A Broken Life, A Broken Family
By: Lonesome_Pan-Chan
Chapter 7 Forgotten Mistakes
"Are you having fun?" Pan asked into Mike's ear, while dancing on the dance floor. They had gotten dressed after leaving Pan's house, and arrived to the club a while after.
Nanna had been ecstatic about the baby, but when Pan revealed whom his mother was Nanna had held him close to her, and rocked him as if he was her own. Pan didn't tell them about the tickets, not yet. She had hid them in an ornament in Nanna's house, after finding them in her jacket.
"Hell yes," Mike called back, holding Pan close grinding. They both were in the center on the dance floor, creating a huge circle of marbling spectators, watching them freak. Pan use to do this quite often with Mike, every time they were bored, and needed something to do, they usually went to the gym, or to a club.
But when he got with Marron, things changed. She stopped talking to him feeling a little betrayed, and angry he wouldn't believe her that Marron was bad news. Pan felt she needed to apologies but was hesitant, she was a prideful person and wasn't very expressive when it came down to it.
"Lets get a drink," Pan stated walking passed the crowds, with Mike holding her wrist with his much bigger hand, making sure they wouldn't get separated.
"What will you have gorgeous?" asked the attractive bartender, watching Pan. Mike's eyes narrowed at him, and sat next to Pan not saying anything.
"Just get us your third hardest liquor," Pan said smiling when Mike's eyes widened at her.
"Pan its not good for us, this will get in the way of our training," Mike stated, watching in amazement, as Pan took a large gulp of her small cup.
"Mike this is our day off, we can do whatever the hell we want," Pan said smiling as she ordered another one.
"Alright," Mike said shrugging his shoulder, and drinking the liquor like Pan did. "But if we get in trouble, this time its your fault," he warned ordering another one.
In the end they ended up drinking half a whole bottle each before going back to the dance floor. Pan was to put it likely hyper, and very very happy. As for Mike who was aggressive, and not himself. They kept dancing holding each other for their balance, feeling the symptoms of their drink.
After dancing for a while, they headed back to the bar, and drank much more, forgetting all their problems and enjoying themselves. After dancing once again, they walked out the club; more like were made to leave by the owner.
"Where now?" asked a lost Mike. Pan laughed, feeling her eye fill with tears.
"To your place, I'm tired," she said giggly, walking to Mike's car clumsily. Mike followed trying to find his keys.
"Get in," Mike said finding his keys and opening the doors of his car. Pan jumped in happily, and waited impatiently for Mike to get in.
Once he was in though they where off.
... ... ...
Stumbling into the apartment they walked into his bedroom. Mike closed the door behind himself, and watched as Pan had a war with her blouse, trying to pull it off.
Circling his arms around her slender body, he pulled her around and against a wall next to his bed. Pulling off her blouse forcefully, he captured her in a bruising kiss, earning a moan from Pan. Taking hold of both her wrist, Mike pulled them over her head without breaking the kiss. With his other hand he roamed her body, until finally his hand began to wonder up her skirt.
Leaving her swollen lips, Mike kissed down her lips to her neck to the top of her breast stopping there, he frown seeing her breast were still covered by her bra. Leaving the process of heightening her skirt and releasing her wrist, he grabbed the back of her bra's clipping and pulled hard, ripping it successfully, and off her shoulders, reveling her naked breast. Pan gasped and encircled her arms around Mike neck, feeling him pull away.
Taking hold of her hips, he raised her up, giving her the chance to circle her long legs around his waist. Keeping her against him, by holding her buttocks, and moving to the bed clumsily. Falling on the bed, Mike returned to his groping.
Pan, and Mike continued kissing, watery tongues, springy lips, tugging, pulling, and she peeled off his shirt, and he unbuttoned her short, pretty skirt, and soon they're all skin to skin, warm, sexy, mouth and hands brushing, stroking over tits and ass and stomach, lost, mush brain, heat, curves, sucking, rocking, slipping, swollen, wet, shiny pussy, pushing, pulsing, breathing, moaning, straining thick dick, sticky, rolling over aching stiff thing, shy sly fingers, its tip kissing her melting slit, slide glides in, deep, swallowed, sucked, rocking, aching, bucking, pumping, fucking...( Paragraph's from a book I read... it was required to be read by the school I go to).
