Broken Life
By: Lonesome_Pan-Chan
Chapter 4 = Time Passes Quickly
After getting away from Trunks, and finding my way back to my neighborhood. I walked through the streets near my home. Making sure no one had a good look at me, by putting my hood over my head hiding my features well.
I had went back to my old neighborhood to close a part of my life and start a new one. I planned to redecorate my old hell hole, and create my home. Anyways I needed a place to crash in, and I was sure my mother was long gone from the state.
Coming to a stop in front of my hell hole, I turned to examining the building remembering all the things I was going to change like: color of the house, plant new plants, and re due the fence. This I could do by my own.
Walking up the step slowly, I put my hand on the door knob. Taking a deep breath, and turning the knob, I stepped into the house. Leaving the door open, I walked into the house remembering what had happened to me along the years. Walking over to the Television, I looked down at it void from feeling.
A lot of things where going to change in the house, and if my mother ever dare show her face around this house, I will make it clear to her that this house was now mine. I wasn't scared of my mother anymore, knowing my father was a lot worse and is now looked up for a long time.
Passing the TV without another glance, I headed for my room needing some new clothes. Walking up the stairs slowly I looked at the pictures on the wall. They were all of my parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles I have never even met. All I knew about my uncles and aunts was that they hated my parents, and lived far away. My grandparents were all long dead, and anyone else didn't care or didn't know.
Passing by the bathroom swiftly, I decided to take a bath. So I grabbed a towel from my room quickly, and got the bath running. Looking around I found some scented bath soap, and entered the warm tub. Feeling momentary pain in my stomach. I briefly asked myself if it was healthy to wet my wound so early, before the pain went away.
I stayed in the bath for about an hour before I decided to get out. Wrapping the towel around my body, I headed towards my room. As I walked towards my room I heard someone behind myself. I turned quickly finding myself looking at a black shirt. As I looked up slowly, my eyes locked with Mike's.
He was looking at me with an emotion in his eyes, I couldn't describe. He made a swift movement and enveloped me in a huge bear hug, making my stomach wound hurt. I made a pained gasp loud enough for him to hear and let me go, looking at me worried.
I felt real awkward. I was wet, only wearing a towel to cover my naked body, and he was a 'he', and looking at me.
"Pan, where have you been these pass two weeks?" he asked me grabbing my shoulders gently making me look at him straight in the face.
"I...I had problems, but everything is fine now I'll going to go back to the gym, when I get bette-" I stopped myself not wanting him to know about my stomach injury, because if he knew I had left the hospital without proper medical attention he would probably drag me back. "I mean I will go back to the gym tomorrow to tell everyone why I have been absent all this time," I said a little after my first pause.
"No Pan when I hugged you, you winced from pain tell me if you hurt," he said worriedly, I cursed under my breath remembering her was the smartest in the group.
"My stomach just hurts a bit, no biggy" I assured him smiling. "So how is everyone back at the gym?" I asked walking in my room and closing the door with him outside.
"We have all been worried sick about you, we even called the police about your disappearance, and they simply told us about 3 days after, that your mother had told them you had gone to you great aunts house for a month," he said through the closed door, waiting for me to finish getting dress.
"Oh," was all I said as I found my clothes, and dressing quickly. When I was done I reopened my bedroom door and found Mike waiting. "So lets go to the gym, I want to say 'hey' to everyone," I said walking with him down the stairs and out the house.
As we arrived outside the gym, I noticed the aura around it seemed foreign. Walking towards the door of the gym I opened the door and looked inside first. Everything seemed the same as the last time I had been there. That's when Mike pulled me back, and looking down at me to tell me something important it seemed.
"Pan, I know it feels different around here, and it is but don't worry about it we are just having a few problems with things," he said quickly, before walking into the gym, holding my upper arm firmly. I looked around and watched as Mike walked with me toward the middle of the room were everyone's face turn to see who I was.
