A Broken Life, A Broken Family

By: LonesomePan-Chan

Chapter 13

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I felt my stomach clench in disgust, and anger as I heard the worlds come out of his lips. He was proposing me to be his little whore for two month, and looked casual about it... What a FUCKING BASTARD!!

"So what do you say, Pan? Do we have a deal?" he asked breaking me out of my concentration. I raised my head, trying to prevent any tears from falling as he watched me, but I guess he saw my eyes were shinning with tears because he took a unconscious step forward, reaching a hand to try and touch me. I jerked back as if burned, and was disappointed as I did the first tear slipped out.

"No deal Trunks, no deal," I shook my head harder, feeling my anger and frustration try to burst out of my eyes. "Never again with you, never again," I said more forcefully wiping the first tear off my cheek.

Trunks had stopped moving towards me, and let his hand drop when I moved away. Something similar to pain, and guilt passed through his features, but I wasn't sure because they were washed away instantly. His gazed stayed solid, and cold on my faces. He was frowning now, and I was happy I didn't have to see the sick smirk.

"If that bargain is all the business you have here, Mr. Briefs I would like to ask you to leave, and not come back," I said in my best business like voice so it wouldn't crack, thank God it didn't.

Trunks frowned deeper than before "why aren't you angry?" he asked.

"Because," I shrugged, "I'm tired of being angry right now, I'm tired of looking, talking, and being near you, I'm tired of everything and anything about you, and I'm especially tired of being tired... So just leave me the hell alone," I said realizing what I said was true. I've been so tired, and sick the past week, and all because I worked to hard to try and forget him, then when I had time to relax I thought of him, so that wasn't exactly good free time.

I turned away from him; ready to go inside when I felt the sudden movement of my turn make me dizzy. I felt myself falling then nothing, only the silence of darkness, as it creped over my vision, and I felt secure and safe like when Trunks and a few other people use to hold me...

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"Pan? Pan I'm sorry I didn't know you were... Oh God!" was the first thing I heard when I regained consciousness. The voice sounded like Trunks', but I wasn't entirely sure; maybe it had been my imagination.

I forced my eyes to open, and look to the side of me only to find to my surprise it was Trunks holding my hand with his face buried right next to it mumbling into sheets. 'Where am I and why is Trunks of all people with me?'

I moved my hand away from his desperate grasp and made my body move, and gave my back to him. I didn't want him touching any part of me ever again. I managed to whisper a "don't you ever touch me," before I huddled into the sheets. I realized I was on a hospital bed. I remember falling, but nothing else.

"Where is Beau?" I asked wondering why Beau would leave Trunks alone with me.

"He went to the cafeteria to get something to eat, he wouldn't let me in here so I sneaked in," he explained sounding tired and concern?

"Why did you even bother," I half asked half stated looking at the sidewall. I felt him move away from my bed, and sit straighter.

"Because I was the cause that landed you here," he said hesitantly. "And you... you almost lost our child because of me," he sounded scared now.

That made me freeze for many minutes. I went completely still, and stopped breathing. 'What did he just say,' I asked myself turning to Trunks slowly.

"Pan?" Trunks asked sounding worried, since I hadn't responded to his statement.

"What child?" I asked afraid I heard right.

"You're pregnant Pan, with my child," he said sounding surprise, but I could hear some satisfaction in his voice as he said 'my child'. "Didn't you know?" he asked looking at me straight in the eyes with his solid blue eyes.

"No.... no I'm not," I denied it, turning back to Trunks. "You're lying, you have to be," I whispered feeling tears in my eyes as I saw the truth in his. My eyes burned and body shook, but I wouldn't let myself cry, not in front of him.

"What do you want me to say, Pan? You're not pregnant, and I'm not the father of anything in your body? Well I can't, It's already done..." he said softly provably afraid I'll start to freak.

"GET OUT, GET OUT!! TRUNKS!!" I screamed in his face holding the sheets more firmly around my body. I hated him, and didn't want to believe anything he said. I couldn't be pregnant, I just couldn't.

"Pan please, calm down and listen to me," he pleaded standing now, trying to get a hold of me. I kicked the sheets off my body and scrambled away from him, almost falling off the bed.

"Stay away from me Trunks, and never come near my family," I cried finally not being able to help myself, which angered me much more.