... ... ...
"Ohh I have a major headache, what the hell happened last night," Pan mumbled getting up from the unfamiliar bed. She looked around the room, and found she didn't recognize it. "Shit I had a one night stand," she cursed positive she had, because of the pain in between her legs. "This is definitely a nice way to lose one's virginity," she grumbled feeling dirty. Looking to where the guy she must have had sex with was, she found no one else on the bed. Walking around to the other side of the bed where she saw her underwear she stooped in her track when she saw who was on the ground in deep sleep. Mike!! She had slept with Mike?!
'Shit, shit, shit, shit, I think Pan you've went over the line. I was suppose to comfort him, not fuck him...Fuck!" she yelled in her head trying to stay calm as she put on all her clothes, which were practically rags. 'Yesterdays activity, must have been rough by the looks of it, their was a struggle in here. Damn! And I missed it all,' she thought to herself angrily, accidentally dropping a small picture frame to the ground. She heard Mike groan, and she froze for a second, hearing him mumble obscenities, before running out the bedroom door. She heard him call out seeming not to remember last night either, and wanting to know who had just ran out his room.
Pan ran out the apartment door, and out the building not being caught or seen. She was grateful for that, no witnesses hopefully. She wasn't going to tell anyone what happened not even Mike, who partook in the activity. Jumping in a bus, and arriving at her house 20 minutes later. She went in undetected by her mother, and took a bath, cleaning herself. After the bath she put on some clothes, and left to Nanna's.
... ... ...
"Pan, where were you all night?" Nanna asked Pan, looking worried. She had just arrived at the door, and knocked.
"I went back to my house," I said simply, before continuing, "it was closest to where I went," she said smiling.
"So I'm presuming you had a bad night?" Nanna asked smiling at Pan. Nodding Pan sighed.
"Yeah how you know?" Pan stated walking over to her and looking down at Goken.
"Because Pan excuse my language, but you look like shit," Nanna said laughing good-naturedly.
"Oh, it wasn't that bad I guess but in the morning I had a major headache," Pan said really not remembering anything from last night. Looking at Goken, Pan asked, "was he a good boy, while I was away?" Pan asked looking at the baby in Nanna's arms lovingly. Nanna nodded,
"He didn't even wake up during the night, he is a calm one," Nanna finished handing him to her. "Are you going to work today?" she asked Pan, as they both sat down on the living room sofa.
"No, I have some news for everyone," she stated playing with Goken's hands.
"Good or bad?" Nanna asked unsure if she wanted to know.
"I don't know it's for you to decide," Pan stated, looking up at Nanna. "Where is everyone?" she asked her not hearing a lot of noise in the house.
"They went to school, remember it's Friday," Nanna stated smiling at Pan's clear brain fart. (That mean when you totally forget something)
"Oh, yeah so any medicines for his little fever?" Pan asked looking at Nanna hopefully.
"Of course, how do you think I keep your brothers, and sisters healthy," Nanna said standing up from her seat and heading for the kitchen. Just as she left the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it Nanna," Pan called going to the door, opening it quickly. Who she saw outside, was the last person she wanted to see. Mike. "Hey Mike," Pan said hoping to gods he didn't remember last night.
"Hey Pan, how's the baby?" he asked smiling down at her, and Goken.
"He's fine, what's wrong?" she asked feeling awkward taking to him, knowing what she did.
"Nothing just making sure you made it home," he stated still outside. Pan's heart froze. He remembered about what happened last night?!?
"What do you mean? Why wouldn't I be home?" Pan asked panicking.
"From the club, I must have baled on you last night, and left with someone," he said rubbing his neck with his hand. Relief spread through Pan like poison. "I was just making sure you made it home alright," he finished.
"Don't worry about it, I found a cab, and came right home after I saw you leaving with your friend," Pan said smiling widely. 'He doesn't know! He doesn't know!' she kept thinking happily.
"By any chance did you get to see her face, all I remember from last night is that she had black hair," he said looking at Pan hopefully.
"Nope, nope didn't get a chance I saw you leaving from afar, and from the drinks we had my vision was a little blurry," Pan said hopping he would believe her.
"I guess, the reason is because she ran out this morning, when I was waking up," Mike said shaking his head. "You should have seen my room, it was completely trashed, I must have been pretty ruff because I found blood on the sheets, and-"Pan cut him off there, mouth wide and dry, feeling her face heat up at his words.
