SLASH! HarryXDraco, from Draco's Pov.
not mine, I only wish....
I'm sick of crying,
I'm sick of living,
I'm sick of dying,
and I'm sick of giving,
My heart to you.
I'm sick of wanting,
What cannot be.
I'm sick of hunting,
For the child in me.
I'm sick of needing,
I'm sick of lieing,
I'm sick of pleading,
and I'm sick of tieing,
My soul to yours.
I'm sick of loving,
All these years.
I'm sick of hating,
all your tears.
I'm sick of wishing,
I'm sick of hoping,
I'm sick of hissing,
and I'm sick of moping,
every day.
I'm sick of being,
All alone.
All I wanted,
was a love of my own.
Yet each day,
drives us further apart,
I want to say,
I love you with all of my heart.
I'm sick of this love,
burning my heart,
It's not enough,
So I remain apart.
I stand aside and taunt you,
hating the hurt in your eyes,
If only you knew,
you're not the only one who cries.
I'm sick of waiting,
for the right time,
I'm sick of hating,
I want you to be mine.
I'm sick of Father,
Mother too,
It's such a bother,
When all I want is you.
With emerald eyes,
So dark and pure,
A part of me dies,
For my pain has no cure.
I'm sick of hiding,
my inner fire,
I'm sick of lying,
about my desire.
Harry Potter,
You make me burn,
The fire's hotter,
and I'll never learn,
how to stay away.
Yet for you I must,
remain afar,
Despite my lust,
I'll go wherever you are.
I will protect you,
from everyone,
If it's the last thing I do,
As the Malfoy son.
So I'll be Waiting,
keeping you near,
teasing and bating,
hiding a tear.
Maybe someday you'll forgive,
You'll understand,
My love for you is why I live,
As love and pain come hand in hand.
So I'll keep my eyes full of scorn,
All the while my heart forlorn,
Feeling pain as my soul is torn,
I'll see you every single morn.
So for now,
I'll say goodbye,
Don't ask how,
Don't ask why,
You'll never see this Malfoy cry...
umm....yeah.... please review? please? -puppy eyes- and check out my harry/draco fic? thankee one and all!