"You can't keep me away from my child Pan," he said easing away from me.

"I'm not pregnant with anything that is yours," I growled out.

"It's my child Pan, not your boyfriend's," he said slowly.

I shrugged, "I'm not pregnant, but if I were it's provably his," I said cruelly. I noticed Trunks' fist clenched, and unclenched with his anger.

"So, you really slept with that piece of shit?" he asked distastefully.

"Yeah, and you know what?" I didn't wait for him to ask 'what', "he's the best so far..." I stopped there because Trunks moved forward and took hold of my shoulders firmly.

He leaned so close to my face, our lips were only instance away, in an intake of breath we could touch lips. At that moment three things happened. Trunks kissed me hard, Beau threw open the door, and I kissed Trunks back, before he was pulled away forcefully. He was thrown back staring at me surprise, as he was tackled down by Beau. They rolled on the ground fighting, until a nurse called in security.

I sat on the bed huddled in my sheets, watching them fight. I didn't want Beau to hurt Trunks, but I didn't interfere. I felt weak, and tired. My head felt as if it was about to explode, and my abdomen gave a sharp bolt of pain. I rolled into a tight ball under the sheets, and screamed in agony. Grabbing my pillow to my body tight for support of some kind.

The nurse pulled the sheet from over my body, and tried to pry me into a straight position, but I fought her and stayed in a small ball screaming in pain.

"What's wrong with her!" I heard Beau's panicked voice asked. 'Why wasn't he near me?'

"To much distress, she may lose her child if this keeps happening," the nurse screamed over my screams.

"I'm not pregnant," I managed to scream out, holding tighter to my pillow.

"You won't be if you don't calm down," the nurse assured trying to pry me out of my ball. I stooped gripping the pillow, and closed my lips tight repressing my screams, but my body still shook.

"Beau," I asked in a small pain filled voice wanting needing someone to hold me.

"What's wrong Panny?" he asked from somewhere near the door.

"Hold me," I said softly letting the nurse uncurl me from my position. A security guard was holding beau back, but he struggled, and finally the guard released him, and let him come next to my bed. He leaned over, and picked me up in his arms, cradling me like a small child against his chest. I circled my arms around his neck, and hid my face in his chest. His arms tightened on my body, and held me protectively. The pain was still there, but I rode it and the last thing I remember before I passed out is seeing Trunks look straight at me and promising with his eyes alone our reunion. He knew the baby was his, and I hoped he would just leave me alone.

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6 months later

"You sure you coming back this time, Pan?" one of my youngest brother teased over the phone. I rolled my eyes, and looked over at Beau, who smiled knowingly.

"Yeah, I'm sure," I assured him.

"Cool, I get to meet your fiancée then?" he asked, I could actually picture his baby smirk.

"Yeah you get to meet, my fiancée," I said rolling my eyes again, and making Beau smirk at me. We had been a couple ever since Trunks walked out, and I was very happy he asked me to marry him two weeks ago; even though I was really pregnant with Trunks' child, and there was nothing I could do about it. Beau stuck by me all this time knowing he's not the father, and that made me love him. Yeah I could say I love him, cause I do.

We never had sex, for the reason that I may lose the baby. We lust for each other badly, but we kept it on check. I moved in with him and slept in the same bed as his, but we only slept nothing more. I know that doesn't help our situation, but oh well.

The media had gotten wing that I was pregnant, and they believed Beau was the father. We didn't deny or confirm any of it, and announced we were getting married after the child was born. They were cool with it, Beau was cool with it, Goten was cool with it, and so was I. I didn't want anyone to know my son was Trunks'. Yeah I'm having a boy!

"But you aren't allowed to play any tricks on him while we're visiting, k?" I said knowing fully well they were going to have some fun with Beau.

"Yeah, yeah so when you coming back?" he asked.

"I'm booking a flight today, and be there by morning," I said. He told me about how my sisters, and brothers were, and what Goten did with the company. The youngest one always knew what was happening before the others. "Alright Mickey see yah tomorrow," I said using his nickname.

"Bye Panny," he hung up.

"So we really are going this time?" Beau asked raising an eyebrow. I nodded smiling, and walked over to him. He was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

"Yeah I'm ready to go back," I said knowing he didn't want me to go, because he was afraid I would want to stay, and he would have to come back alone.