"Mike let go," I said looking around and smiling at all the familiar faces. My smile faltered when my eyes met with a blonds' blue eyes. "Marron! What are you doing here, aren't you suppose to be back in the gentleman's club or whatever it was," I hissed getting back many memories from what happened to me, and what could have happened.
"Pan, don't talk to my girlfriend in that way, how do you know her anyway?" I froze. No, Marron couldn't be Mike's girlfriend, talk about blind. I turned hopping the one who had snapped at me wasn't Mike. All my hopes were crushed as I found a frowning Mike, looking down at me. My best friend was with one of the people I mostly despised apart from my parents.
"Pan, I understand we once had our differences, and I am sorry," Marron told me with a fake apology, in a fake voice. My fist clenched tightly.
"Cut the crap Marron, I know when people are lying to me and you bitch are definitely lying," I said angrily. Turning to Mike I said in a calm voice, "Mike I'm happy your finally dating, but your making a mistake with Marron. "I told him shaking my head and walking away from him towards, my coaches' office.
My whole group of friends excluding Mike, came along with me to catch up on lost time. We talked the whole way towards my coaches office. Soon we arrived to our destination, and I was met with a huge bear hug, from my trainer.
"Pan where have you been, I was worried something had happened to you, " he told me. I just smiled and held in a pained gasp, when I felt the pain in my stomach as he hugged the lights out of me. He finally released me from his tight grasp, and pulled me back by my shoulders to get a look at me.
"Now tell me what happened Panny, we need to know," he said sitting me down. And so I told them everything, I didn't tell Mike because I was saving it for when we were in the gym, and telling him with everyone present. But now I'm not sure I want him to know. I explained to my friends why I disliked Marron, and they understood full heartedly. Saying she has flirted with every single guy in the gym, and Mike was too blind to notice.
***************************************************************** 4 years Later
The years came and passed quicker than I had expected, I managed to get a job in an expensive restaurant down in Beverly Hills, which helped me pay the bill for my home. I still lived in my parents old house and my mother never came back, for that I was thankful.
I got to see my brothers, and sister a lot. Nanna had been so happy when I went to see her a few days later after the gym incident. By the way I haven't had a normal conversation with Mike since the incident with Marron. We always ended up arguing and making a scene.
So one day we began arguing, and I told him straight out I was tired of arguing, and walked away. Now every time we talk, I'm short with my answers, and give him little of a cold shoulder. I do think I am mean by doing this, but I don't want him to get hurt, by being with Marron. There was a time I thought I must have a thing for him by the way I was acting, but when I looked I didn't find anything there.
So Mike and Marron, had surprisingly stayed together all this time, so I kept my distance. When the relationship goes sour, I don't want to be the person feeling guilty because I couldn't do a thing. I made a statement when I kept away from him, and I want him to understand that.
I'm now one of the strongest women fighters in the world, and had been noticed by many people in the higher industry. Finishing school was simple for me, but going to university was impossible for me at the time. First I didn't have the money, and second I didn't know what I wanted to be, but a boxer.
I have heard a lot about the Briefs family, especially Trunks Brief. I hadn't known they were famous when we first met, only thought they were rich tourist. I found that his family was from England, and that they traveled a lot. What was interesting was that his father was one of the most known boxers in the world...Vegeta! My idol.
Anyway back to me. I was still going to the same gym, and had people stocking me, because they wanted me on their magazine covers. Saying things like, brains, strength, and beauty all in one. I would just blush at the young reporters, and wave them off. Saying, no thank you.
"When are you going to go out on a real date, Panny?" my old coach asked me as I managed to push myself through the crowd of flirting reporters, and goggling men.
"Oh don't start this again old man, I have plenty of time to do that later," I said using the name I decided to call him. Rolling his eyes at me, my coach shook his head and smiled.
"Panny your going to need someone with you for the rest of your life sooner or later, better start looking now, little model," he told me. I waved my hand impatiently dismissing his suggestion.
