Darkened Light
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My being has went numb
I'm useless
I'm worthless
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I used to be strong
I could go on for miles
Without knowing what direction to go
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Look through my eyes
You'll see the everlasting sorrow
All because of you
It will never be mended
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You abandoned me
Tore my very soul
I trusted you
I needed you
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I'll never forgive you
For the pain you've caused
What chance would I have surviving?
You're gone forever
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The moon has faded
The sun has lost its shine
The grass isn't green on either side
In my world
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Clattered clouds
Gather in the distance
Acid rain
Stinging as it touches my skin
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To triumph again
Would only push back the pain
Show me the light
That hides within this darkness
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It's here somewhere
It has to be
It always is
In times like this
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Touch me
Heal me
Save me from the depths of this hidden light
Behind the darkness
Inside of me
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Can't you see?
You made me
You broke me
I'm dead
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I'm dead alive and it's scary
Here alone
Without my master
To guide my way home
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I need to taste the love
The love I once held in the palm of my hand
I need you
My love
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All of these emotions
Fill my being
Shake up my soul
I can't take this drastic change
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I can't get over you
I haven't the time
Why won't all the pain just go away?
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It hurts
To know I once had you
Had you as my own
To love and to care for
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But now I'm left alone in the cold
This damp and darkened light I once held
The light inside the darkness is too deep now
I can't reach that far back in time
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See the light?
See the dark?
See the smile?
See the tear?
See the wounds?
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It's all inside of me
Locked inside of me
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You don't care
I don't care
We don't care
Together
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How sad it is when you have only one thing in common
And it's how much you hate yourself for leaving
For shedding the blood of a loved one
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I will go in search of the small speck of light
Hidden beneath all of this darkness
And the day I find it
Will be the day I hold you again
Because that light isn't hidden
It has only been darkened
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Author's note:
Just a simple poem I made with the pain my love is feeling in my mind. He really loved Yuya… why can't he love me! Okay, being over dramatic here. Anyway, I hope you liked it. I wrote this when I woke up from dreaming of Harry. I really couldn't read it in the dark so I just kept on writing until I fell asleep. The next morning, it was in my hands. I decided to post it here. Reviews please!