"Mike! I don't need to know, and to make it worse a baby is present," Pan half yelled, walking in the house, leaving the door open so Mike could come inn. He mumbled a 'sorry', and walked in.
"I thinks she's all right if she ran out, if that's what you're worried about," Pan stated trying to seem typical at the situating, sitting back on the living room sofa. Mike nodded.
"Yeah I hope so," he said nodding, leaning against a wall. Just then Nanna came walking in the room, with a bottle of warm milk containing the medicine. "Hey Mrs. Bianka nice to see you again," Mike said walking over to her and shaking her hand.
"Mike, it has been a long time, where have you been?" Nanna asked handing over the bottle to Pan and also sitting.
"Around," he said shrugging, "I was in a relationship that took most of my time," he stated appearing being over the break-up.
"Oh really, Pan never mention a woman in your life," Nanna stated glancing at the preoccupied Pan, and then back to Mike. "So why would that be?" she asked. Knowing Pan to always tell her everything.
"That would be, because Pan and my ex didn't get along, to put it likely," Mike said carefully not sure if he should tell Pan's Nanna.
"Why was that, Pan," Nanna asked Pan, whom didn't seem to be paying attention.
"She was the type of woman, Nanna. She would be with a man for interest. Also she cheated on him 24-7," Pan stated not looking up, and away from the baby. Mike shifted a little getting her attention, looking up to him her eyebrows lifted at the expression on his face. "What's wrong?" Pan asked confused. He seemed tormented or something.
"Nothing I just feel stupid for being with her so long," he said quickly. "Nice to have seen you again Mrs. Bianka, I have to go now, or I'll be late for work, see you late Pan," he said. Pan waved, as did Nanna. Then he left.
The room then stayed quiet for a while until Pan broke the silence.
"Nanna"
"Yes Pan?"
"Nanna, if I said I had other family in England that want me, my brothers and sisters, and you to go back to my old home, would you come?"
"....."
"Nanna?"
"Only if you want me to,"
"Thank you Nanna"
Author Notes:
Send in your reviews, and tell me what yah think...Review.
By: Lonesome_Pan-Chan
Chapter 7 Forgotten Mistakes
"Are you having fun?" Pan asked into Mike's ear, while dancing on the dance floor. They had gotten dressed after leaving Pan's house, and arrived to the club a while after.
Nanna had been ecstatic about the baby, but when Pan revealed whom his mother was Nanna had held him close to her, and rocked him as if he was her own. Pan didn't tell them about the tickets, not yet. She had hid them in an ornament in Nanna's house, after finding them in her jacket.
"Hell yes," Mike called back, holding Pan close grinding. They both were in the center on the dance floor, creating a huge circle of marbling spectators, watching them freak. Pan use to do this quite often with Mike, every time they were bored, and needed something to do, they usually went to the gym, or to a club.
But when he got with Marron, things changed. She stopped talking to him feeling a little betrayed, and angry he wouldn't believe her that Marron was bad news. Pan felt she needed to apologies but was hesitant, she was a prideful person and wasn't very expressive when it came down to it.
"Lets get a drink," Pan stated walking passed the crowds, with Mike holding her wrist with his much bigger hand, making sure they wouldn't get separated.
"What will you have gorgeous?" asked the attractive bartender, watching Pan. Mike's eyes narrowed at him, and sat next to Pan not saying anything.
"Just get us your third hardest liquor," Pan said smiling when Mike's eyes widened at her.
"Pan its not good for us, this will get in the way of our training," Mike stated, watching in amazement, as Pan took a large gulp of her small cup.
"Mike this is our day off, we can do whatever the hell we want," Pan said smiling as she ordered another one.
"Alright," Mike said shrugging his shoulder, and drinking the liquor like Pan did. "But if we get in trouble, this time its your fault," he warned ordering another one.
In the end they ended up drinking half a whole bottle each before going back to the dance floor. Pan was to put it likely hyper, and very very happy. As for Mike who was aggressive, and not himself. They kept dancing holding each other for their balance, feeling the symptoms of their drink.
After dancing for a while, they headed back to the bar, and drank much more, forgetting all their problems and enjoying themselves. After dancing once again, they walked out the club; more like were made to leave by the owner.