"Come on old man, I'll start dating eventually, so when is my next fight?" I asked excitedly. My coach chuckled,
"Already want to fight again I see, well since your last fight was only 2 days ago, I'll get you another opponent in about 3 days." He said not sure if he was allowed to put me inn the ring again so quickly.
"Don't worry coach, that last girl you put me up against was no problem at all, it just took two real good hits to the face to knock her out, anyway I got nothing to do on the weekends, and am bored to death at home," I told him walking toward his office to get my equipment.
"Hey Pan," I heard someone greet me, as I entered my coaches office, and had closed the door. Jumping a little at the suddenly of the greeting.
Turning towards the person I found myself looking eyes with Mike's green eyes.
"Oh hey Mike," I said carelessly, looking for my things, to get out of the room, and back to training. I heard him walk closer to me.
"Panny how did we grow so apart?" he asked me turning me to face him by taking hold of my shoulder.
"You know Mike, I haven't got a clue why that happened," I said sarcastically moving away from his hold on my shoulder, braking the contact. He seemed to give an angered growl as I turned my back to him once again, paying him no further mind and looking for my stuff.
"Pan! What the fuck, why do you always do this, and why can't we just talk civilly?" he asked me.
"Because every time we talk we end up fighting and I'm tired of arguing with you, when you won't listen to sense," I snapped at him finding my things and ready to leave the room.
"No Pan you can't leave this room until we talk about this?" Mike said forcefully to me taking hold of my upper arm tightly. This made me angry even more.
"Mike I suggest you let go of my arm, you know what happens when someone touches me," I stated calmly, trying to hide my anger. I felt him step back a step.
"Pan please we were bast friends, can't we just forget all this and be that again? I mean I don't think Marron is what you think she is, because we've stayed together this long," he pleaded with me, making me feel bad for him.
"Mike," I paused making sure I think of what I'm going to say, "I don't want yo u to get hurt, and even if its true that Marron has changed I don't like her because of a situation in which I was caught up with her. But alright we can be friends once again but I can't forget what happened," I stated to him turning to meet his gaze.
"I understand Pan is going to take a while to earn your full trust but I'll try to," he said happily looking down at me.
"Mike I should warn you I cannot give you false hope to gain my trust, but hey you can sure try if you want that is," I said smiling at him, and waking out the office.
After my conversation with Mike I began to wonder, why hadn't I let the past go yet. Then I remembered the reason. Because I still had nightmares haunting me, because I feared the day my father may be released and come back. This are some of the reason I wouldn't let go, my fears.
Arriving back in the lobby, I found my coach waiting for me, annoyed.
"Pan, hurry up, you aren't done with your training yet," he scolded me. I smiled at him a goofy apologizing, and getting into the ring for a quick spar.
I arrived back home at around 8 in the evening. The neighborhood was as dark as usual and the shadows seemed to move around. I opened the locks in my door and entered my home. After I was safely inside, and had locked all five of my door locks, did I relax a little, but still stayed alert to hear any unfamiliar sounds in the house.
This was a habit for me, I always arrived home late, and always was tense and alert to see if there were any unwanted company. After I walked around the little house checking all my sealed windows, I decided to retire to bed early that night. Falling asleep once I laid on the bed sheets in my room.
-Slow steady footsteps could be heard walking step by step, up the stairs. Quietly slowly the footsteps walked down the hall, towards its victims room, who at the moment was in a deep unsteady sleep, unknowing, unafraid. The footsteps soon stooped in front of its victims door, and reached for the knob. Turning slowly, not wanting to make any sound, the door made a small quick sound signaling the door wasn't attached to the door frame anymore. Throwing the door open suddenly making a crashing noise. Waking its once sleeping victim, and both beings in the moon light. Pan Son watched her father at the foot of her bed pointing his 22-millimeter gun at her, and as she screamed she heard the weapon fire.-
*****************************************************************Author Notes:
Sorry all I wasn't able to update because of all the school work dumped on me last minute.
What do you guys think? Review soon and tell me what yah think please it will be greatly appreciated...Review Review
-Stabbing did happen to me Rose, but I'm over it all. We all are. Thanx for asking.
