(AN: I guess no one noticed but I switch Points of View in the last chapter
by accident. –shameful rose- Forgive me. TT Sorry for the delay. . )
I was staring at Terra for the longest time imaginable, contemplating if I should jump for joy or strangle her. I decided to act calm, and cool, and collective.
"Terra?" I asked, giving a raised brow the chance to show my confusion. She let out a sigh, and brushed back her blonde hair.
"I... Can we talk?" She looked around my hotel room, finding a couch and then looking at me again as if asking for permission. I don't know why she just didn't verbally ask, but I did nod for permission to entrance. She moved to the couch, and took a seat where her eyes had landed before. I took the seat next to her, and waited for her to talk. After several minutes of silence, I decided it was time I began.
"How's Beast Boy?" I looked down at the ground, suddenly feeling embarrassed. It raced through my mind that I was doing all of this for him, I was practically begging for him on my knees, stuff I would have never done before. Have I changed that much, or was this my true intentions all along?
"He's... I don't know... I haven't seen him. Raven, I've been running from him," She took a pause, and a sigh, and I swore several tears could have fallen out of her eyes right then and there.
"What do you mean?" I didn't know if I should've yelled at her, or killed her, or just tried to play it calm, but I knew I wanted nothing more then to hurt her. I never trusted her before, and I know I couldn't ever trust her. How could she do that to Beast Boy? Someone that loved her so much? How could she tear his heart out like that? I wonder, does he know?
"I don't want him to find me Raven!" She yelled out, looking at me as the tears finally fell. I felt sympathetic suddenly, and then pissed. Why was she crying? She had no right too! Beast Boy has been following her around, showing her his compassion, and giving her all his love, and what did I get? A one week stay!
"Well maybe you should tell him that," I spoke in a calm voice, cool and calm. But inside my head I was in a wild rumble, voices appeared from no where and were fighting with each other.
"I... I tried. I really did Raven, but he said he wouldn't stop. God's Raven, I need him to stop! I can't love him!" Everything froze. Time froze, my heart froze, my thoughts froze. She can't love him? What does that mean? That she does love him but she can't be with him? I wanted to strangle her, kill her, I don't know, find out the truth! By the time I came out of it, out of all the fighting in my head, she was gone. It was like a dream, one big dream. Maybe I had slept it, and I had just woken up from the couch. I couldn't remember. I can't remember.
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It was early morning, about 5 or 6, when I decided to wake up and begin searching. It felt silly, wrong, like I should just give up now. I was completely lost, and I didn't know where to go. I had no light to show my the way. I had nothing. I thought back to the stars, back a few days ago when I stared up at them. If I was staring up at them now, I wonder, what would they tell me if they could talk? Maybe they could sing me a melody to put me to bed, and when I woke up there would be Beast Boy. There would be my life again, all fixed and ready to go. Like the perfect life. If only... if only the stars could sing.
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(Note: Sorry, I had to make it a short chapter... TT. I'll write again later on tonight and make a bigger chapter. So sorry. I'm sorry. Thanks for all the reviews though, they really make my day )
I was staring at Terra for the longest time imaginable, contemplating if I should jump for joy or strangle her. I decided to act calm, and cool, and collective.
"Terra?" I asked, giving a raised brow the chance to show my confusion. She let out a sigh, and brushed back her blonde hair.
"I... Can we talk?" She looked around my hotel room, finding a couch and then looking at me again as if asking for permission. I don't know why she just didn't verbally ask, but I did nod for permission to entrance. She moved to the couch, and took a seat where her eyes had landed before. I took the seat next to her, and waited for her to talk. After several minutes of silence, I decided it was time I began.
"How's Beast Boy?" I looked down at the ground, suddenly feeling embarrassed. It raced through my mind that I was doing all of this for him, I was practically begging for him on my knees, stuff I would have never done before. Have I changed that much, or was this my true intentions all along?
"He's... I don't know... I haven't seen him. Raven, I've been running from him," She took a pause, and a sigh, and I swore several tears could have fallen out of her eyes right then and there.
"What do you mean?" I didn't know if I should've yelled at her, or killed her, or just tried to play it calm, but I knew I wanted nothing more then to hurt her. I never trusted her before, and I know I couldn't ever trust her. How could she do that to Beast Boy? Someone that loved her so much? How could she tear his heart out like that? I wonder, does he know?
"I don't want him to find me Raven!" She yelled out, looking at me as the tears finally fell. I felt sympathetic suddenly, and then pissed. Why was she crying? She had no right too! Beast Boy has been following her around, showing her his compassion, and giving her all his love, and what did I get? A one week stay!
"Well maybe you should tell him that," I spoke in a calm voice, cool and calm. But inside my head I was in a wild rumble, voices appeared from no where and were fighting with each other.
"I... I tried. I really did Raven, but he said he wouldn't stop. God's Raven, I need him to stop! I can't love him!" Everything froze. Time froze, my heart froze, my thoughts froze. She can't love him? What does that mean? That she does love him but she can't be with him? I wanted to strangle her, kill her, I don't know, find out the truth! By the time I came out of it, out of all the fighting in my head, she was gone. It was like a dream, one big dream. Maybe I had slept it, and I had just woken up from the couch. I couldn't remember. I can't remember.
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It was early morning, about 5 or 6, when I decided to wake up and begin searching. It felt silly, wrong, like I should just give up now. I was completely lost, and I didn't know where to go. I had no light to show my the way. I had nothing. I thought back to the stars, back a few days ago when I stared up at them. If I was staring up at them now, I wonder, what would they tell me if they could talk? Maybe they could sing me a melody to put me to bed, and when I woke up there would be Beast Boy. There would be my life again, all fixed and ready to go. Like the perfect life. If only... if only the stars could sing.
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(Note: Sorry, I had to make it a short chapter... TT. I'll write again later on tonight and make a bigger chapter. So sorry. I'm sorry. Thanks for all the reviews though, they really make my day )