"To visit only, right?" he asked. I nodded, and smiled when he didn't look convinced. I sat on the couch next to him, and stared at him as he tried to avoid my gaze. I let out a small giggle causing him to look at me questioningly.

"I'm coming back with you, Beau," I assured capturing his lips in a heated kiss. I heard a growl from deep in his throat, before he responded to the kiss full force, and explored my mouth. It felt like he was trying to taste every part of my mouth. He was the best kisser in my opinion.

We finally pulled away from each other needing air, and smiled. He had his right arm holding me in place on his lap, and left hand behind my neck I don't remember getting in that position, but I wasn't complaining even if my stomach was in the way. "I'll come back with you," I repeated smiling wider.

"You better, or I'll steal you back," he said sounding stubborn. I smiled wider.

"When are we coming back?" I asked looking innocent.

"I could stay over there for a whole week," he said looking at my face carefully. I forced my smile to become a pout.

"Only a week?" I asked pouting.

"Afraid so, I have work in the office," he stated.

"I guess I'll have to stay behind, when you come back," I lied enjoying his worrying.

"No Pan, don't play like that. I need you with me," he said holding my waist and pulling me closer to him. I felt myself fill with guilt, he really was being stressed about the visit, because it might not just be a visit.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't know this was bugging you so much," I said dropping my face into the side of his neck, breathing in his masculine scent.

"It's alright... You better book the flights with the private airlines," Beau stated giving me a kiss on the cheek. I nodded getting up, and going for the office room, where the computer was in.

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"Oh my God Pan, you look..." Chichi drifted off, hugging me tight.

"Pregnant," I offered, trying to pull away because it felt uncomfortable. The baby was due any day now. "How is everyone?" I asked looking around after I've hugged everyone. They all told me what had been going on, while I've been gone, and why Goten wasn't there to greet me. He was at work trying to get rid of a 'problem' in the company.

Beau stood a little ways from the whole group waiting patiently for me to introduce him, which I embarrassedly did, hearing my sibling's teasing. Goku shook hands with Beau, and Chichi hugged him.

We finally managed to get into the lobby and out of the cold air of the airlines' plain landing. What I found in the lobby was very unexpected. Camera crew after Camera crew lined up over each other, bombarding her with flashes and questions. It took both Chichi, and Goku's shielding to get me through to the front. I had knew their would be a media gathering when we got there but I hasn't dreamed it would have been this big a gathering.

Beau held my hand with his, and stayed at my side keeping away the microphones they where throwing at our way. It got so claustrophobic, that I began to forget how to breathe.

"Pan are you feeling allright?" this question from my younger brother made the room go quiet. I tried to talk but couldn't find the breath to breathe first. Security guards finally appeared at my side pushing the media back, and helping us move forward once again.

"Is she alright," "She looks real pale," "Is she going into labor?" where the questions I could hear as we got out of the building. Beau picked me up, and carried me to an awaiting limousine. He opened the door, and put me inside.

"Panny, tell me if you want to go the hospital," he told me seriously closing the door behind him. My family was still talking to the media.

"No, no I was just a little overwhelmed, that's all," I explained able to breath calmly now. "I get claustrophobic, when I'm being clouded like that."

"Are you sure," he asked worried. I nodded smiling. "Alright, your grandparents should be coming over in a bit, they said."

As I opened my mouth to respond something crashed into the side of the limo causing it to shudder.

"What was that?" I asked alarmed looking all around me. Beau opened the door and got out, looking around the limo. The driver was on the ground, next to the driver's door.

I moved to the front of the limo, looking through the small glass of the limo. Beau kneeled next to the driver checking his pulse. I saw movement behind him.

"Beau..." was all I could get out before the figure hit Beau hard behind the head, and looked directly at me. I screamed in horror as the masked figure moved towards the limo, and into the driving seat. I crawled back away from the middle window, and tried to get to the door. I nearly got there before the door opened, and in came a more feminine figure. I couldn't see her face with the mask covering it like the man's, they were wearing twin outfits.

I looked out the window where I could see Beau lying on the pave road, and screamed wordless, hitting the limo's side windows in his direction. The masked woman came behind me, and hit me on a pressure point on my neck. Then everything went hazy, and finally black all around.

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Author Notes... Sooo sorry I'm so slow at updating, just that school's a bitch, and work is high on my desk.