Title: Traveling With Head Boy

Disclaimer: Seriously, I'm depressed, school starts soon, the class list sucks, and now I have to say I don't HP? This is the worst thing you have to put on these chapters.

Summery: In a Lily Evans point of view, when looking for simple ball plans turns into going to the future with head boy. How will Lily deal with James?

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AN: Ok Well here is the next chapter. I'm writing as many as I can. So that way at school all I have to do is push that little button that says to upload the chapter. I hope you enjoy this one. Oh I all suggest you listen to Kelly Clarkson's new song called Breakaway. It's great when writing. Well here are review thanks.

The thing were Fred or George call James by his real name was a mistake! Not ment to happen! Contuine down

Tekvah Ariel: They're going to have to find out! I'm sorry!

sumrandumperson: Thank you! And here is the next chapter!

lilchocolatechip011: Don't worry I won't change! I love writing this chapter, it was so fun! So here is the next chapter

vickiicky: Ok The fred and george calling matthew james was a BIG mistake. And writing the chappies I made that mistake over a THOUSAND times! Smart eh? lol

Emerald Eyed Cutie: YAY! Everyone is pitied now! whoo hoo! Oh yeah can I tell you a secret? You know how that cane took you away? Well I CONTRALED IT! muhahahahahaha

Padfoot the Great: Yeah, it is sad that they're fighting. BUt don't worry they will be friends soon.

Morgan Riordan: OK. I'm going to clear this up for you. James is mad at Lily for talking behind his back and that she didn't agree to tell everyone. And have you ever been in a fight were you want to throw anything at that person's face? Will this is what James did. I hoped this help!

Zayne: hehe well here is the next chapter!

Cecilia Orechio: That was mistake with the fred and george saying James. I make this mistake when writing A LOT! And yeah they are both at fault and they will relise this very soon. Yeah I tone Hermoine down. I'm trying to make her the exact oppisite of one of my supper-hyper-eats-20-powerbars-a-day friend! lol, the footsteps belong to the girls. The reason why I'm telling you this is that it is not included in the story. thanks!

Desolation Lily: Yep, James is a prick alrite (a cute one thogh!) Yeah that will be cleared up in the chapter! Thanks!

Crimson Candy: Nope you haven't said those words but thanks! That REALLY means something to me! =)

stephanny: I have to say you are very lukey. I updated this chapter and then removed it cos i forgot to add you! But thanks and here is the next chapter!

Along with, the whole Fred and George thing about Lily wanting to song James, I accidentally wrote James instead of Matthew. So it's just a small error. Sorry about that!

I woke up to the bright sunshine going through the window. I looked around, Hermoine and Ginny on their beds. Still asleep, which was perfect because all of the events last night came flashing to me.

Why was James such a jerk? I thought he was my friend.

Was, is the key word. I'm not friends with bullying toe rags.

I went downstairs to the kitchen; I was hoping it would be all-alone for breakfast. I did have some company it was Remus. If James was here I think there would have been a little 'accident' if you catch my drift.

"Hey Lily, how are you feeling?"

"Not good"

"Come here"

I went over and he gave me a hug, which I needed. I also need a Barbie that looks like James and a very sharp butcher knife but this was the closest thing at the moment so I took it.

"Why was James a jerk?"

"Cause he gets angry and over protective and very, very, stubborn. Ask me, it has to with that hair; it doesn't want to stay flat. Its as stubborn as him."

I put on a small smile. It was cheering me up a bit.

"Look he is sorry, he is truly is"

"Sorry? I thought that he didn't want to be friends with me"

Remus let out a big breath, "Lily, James has a horrible temper, it's as if he has Satan in him or something. It can be scary. But that doesn't happen often. But other then that he is a wonderful person. "

"Wait, you expect me to FORGIVE that ungrateful jerk after what he said to me last night?"

"No, I'm saying, that you should give James a chance."

I backed away from Remus. What does he think? I'm going to all happy perky girl and kiss James and say 'I forgive you'. Is this what Remus expects me to do? Is that what everyone expects me to do? Cause I won't. I won't forgive him for what he did! Did he ever hear the saying, 'Think before you act?' He should.

"Why should I give him a chance!?"

"Oh god, Lily, just forgive and forget"

"No! I won't! He made me feel like shit last night! I thought I liked me the way he liked me for six years! No! I can't forget what he did and said to me last night!"

Remus's eyes darkened.

"He didn't hurt you physically did he Lily? This is important to tell"

"No he didn't! He just hurt me emotionally."

"Just think about it"

"Yeah I will"

I walked out in my t-shirt and boxers and a robe outside. Next to the headquarters there was a small little forest (AN: I imagine a little forest, don't ask why) I wondered in to it a bit. There were lots of the trees cut down. I found a small little stump in the middle of the forest. I sat down and begin to organize my thoughts.

It didn't take long I heard a crackle. I turned my head to see a deer? No it couldn't be, but it was.

It came forward to me, it seemed hesitate to come near me. Like if I would explode to him or something. He was an animal, so it was normal.

"Come here"

I made noises so it would come nearer. It did, I pet its forehead. His fur was so soft.

"Oh, what am I going to do with this James thing? He acts likes a jerk and a great friend all at the same time"

It just nuzzled my hand.

I let out a sigh; I wish life was so simple. I wish they're was no evil, no cruelty, and no slytherines. Then I would wish for a perfect world.