Chapter 4 = Time Passes Quickly
After getting away from Trunks, and finding my way back to my neighborhood. I walked through the streets near my home. Making sure no one had a good look at me, by putting my hood over my head hiding my features well.
I had went back to my old neighborhood to close a part of my life and start a new one. I planned to redecorate my old hell hole, and create my home. Anyways I needed a place to crash in, and I was sure my mother was long gone from the state.
Coming to a stop in front of my hell hole, I turned to examining the building remembering all the things I was going to change like: color of the house, plant new plants, and re due the fence. This I could do by my own.
Walking up the step slowly, I put my hand on the door knob. Taking a deep breath, and turning the knob, I stepped into the house. Leaving the door open, I walked into the house remembering what had happened to me along the years. Walking over to the Television, I looked down at it void from feeling.
A lot of things where going to change in the house, and if my mother ever dare show her face around this house, I will make it clear to her that this house was now mine. I wasn't scared of my mother anymore, knowing my father was a lot worse and is now looked up for a long time.
Passing the TV without another glance, I headed for my room needing some new clothes. Walking up the stairs slowly I looked at the pictures on the wall. They were all of my parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles I have never even met. All I knew about my uncles and aunts was that they hated my parents, and lived far away. My grandparents were all long dead, and anyone else didn't care or didn't know.
Passing by the bathroom swiftly, I decided to take a bath. So I grabbed a towel from my room quickly, and got the bath running. Looking around I found some scented bath soap, and entered the warm tub. Feeling momentary pain in my stomach. I briefly asked myself if it was healthy to wet my wound so early, before the pain went away.
I stayed in the bath for about an hour before I decided to get out. Wrapping the towel around my body, I headed towards my room. As I walked towards my room I heard someone behind myself. I turned quickly finding myself looking at a black shirt. As I looked up slowly, my eyes locked with Mike's.
He was looking at me with an emotion in his eyes, I couldn't describe. He made a swift movement and enveloped me in a huge bear hug, making my stomach wound hurt. I made a pained gasp loud enough for him to hear and let me go, looking at me worried.
I felt real awkward. I was wet, only wearing a towel to cover my naked body, and he was a 'he', and looking at me.
"Pan, where have you been these pass two weeks?" he asked me grabbing my shoulders gently making me look at him straight in the face.
"I...I had problems, but everything is fine now I'll going to go back to the gym, when I get bette-" I stopped myself not wanting him to know about my stomach injury, because if he knew I had left the hospital without proper medical attention he would probably drag me back. "I mean I will go back to the gym tomorrow to tell everyone why I have been absent all this time," I said a little after my first pause.
"No Pan when I hugged you, you winced from pain tell me if you hurt," he said worriedly, I cursed under my breath remembering her was the smartest in the group.
"My stomach just hurts a bit, no biggy" I assured him smiling. "So how is everyone back at the gym?" I asked walking in my room and closing the door with him outside.
"We have all been worried sick about you, we even called the police about your disappearance, and they simply told us about 3 days after, that your mother had told them you had gone to you great aunts house for a month," he said through the closed door, waiting for me to finish getting dress.
"Oh," was all I said as I found my clothes, and dressing quickly. When I was done I reopened my bedroom door and found Mike waiting. "So lets go to the gym, I want to say 'hey' to everyone," I said walking with him down the stairs and out the house.
As we arrived outside the gym, I noticed the aura around it seemed foreign. Walking towards the door of the gym I opened the door and looked inside first. Everything seemed the same as the last time I had been there. That's when Mike pulled me back, and looking down at me to tell me something important it seemed.
"Pan, I know it feels different around here, and it is but don't worry about it we are just having a few problems with things," he said quickly, before walking into the gym, holding my upper arm firmly. I looked around and watched as Mike walked with me toward the middle of the room were everyone's face turn to see who I was.
