Disclaimer: Why am I putting this? You all know I don't Harry Potter and co. J. K. Rowling and her brilliant mind owns them.

AD: well I decided to remake my first fanfic. This time it will be better seeing as though I'm not gunna rush the end. I thank all of you who read my previous one. If you wanna read it, it's still up except its crap well at least I think. But then again I think this ones its pretty bad too well just read it and tell me what you think. K? oh if any mistakes i made this time too tell please thanks and enjoy!

"Talking"
'Thinking'

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan

-------Flashback-------

(AD: I was thinking of doing a scene here where Draco's like Daddy Daddy I wanna be just like u when I grow up! Lol ok I'll shut up now.)

"A Malfoy must never show any emotions. Your voice should never give your feelings away either. Love and pity are for the weak. Remember that Draco," Lucius Malfoy stated grimly.

"Yes father," Draco replied coldly.

"Son, you will understand one day and be the heir of the dark lord."

-------End flashback------

Do you think
I'm wasting my time doing things I
Wanna do
But it hurts when you
disapprove all along

-------Flashback-------

"DRACO MALFOY, stop riding your broom and get ready to go to the dark lord's ball. You know you're to make good enough impression so he will certainly pick you as his heir!" roared Lucius Malfoy.

"HA! Me that halfblood's heir! Yea right! I'd rather die then work under him! (AD: you go boy! Ok I'll shut up now)" Draco hollered back.

"Do not insult him like that."A shriek of pain was heard from Draco as he was hit with the Cruciatus Curse.

-------End flashback------

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
enough for you

-------Flashback-------

"Do you Draco Lucius Malfoy devote your life to serving me?" Voltmort hissed.

"Yes master," Draco stated unemotionally while kneeling.

"Extent your left arm to receive your mark."

Draco extended his arm and heard Voldemort mutter some spell. He looked at his arm and saw an ugly black scar.
His father walked up to him. (AD: as in Lucius walked up to Draco)

"Very good Draco will do well as the heir of Malfoy fortune," he said sarcastically

"Thank you," retort Draco well knowing he was being sarcastic.

(AD: is there a word for that phase?)

-------End flashback------

I can't pretend that
I'm all right
And you can't change me

-------Flashback-------

"You are going to kill that Mudblood tonight or I will!" shouted Lucius Malfoy.

"You won't lay a finger on her, "Draco said dangerously

"OH is that so (AD:I made a rhyme YAY!) and what if I do happen to kill her"

"I will by God make you wish you were never born!"

"Why all this for a MUDBLOOD!?"

"Because I love her"

"You love a mudblood?" Lucius scoffed," How disgraceful. I thought better of you Draco. I guess I'll have to teach you until you fully understand."

The familiar trademark smirk appeared on Lucius as he grabbed a whip from off the wall. A look of terror spread on Draco's face as his father came near him. He tried to reach for his wand but there was no use. Lucius thundered down the whip upon his back. He did this continually until he was satisfied by the lack of screaming Draco made. He dropped the whip and said, "I hope you have learned your lesson because next time I won't disregard your actions so easily."

"Love a mudblood? How ridiculous can he get?" Lucius muttered as he walked away from a very bloody Draco.

Draco lied there for what seemed to be forever until he was carried to his room by the house-elves where they bandaged all his wounds up. He laid on his bed until a cold yet inviting blackness consumed him.

-------End flashback------

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

-------Flashback-------

Draco woke the next morning feel the same as ever but he felt lonely as ever. He dismissed the thought, as he got ready for breakfast. On his way to breakfast he passing his father he notice a smirk on his face confirming something bad had happened. After his father apparated to work he grabbed the Daily Prophet. His mother was in the other room absently staring into space. Draco felt sorry for what his mother had gone through.

'She deserves much better as does Hermione.' With a sigh he returned to reading the daily prophet. But when reading the head story froze in shock. The headline read:

HERMIONE GRANGER MURDERED! (AD: I'm so…creative)

Draco couldn't believe it. 'No, no…she…she could have just…died…'

Those words shattered Draco in the heart. He sat there in shock and then sunk his head in his hands, shaking his head in denial.

'Who would do such a thing?' he asked himself.

Suddenly he snapped his head up in realization. His father. Why didn't he see this before? He could have protected her he could have saved her. Draco sank to the floor mourning for his love.

Draco sat on his bed deep in thought. 'Things are getting worse with the dark lord' wincing as he recalled the memory of his last Death Eater meeting.

'What did I ever do to deserve such pain? Sure, I've pranked a few people, broken a few hearts, teased Potter, Weasley, and Granger mer-Granger, my angel, (AD: hey that almost rhymed!) my sweet sweet Hermione' 'She didn't deserve to die.' 'I should have taken her place.' 'Maybe…..hmm just maybe'

Draco grabbed a silver dagger he carefully hid after his last one had discovered by the house-elves and was immediately reported to Lucius. Draco winced at the memory.

'After this no more pain.'

'Who would have thought? Draco Malfoy committing suicide.'

Draco brought the blade up to his wrist like he always did and slashed his flesh in one swift moment. He dazed at his wrist as the blood poured out. Then bring the dagger to his heart he recalled all his memories of his life. The good, the bad, the beautiful. 'Hermione' He whispered, "Maybe now we might have a chance, Hermione," before plunging the dagger into his heart being once again consumed by darkness, only this time forever.

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'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

The End