No matter how many little girls and boys wish for that. It would never come true. If it were, life would be too simple.

"Its so confusing, I just wish that last night never happened."

The deer just hid his face in my hands, as if to hide his shame.

"He's so cruel, I mean I never do stuff to him. To think I actually had a crush on him! Why did I have to fall for him?"

The deer just kept pushing his face in my hands as if to get away from something.

"OH well, that's life"

I kept petting the deer. It was Christmas Eve. It was suppose to be a happy holiday. Not a lets-be-upset-over-James holiday.

I just wish I could stay with this deer forever, forget about the world, and forget about James.

I know it wasn't possible but maybe I could wish on a star and hope for it to all go away.

"Well deer time for me to go and face the real world. Its horrible but you should go back to whatever you were doing"

The deer lifted his head from my hands for the first time, I saw his eyes, they looked like James, but it couldn't be James.

I walked away, I heard the deer try and follow me and then stop and gallop to the woods.

I turned my head to see that he ran away, from his fears maybe.

I went back to the house. I quickly was allowed entrance. I walked in the kitchen to see Hermoine and Ginny eating breakfast. They were talking in low voices. I walked over to them; they didn't stop which I was happy that THEY weren't hiding anything from me.

"Hey Ann" Ginny greeted me.

My heart lifted, James didn't tell them my real identity. I was so happy.

"Look that was totally cruel what Matthew did to you"

"Really, he needs to control his anger"

I sighed, "I know, I know, he was a jerk and Remus thinks I should forgive him"

They both had their jaws wide open for flies to come in.

"Your serious?" Ginny asked.

"Does he really think your going to go and say 'sorry it was MY fault?'"

I sighed, "Well he just wants me to give Matthew a chance"

Both girls shook their heads. It felt so good to have someone on my side for once.

Ginny was biting her lip, as if scared to ask or do something.

"Ann, can I ask something?"

"Sure, anything you want Ginny"

"Um, Ann, why were you and Matthew calling each other James and Lily?"

I was in shock, so he didn't tell! James didn't tell that I'm Lily Maria Evans, Why didn't he tell them? I wasn't stopping him, just as long as he didn't come crying to me.

"I-I can't say, its something very important. But you will find out Ginny that I promise. Still call me Ann and jerk head Matthew"

Ginny nodded her head, but her eyes shone suspicious at me. I could understand, I mean what kind of a lame excuse I gave her was pretty bad if you asked me but hey. What ever works?

We heard footsteps come in; we turned to see a half asleep Ron and Harry. God, I hope they were on my side.

"Hey Ann" Both Harry and Ron greeted me. They greeted everyone else here, which wasn't much but still.

"Hey Ann, ok I know what Matthew was REALLY, REALLY dumb but-"

I cut Ron off; I knew he was going to say. "Gee you don't think I notice that he was being a butthead?"

Ron and Harry looked at each other. They knew it would be difficult and a long time to convince me to forgive to that bully toe rag.

"Look Ann, he had an outburst just like I do. Sometimes I do act like a jerk but Hermoine and Ron forgives me!"

Ron and Hermoine were looking at Harry as if he was dumb. Harry gave a sigh, "Ok maybe I'm a smaller jerk then Matthew was but it's almost the same thing"

"Better Mate" Ron said to Harry.

"OK, well Ron were getting off the point. Ann, he is seriously sorry for what he did. Just give the guy a chance, or even better, talk to him. He wants to apologize for what he did, but he can't do it if someone won't listen to him."

Harry did have a point, I wanted to forgive and forget but I just can't forget what he did to me. I can't forget what he said to me. It's just too hard.

"Ann, just give the poor guy a chance, that's all what Harry and I want you to do. Just let him talk to you."

I thought about it for a moment, I hate to be in a fight with James for a long time. I guess I should give James a chance. On one condition, he can never ever do something behind my back that is so important. If he ever did it again.

I won't give him a second chance.

I gave a sigh, "Fine, fine, I'll give him one chance to make up for what he did. If he ever does what he did again. He'll never get another chance from me or I won't talk to forever"

Harry and Ron nodded, happy from their success.

"This is great, thanks Ann!"

Ron was still looking if he had one thing to ask, I had a feeling it was those names I used during the fight.

"Wait, Ann, why were you calling him James and him calling you Lily?"

"As I told Ginny earlier, Matthew and I will tell you when we can. You will find out so don't worry Ron."

Both Harry and Ron nodded to my answer, both happy I didn't blow up at them.

"Well Ron and I better go and get dressed and thanks again Ann"

"No problem Harry"

Both of the boys left us to be.

"So you really are going to give Matthew a chance Ann?"

"Yeah I think I will Ginny, I can't stay mad at him forever if you see what I mean"

Both girls nodded to my response to the situation.

"Well I'm getting dressed and going to go and find Matthew and talked this mess right out.

"Good Luck" Hermoine and Ginny said to me before I rushed out of the kitchen.

I ran up the stairs to the girl's room.

I rummaged through my trunk. I quickly found a pair of jeans and a light blue top.

I quickly took my brush and ran it through my hair to get the tangles out of my hair. Soon I was done.

I rushed out to the hallway, on my way I bumped into James on the way to his room

"We need to talk Lily"

No Kidding.

AN: Here is a NICE cliffy! Muahahhaha! Now go review or I won't update! Now Review!

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