Hey, this is my first Teen Titans fic, hope it's good, please review so i know that ppl are actually reading this. thanx

Disclaimer: Sadly i do not own the teen titans

Chapter 1: Wavering Thoughts.

"Breakfast!" Beast boy called. It was the morning after their big defeat of Slade. Everyone was tired, no one was dressed yet, they all wandered down in their PJ's.

"Hey Beast boy," Cyborg said, "What's on the menu?"

"Tofu waffles"

Cyborg shuddered. "Dude, why can't you eat anything normal. Like eggs and bacon?"

"Dude I've been those animals, it's like eating myself."

Raven rolled her eyes "Just eat it."

Cyborg stuck his tongue out at Raven and sat down at the table.

"Friends, let us not fight, we have had enough of this already."

Robin spoke up "Yeah, I know your being your normal selves, but today, can we try not fighting?"

Beast boy set down the waffles and everyone dug in.

Cyborg's eyes went wide "Whoa dude, these are actually good."

Beast boy wore a smug look on his face "Told ya."

After breakfast everyone helped clean up and then they went to do their various training exercises.

Raven went up to the roof to do her morning meditation. She had slept past sunrise when she normally would meditate. She made up for it now. When she got up there she went to the edge of the tower and sat down.

"" She said calmly, rocks around her glowed black and rose up beside her. Then they fell back down.

She tried again "" this time the rocks didn't even rise. "Common" She told herself "Concentrate!" But she couldn't, she couldn't get her mind off of him. He had haunted her dreams for so long. But she wasn't allowed to love. She forced herself to concentrate on her meditation. For 15 minutes she tried but couldn't. She got up and went down to the training room.

She put on some music and started punching the bag wildly. All the while thinking to herself. "Common' Raven, he would never like you back, you're the daughter of a demon! Not to mention your ugly." She shook her head and resumed fighting with the punching bag. She started to cry slightly. She heard a noise and whirled around to see Robin standing there.

"Hey Raven, didn't know you were down here." His face suddenly fell when he saw tears running down her face. "Are you alright?"

She wiped her face "Yeah I'm fine." She said.

He walked towards her "Mind if I join you?"

"It's a free country" She said resuming her usual monotone voice. Her thoughts strayed again. "It's bad enough when I'm just thinking about him, but now he's standing right beside me." She punched the bag harder.

Robin turned from his own punching bag and spoke to her again. "Are you sure your alright?"

"I'm fine." She said through gritted teeth.

"No." Robin thought "Everything's not fine. He looked at her, studying her face. She's beautiful. I wish I had the courage to tell her.

Raven only caught the last part of the sentence. "Tell me what?" She wondered.

They finished with the punching bags and decided to practice hand to hand.

Raven chanted and a barbell rose and flung itself at Robin. He dodged it and hit it with his staff, sending it back at Raven. She tried to gain control of it before it hit her but she couldn't. It hit her slamming her against the floor.

"Raven!" Robin called. "Are you alright?"

She moaned and sat up holding her head.

He put his hand on her shoulder "I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to do that."

She held up her other hand "Not your fault. I lost my concentration"

Robin looked her in the eyes and asked once more "Are you POSITIVE, you're alright?"

Her heart fluttered as she started back into his eyes. For a moment she was lost to the world. She then shook herself out of it and said again "I'm fine." She got up and went back to her room.

Robin stared after her. Why won't she tell me what's wrong?"

He lifted weights for a few more minutes then went up to his room and took a shower.