"Mike let go," I said looking around and smiling at all the familiar faces. My smile faltered when my eyes met with a blonds' blue eyes. "Marron! What are you doing here, aren't you suppose to be back in the gentleman's club or whatever it was," I hissed getting back many memories from what happened to me, and what could have happened.
"Pan, don't talk to my girlfriend in that way, how do you know her anyway?" I froze. No, Marron couldn't be Mike's girlfriend, talk about blind. I turned hopping the one who had snapped at me wasn't Mike. All my hopes were crushed as I found a frowning Mike, looking down at me. My best friend was with one of the people I mostly despised apart from my parents.
"Pan, I understand we once had our differences, and I am sorry," Marron told me with a fake apology, in a fake voice. My fist clenched tightly.
"Cut the crap Marron, I know when people are lying to me and you bitch are definitely lying," I said angrily. Turning to Mike I said in a calm voice, "Mike I'm happy your finally dating, but your making a mistake with Marron. "I told him shaking my head and walking away from him towards, my coaches' office.
My whole group of friends excluding Mike, came along with me to catch up on lost time. We talked the whole way towards my coaches office. Soon we arrived to our destination, and I was met with a huge bear hug, from my trainer.
"Pan where have you been, I was worried something had happened to you, " he told me. I just smiled and held in a pained gasp, when I felt the pain in my stomach as he hugged the lights out of me. He finally released me from his tight grasp, and pulled me back by my shoulders to get a look at me.
"Now tell me what happened Panny, we need to know," he said sitting me down. And so I told them everything, I didn't tell Mike because I was saving it for when we were in the gym, and telling him with everyone present. But now I'm not sure I want him to know. I explained to my friends why I disliked Marron, and they understood full heartedly. Saying she has flirted with every single guy in the gym, and Mike was too blind to notice.
***************************************************************** 4 years Later
The years came and passed quicker than I had expected, I managed to get a job in an expensive restaurant down in Beverly Hills, which helped me pay the bill for my home. I still lived in my parents old house and my mother never came back, for that I was thankful.
I got to see my brothers, and sister a lot. Nanna had been so happy when I went to see her a few days later after the gym incident. By the way I haven't had a normal conversation with Mike since the incident with Marron. We always ended up arguing and making a scene.
So one day we began arguing, and I told him straight out I was tired of arguing, and walked away. Now every time we talk, I'm short with my answers, and give him little of a cold shoulder. I do think I am mean by doing this, but I don't want him to get hurt, by being with Marron. There was a time I thought I must have a thing for him by the way I was acting, but when I looked I didn't find anything there.
So Mike and Marron, had surprisingly stayed together all this time, so I kept my distance. When the relationship goes sour, I don't want to be the person feeling guilty because I couldn't do a thing. I made a statement when I kept away from him, and I want him to understand that.
I'm now one of the strongest women fighters in the world, and had been noticed by many people in the higher industry. Finishing school was simple for me, but going to university was impossible for me at the time. First I didn't have the money, and second I didn't know what I wanted to be, but a boxer.
I have heard a lot about the Briefs family, especially Trunks Brief. I hadn't known they were famous when we first met, only thought they were rich tourist. I found that his family was from England, and that they traveled a lot. What was interesting was that his father was one of the most known boxers in the world...Vegeta! My idol.
Anyway back to me. I was still going to the same gym, and had people stocking me, because they wanted me on their magazine covers. Saying things like, brains, strength, and beauty all in one. I would just blush at the young reporters, and wave them off. Saying, no thank you.
"When are you going to go out on a real date, Panny?" my old coach asked me as I managed to push myself through the crowd of flirting reporters, and goggling men.
"Oh don't start this again old man, I have plenty of time to do that later," I said using the name I decided to call him. Rolling his eyes at me, my coach shook his head and smiled.
"Panny your going to need someone with you for the rest of your life sooner or later, better start looking now, little model," he told me. I waved my hand impatiently dismissing his suggestion.
"Come on old man, I'll start dating eventually, so when is my next fight?" I asked excitedly. My coach chuckled,
"Already want to fight again I see, well since your last fight was only 2 days ago, I'll get you another opponent in about 3 days." He said not sure if he was allowed to put me inn the ring again so quickly.