"Where now?" asked a lost Mike. Pan laughed, feeling her eye fill with tears.
"To your place, I'm tired," she said giggly, walking to Mike's car clumsily. Mike followed trying to find his keys.
"Get in," Mike said finding his keys and opening the doors of his car. Pan jumped in happily, and waited impatiently for Mike to get in.
Once he was in though they where off.
... ... ...
Stumbling into the apartment they walked into his bedroom. Mike closed the door behind himself, and watched as Pan had a war with her blouse, trying to pull it off.
Circling his arms around her slender body, he pulled her around and against a wall next to his bed. Pulling off her blouse forcefully, he captured her in a bruising kiss, earning a moan from Pan. Taking hold of both her wrist, Mike pulled them over her head without breaking the kiss. With his other hand he roamed her body, until finally his hand began to wonder up her skirt.
Leaving her swollen lips, Mike kissed down her lips to her neck to the top of her breast stopping there, he frown seeing her breast were still covered by her bra. Leaving the process of heightening her skirt and releasing her wrist, he grabbed the back of her bra's clipping and pulled hard, ripping it successfully, and off her shoulders, reveling her naked breast. Pan gasped and encircled her arms around Mike neck, feeling him pull away.
Taking hold of her hips, he raised her up, giving her the chance to circle her long legs around his waist. Keeping her against him, by holding her buttocks, and moving to the bed clumsily. Falling on the bed, Mike returned to his groping.
Pan, and Mike continued kissing, watery tongues, springy lips, tugging, pulling, and she peeled off his shirt, and he unbuttoned her short, pretty skirt, and soon they're all skin to skin, warm, sexy, mouth and hands brushing, stroking over tits and ass and stomach, lost, mush brain, heat, curves, sucking, rocking, slipping, swollen, wet, shiny pussy, pushing, pulsing, breathing, moaning, straining thick dick, sticky, rolling over aching stiff thing, shy sly fingers, its tip kissing her melting slit, slide glides in, deep, swallowed, sucked, rocking, aching, bucking, pumping, fucking...( Paragraph's from a book I read... it was required to be read by the school I go to).
... ... ...
"Ohh I have a major headache, what the hell happened last night," Pan mumbled getting up from the unfamiliar bed. She looked around the room, and found she didn't recognize it. "Shit I had a one night stand," she cursed positive she had, because of the pain in between her legs. "This is definitely a nice way to lose one's virginity," she grumbled feeling dirty. Looking to where the guy she must have had sex with was, she found no one else on the bed. Walking around to the other side of the bed where she saw her underwear she stooped in her track when she saw who was on the ground in deep sleep. Mike!! She had slept with Mike?!
'Shit, shit, shit, shit, I think Pan you've went over the line. I was suppose to comfort him, not fuck him...Fuck!" she yelled in her head trying to stay calm as she put on all her clothes, which were practically rags. 'Yesterdays activity, must have been rough by the looks of it, their was a struggle in here. Damn! And I missed it all,' she thought to herself angrily, accidentally dropping a small picture frame to the ground. She heard Mike groan, and she froze for a second, hearing him mumble obscenities, before running out the bedroom door. She heard him call out seeming not to remember last night either, and wanting to know who had just ran out his room.
Pan ran out the apartment door, and out the building not being caught or seen. She was grateful for that, no witnesses hopefully. She wasn't going to tell anyone what happened not even Mike, who partook in the activity. Jumping in a bus, and arriving at her house 20 minutes later. She went in undetected by her mother, and took a bath, cleaning herself. After the bath she put on some clothes, and left to Nanna's.
... ... ...
"Pan, where were you all night?" Nanna asked Pan, looking worried. She had just arrived at the door, and knocked.
"I went back to my house," I said simply, before continuing, "it was closest to where I went," she said smiling.
"So I'm presuming you had a bad night?" Nanna asked smiling at Pan. Nodding Pan sighed.
"Yeah how you know?" Pan stated walking over to her and looking down at Goken.
"Because Pan excuse my language, but you look like shit," Nanna said laughing good-naturedly.
"Oh, it wasn't that bad I guess but in the morning I had a major headache," Pan said really not remembering anything from last night. Looking at Goken, Pan asked, "was he a good boy, while I was away?" Pan asked looking at the baby in Nanna's arms lovingly. Nanna nodded,
"He didn't even wake up during the night, he is a calm one," Nanna finished handing him to her. "Are you going to work today?" she asked Pan, as they both sat down on the living room sofa.
