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I have no idea how many chapters there are going to be so go with the flow :)
BTW I am a complete Idiot for not making a disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter and I'm definitely not talented enough to write a song as good as "Crazy" so Simple Plan owns that too.
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody going to save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that some thing is wrong.
I'm not going crazy…yet. If Harry doesn't notice soon though, I'm going to die, I've admitted that to myself. He's the only one that can save me.
I won't admit I have a problem. I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM. It's more like an obsession. Oh, and Malfoy called me fat again today. If he had any idea what was going on he would have figured out that insulting me only fuels my passion for Harry and my contempt for him.
God Harry, I hate you. Why won't you open your eyes? Wait. I just went back over those last two sentences. Honestly I didn't mean them, I swear! I just need to eat but I can't. Actually I think I did mean that second sentence.
I am going to die. I meant that literally and figuratively. But I can't die! But if I do, then Harry would know that something was wrong. Could it be, that my only option is to kill myself?
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like world war III
I HATE THIS! My parents don't get it, my friends don't get, even my teachers don't get it! What the hell is wrong with this world? I'm slipping in school, hell I'm slipping in life! Ron, I think, is starting to notice something. It's about time if he is. It's been 3 weeks and I know for a fact that I've lost ten pounds (I'm telling you this starvation thing really works).
I can't tell my parents, they wouldn't understand. They'd drill me, and grill me, and in the end, deep fat fry me. (Wow I've never had a sense of humor before, slight as it may be). My parents are now my enemies. They have joined the ranks Malfoy and Divination. I swear if I did tell them it would feel like world war III
I'm surprised though, that my teachers have not noticed. Maybe Snape isn't as sharp as we all thought him to be! It's incredibly obvious that my grades are slipping, sledding downhill. Come on, I got a fifty on my last test! Why you ask? I'll tell you why. I was too frigging hungry to study.
I will admit that this diet has changed me, though. And not just on the outside, either. I have become more aggressive, less open. I have become more likely to bite your head off. That is not me, though, that is the diet talking. I promise that you that underneath I am still the same sweet smart girl you always knew.
If he would just notice then we could all get back to our normal lives. Maybe I could even start to eat again! Wouldn't that be fun?
A/Ns: Well I thought that was better than the last chapter. Tell me what YOU think of it a.k.a Read And Review!!!(Or flame) Oh and if you're like me, who reads her fanfiction aloud-read it with Emotion because that's the way I wrote it. Again there is more song to come so stay tuned : )