AN: this is a twisted events from what happened at this point in the series

Friends are useless

People are heartless

And this ugly world is full of beauty.

Wanted

Sleep

Here I was the great Tyson, I sighed softly. Isn't this just the most prefect sight you have ever seen? I mean, here in a comma and thus I forfeit my title due to the simple fact I can not blade!

There goes all my work sweat and pain over the years. Maybe I sound like I am bitching at you, maybe I am. This is my eternal darkness, maybe I should have confided more into my friends. However hold that thought they left me alone, they abandon me to take me down.

But that's how the world works you know you get so far with the people at your side then they turn on you. It Is just how the world works ya know? Maybe Kai understands he will take over his grandfathers company some day. He should have left me there to rot in that ally, he shouldn't have confronted me.

This is his fault you know. He gave me false hope, hope that the Blade Breakers would pull though.

I mean I knew Kenny could sense my heart falter in battle. Many times he approached me and asked me to explain what was wrong. I wanted to cry on his shoulders, truly I did however something deep inside me told me would leave as well.

So I didn't, its that simple really.

So here I am, in my own darkness, my downfall.

Broken wings, and a lost sense of hope in this empty void not even Dragoons voice can reach me.

Dragoon… how you tried to save me…I know you did really.

In the end, you failed when I lost my will, of everything now all I want to do is sleep. Sleep forever in this darkness, it is strange many seen me as light. I am a pillar for people, I give them hope and will to go past what they know is true and reach for the unbelievable.

But now, now I have lost it myself. My pillars have left me within this darkness, so I sleep never wanting to wake up.

Never.

Max ran behind the doctors as they darted through the doors, skillfully he dialed a number on his cell. This can't be happen! No this can't! these thoughts ran through his mind as he ran. "Kenny pick up! pick up!"

Max was relieved when he heard a tried yawn on his phone and began to explain what has happened. He noticed Kenny quiet composure then a soft, "I will wake everyone up….watch over him max…"

Slowly Max closed his cell phone and jogged to a stop in front of the emergency room. He stared up at the light that flashed on, then he gazed helplessly at the twin doors. His very own child hood friend was in there, he could feel the hot tears run down his cheek.

Truth was that he was in soaking wet clothing, blonde lock stuck to his face, Max leaned against the wall and slid down. This wasn't suppose to happen, Tyson can't die. he can't…

Max found himself muttering these words to him self as he stared on to the twin doors. He had lied and said he was Tyson's brother; surprisingly he was let on the ride.

The blonde boy didn't look up when he heard what was now, the new Blade Breakers. He heard Kenny approach him, in a soft voice "Max?"

As the boy heard his given name he looked up to the young computer wiz, "…Kenny…" His redden eyes looked over at the rest of the group Hillary, Daichi, and Hiro the new captain stood and all looked at him. They wanted answers, why Tyson got hit by the car, why he was there, and why any of this happened.

"He…I saw him….from my window down in the streets…Then…then I went after him…I heard him in the Ally way with someone…and then…he just walked into the street. That's when a car was speeding towards him…he didn't even seem to notice it!...i tried yelling at him but…but…he didn't noticed…" Max felt more hot tears sting his eyes and trail down his cheeks. "He was hit…pretty badly…too."

A cold breezed chilled their surroundings, "They…don't know if he will make it…"

You see I know they are trying to save me, I could feel their hands working on my insides. Who ever said you don't feel a thing while your knocked out never really remembered it. I can feel their hands working on me, the pull of my sink, the sting of their blades.

I can feel all of it, and let me tell you something it hurts like hell. I mean I don't think they gave me enough drug, or maybe a drug to forget it all when I wake up. I never really remember things when I am asleep, well a few times.

However those end me up wet, and let's say a little embarrassed. Like this one time when I was dreamed of- oh you don't want to know the perverted thinkings of my mind, I may not make sense anyways.

I read this one book before…Catcher something….Now I am not comparing myself to that loon of a kid. But we do flow some what the same I mean, I am a social guy and I surround myself with people all the time. There is still some things I don't confess to my closest of friends, let me remind you that have all left me.

Oh ya, I contradict myself all the time in my crazy little head. Boy do I do it all the time, OW…fuck that hurt…damnit I think they are probing me with something and messing with my insides too.

Did that car really hit me that hard?

Either way….I don't want to wake up, not right now. It is safe here, within this cold darkness, comfort, something that will never change, ever.

Until I wake up, which I won't. I will not let myself, kill me now and let me sleep.

Death isn't to scary you know if you think about it. Death is just another journey you have to take at some point why run.

I sighed softly in my dark little world and floated to the bottom or what I thought it was. "Dragoon?"

I called him softly, to me he reminded me of a god I heard about. Seiryuu that is who he reminded me of maybe that's who he was in another lifetime, before he got turned into a bit beast. A great dragon god, I could see that you know I mean he is awfully powerful and in the past many had wanted that power. Also Suzaku could be Kai's, Byakko Reis the white tiger, and lastly Genbu for max.

It was true when we….-were- all on the same side…we were unstoppable team. The four gods, is this…what we really have? Ha, I actually said something right and smart for a change it is an amazing thing!

I called out for him again, and again and again. Finally I could feel faint warmth and smiled softly. He finally came, my one and only true friend.

"hey dragoon…" I said softly as I relaxed into his warmth. For some reason or another he felt like…a big fluffy dog in this state of mind. He was my protector friend, and everything I wanted to be.

I listened to his breathing, which made me wonder was he alive or was it my need for him to be real, and alive?

I could feel his voice rumble in his throat, "Tyson, you need to allow yourself to awaken."

"I won't, I like it here…with you. This is…"

"safe?" I hate it when he cut me off like that.

"Yes safe its safe here…"

I could feel him sigh and let him drop the subject. Now wasn't the time, maybe in a few years or so. That is if i live for that long.

While tyson is int he comma its his PoV plot starts moving next chapter

Just a note i saw the connection witht he four gods, i am not sure just how many people acutally have.

Genbu- Trutle Snake
Sazaku- Fire Phoinix

Seiryuu- water dragon

Byakuu- Gaint white tiger

funny thing i think