"No, I have some news for everyone," she stated playing with Goken's hands.
"Good or bad?" Nanna asked unsure if she wanted to know.
"I don't know it's for you to decide," Pan stated, looking up at Nanna. "Where is everyone?" she asked her not hearing a lot of noise in the house.
"They went to school, remember it's Friday," Nanna stated smiling at Pan's clear brain fart. (That mean when you totally forget something)
"Oh, yeah so any medicines for his little fever?" Pan asked looking at Nanna hopefully.
"Of course, how do you think I keep your brothers, and sisters healthy," Nanna said standing up from her seat and heading for the kitchen. Just as she left the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it Nanna," Pan called going to the door, opening it quickly. Who she saw outside, was the last person she wanted to see. Mike. "Hey Mike," Pan said hoping to gods he didn't remember last night.
"Hey Pan, how's the baby?" he asked smiling down at her, and Goken.
"He's fine, what's wrong?" she asked feeling awkward taking to him, knowing what she did.
"Nothing just making sure you made it home," he stated still outside. Pan's heart froze. He remembered about what happened last night?!?
"What do you mean? Why wouldn't I be home?" Pan asked panicking.
"From the club, I must have baled on you last night, and left with someone," he said rubbing his neck with his hand. Relief spread through Pan like poison. "I was just making sure you made it home alright," he finished.
"Don't worry about it, I found a cab, and came right home after I saw you leaving with your friend," Pan said smiling widely. 'He doesn't know! He doesn't know!' she kept thinking happily.
"By any chance did you get to see her face, all I remember from last night is that she had black hair," he said looking at Pan hopefully.
"Nope, nope didn't get a chance I saw you leaving from afar, and from the drinks we had my vision was a little blurry," Pan said hopping he would believe her.
"I guess, the reason is because she ran out this morning, when I was waking up," Mike said shaking his head. "You should have seen my room, it was completely trashed, I must have been pretty ruff because I found blood on the sheets, and-"Pan cut him off there, mouth wide and dry, feeling her face heat up at his words.
"Mike! I don't need to know, and to make it worse a baby is present," Pan half yelled, walking in the house, leaving the door open so Mike could come inn. He mumbled a 'sorry', and walked in.
"I thinks she's all right if she ran out, if that's what you're worried about," Pan stated trying to seem typical at the situating, sitting back on the living room sofa. Mike nodded.
"Yeah I hope so," he said nodding, leaning against a wall. Just then Nanna came walking in the room, with a bottle of warm milk containing the medicine. "Hey Mrs. Bianka nice to see you again," Mike said walking over to her and shaking her hand.
"Mike, it has been a long time, where have you been?" Nanna asked handing over the bottle to Pan and also sitting.
"Around," he said shrugging, "I was in a relationship that took most of my time," he stated appearing being over the break-up.
"Oh really, Pan never mention a woman in your life," Nanna stated glancing at the preoccupied Pan, and then back to Mike. "So why would that be?" she asked. Knowing Pan to always tell her everything.
"That would be, because Pan and my ex didn't get along, to put it likely," Mike said carefully not sure if he should tell Pan's Nanna.
"Why was that, Pan," Nanna asked Pan, whom didn't seem to be paying attention.
"She was the type of woman, Nanna. She would be with a man for interest. Also she cheated on him 24-7," Pan stated not looking up, and away from the baby. Mike shifted a little getting her attention, looking up to him her eyebrows lifted at the expression on his face. "What's wrong?" Pan asked confused. He seemed tormented or something.
"Nothing I just feel stupid for being with her so long," he said quickly. "Nice to have seen you again Mrs. Bianka, I have to go now, or I'll be late for work, see you late Pan," he said. Pan waved, as did Nanna. Then he left.
The room then stayed quiet for a while until Pan broke the silence.
"Nanna"
"Yes Pan?"
"Nanna, if I said I had other family in England that want me, my brothers and sisters, and you to go back to my old home, would you come?"
"....."
"Nanna?"
"Only if you want me to,"
"Thank you Nanna"
Author Notes:
Send in your reviews, and tell me what yah think...Review.