"Don't worry coach, that last girl you put me up against was no problem at all, it just took two real good hits to the face to knock her out, anyway I got nothing to do on the weekends, and am bored to death at home," I told him walking toward his office to get my equipment.
"Hey Pan," I heard someone greet me, as I entered my coaches office, and had closed the door. Jumping a little at the suddenly of the greeting.
Turning towards the person I found myself looking eyes with Mike's green eyes.
"Oh hey Mike," I said carelessly, looking for my things, to get out of the room, and back to training. I heard him walk closer to me.
"Panny how did we grow so apart?" he asked me turning me to face him by taking hold of my shoulder.
"You know Mike, I haven't got a clue why that happened," I said sarcastically moving away from his hold on my shoulder, braking the contact. He seemed to give an angered growl as I turned my back to him once again, paying him no further mind and looking for my stuff.
"Pan! What the fuck, why do you always do this, and why can't we just talk civilly?" he asked me.
"Because every time we talk we end up fighting and I'm tired of arguing with you, when you won't listen to sense," I snapped at him finding my things and ready to leave the room.
"No Pan you can't leave this room until we talk about this?" Mike said forcefully to me taking hold of my upper arm tightly. This made me angry even more.
"Mike I suggest you let go of my arm, you know what happens when someone touches me," I stated calmly, trying to hide my anger. I felt him step back a step.
"Pan please we were bast friends, can't we just forget all this and be that again? I mean I don't think Marron is what you think she is, because we've stayed together this long," he pleaded with me, making me feel bad for him.
"Mike," I paused making sure I think of what I'm going to say, "I don't want yo u to get hurt, and even if its true that Marron has changed I don't like her because of a situation in which I was caught up with her. But alright we can be friends once again but I can't forget what happened," I stated to him turning to meet his gaze.
"I understand Pan is going to take a while to earn your full trust but I'll try to," he said happily looking down at me.
"Mike I should warn you I cannot give you false hope to gain my trust, but hey you can sure try if you want that is," I said smiling at him, and waking out the office.
After my conversation with Mike I began to wonder, why hadn't I let the past go yet. Then I remembered the reason. Because I still had nightmares haunting me, because I feared the day my father may be released and come back. This are some of the reason I wouldn't let go, my fears.
Arriving back in the lobby, I found my coach waiting for me, annoyed.
"Pan, hurry up, you aren't done with your training yet," he scolded me. I smiled at him a goofy apologizing, and getting into the ring for a quick spar.
I arrived back home at around 8 in the evening. The neighborhood was as dark as usual and the shadows seemed to move around. I opened the locks in my door and entered my home. After I was safely inside, and had locked all five of my door locks, did I relax a little, but still stayed alert to hear any unfamiliar sounds in the house.
This was a habit for me, I always arrived home late, and always was tense and alert to see if there were any unwanted company. After I walked around the little house checking all my sealed windows, I decided to retire to bed early that night. Falling asleep once I laid on the bed sheets in my room.
-Slow steady footsteps could be heard walking step by step, up the stairs. Quietly slowly the footsteps walked down the hall, towards its victims room, who at the moment was in a deep unsteady sleep, unknowing, unafraid. The footsteps soon stooped in front of its victims door, and reached for the knob. Turning slowly, not wanting to make any sound, the door made a small quick sound signaling the door wasn't attached to the door frame anymore. Throwing the door open suddenly making a crashing noise. Waking its once sleeping victim, and both beings in the moon light. Pan Son watched her father at the foot of her bed pointing his 22-millimeter gun at her, and as she screamed she heard the weapon fire.-
*****************************************************************Author Notes:
Sorry all I wasn't able to update because of all the school work dumped on me last minute.
What do you guys think? Review soon and tell me what yah think please it will be greatly appreciated...Review Review
-Stabbing did happen to me Rose, but I'm over it all. We all are. Thanx for asking.