while; it was really weird I didn't know what to say. Trunks turned on the music, which was comforting because the whole thing felt awkward.
I peeked at him in the corner of my eye, he was so beautiful it made me smile, and for the first time in awhile blush for no reason. I quickly turned away and looked out the window trying to pretend that the road was interesting.
"We are here finally," Trunks said getting out
I smiled at him and tucked my hair away from my face; I couldn't even look at him anymore. We headed to the large red and blue tent, it was extraordinary with the lights and the nose. As we walked up to the tent I heard Trunk's name called out, we both turned around.
I was a bit shocked to see who it was
"Pan! Is this what you were doing?" Bra said grinning
"Trunks you made it? I thought you would just neglect the tickets I gave you" Goten said laughing " You at a circus, I never would of thought"
I looked over and saw none other then Marron, being a coward behind Bra and looking up to the sky. I was a bit curious to why she would be here with Bra but then again there were probably a lot of things that went on this summer I don't know about
"So how about we all sit together," Bra said trying to ease the tension
"That's great!" Goten said smiling
We all went in and watched the magnificent show; I was so amazed I forgot all about Marron during it. I looked over at Trunks and saw he to have a smile, I knew he was enjoying it. He then looked at me smiling but I could see something different a glint in his eye that I had never seen before. It was then something in me fluttered, I started to blush and turn my eyes to the show.
"I saw that" he whispered in my ear
The show finally ended and the crowds stampeded out like a pack of wild horses. Everyone was talking about there favorite part of the show when Bra pulled me aside for a few short words.
"Thank you for handling yourself tonight" she muttered
"What the hell is she doing here? We haven't talked to her in months!" I said a little angry
"No Pan you haven't but I have, don't be so hard like that she is a lot different"
"Ya I bet, did you forget what she did to me?" I said almost shouting
"Did you forget what Trunks did to you?" Bra spat back at me, I stood there stunned and tried to get my composer back
"We are just friends, nothing is going on besides he has Helen, Heather whatever her damn name is" I said getting frustrated "Don't give me that look im telling you the truth"
"Pan why don't you try growing up a little and learn that nobody is perfect and we make mistakes" Bra said turning around and heading back to the crowd
I stood there with a scorn on my face as everyone but Trunks left to their car. That was about the most intelligent thing Bra has said to me in a long time. Sure I was mad and pouting but she was very right, but that doesn't mean im going to think differently about Marron.
"Thank you for going to the circus with me" Trunks said in a child voice
"Well I loved it" I said smiling
"Your really great sometimes" Trunks said surprising me with a hug
We stood there in the almost empty parking lot hugging, I thought time had stopped. I had this tingly feeling all over, I wanted to kiss him so badly. We parted and just looked at each other, he had this serious look in his eyes. I looked away and headed to the car, why I did that I still don't know to this day.
"Pan did I do something wrong, I feel like your avoiding me." Trunks said in the car
"No why would you think that" I said confused
"Well cause your acting very weird, I don't want us to be weird" he said looking hurt "Is Frank mad that you're hanging out with me more?"
"No why do you always think that" I snapped accidentally
"Sorry I don't mean to"
The car ride was quiet the rest of the way until we approached my street and then my house. I started to get out and walk but Trunks was right in front of me giving me another hug.
"I don't mean to talk bad about Frank you know" He said hugging me
"I know, don't worry about it I didn't mean to snap earlier"
"Well call me if you need to" Trunks said sweetly, then he kissed my cheek and went to the car.
I walked inside my house and into my room; I was stunned but really happy. I lay in bed and began to let m mind wonder, smiling to myself about Trunks. I know he must still likes me, he is always giving me signs. It has been awhile since we last were together, I could at least talk to him about it. Yes I will talk to him about it, I assured myself thinking I had this all thought out.
I ran tree to tree mission impossible style, hoping to avoid any people or cops for that matter. I couldn't believe I was doing this, sneaking to Trunk's house hoping to find out something. My heart was thumping so hard, I was so scared but at the same time it was exciting and fun. I approached to his house and went around back to his window smiling as I put my hand to knock.
I gasped
Trunks were passionately kissing to what I guessed his girlfriend, and it looked like I should be leaving soon. But I couldn't move I was a little sad and disappointed but most of all I was just embarrassed! It was then Trunks just happened to look at his window and drop his jaw in shock. My feet finally gave and I ran like I had never ran before, I had to hurry up and get to my room!
I finally made it to my window unseen, I cracked it open slowly and quietly. I went and lay in my bed, and stared at the ceiling trying to let what just happened sink in. He saw me! Why didn't I leave as soon as I saw that, I had no right to just show up like that. Surprisingly instead of crying or something of that sort I started to laugh quietly to myself.
What am I going to say to him tomorrow?
Well that was interesting, and very embarrassing! What will she say? What will Trunks say? Well I guess you will see next chapter.
Sorry the update took awhile, I was moving and trying to adjust and well I sort of got caught up with partying, but ive decided I better calm down a bit. But anyhow sorry for the delay and the grammar, well bye!