I DO NOT OWN THES CHARACTORS…. THEY BELONG TO SHOWTIME!! PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!!!!!!!!!!
heyy readers...im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaac! hope u missed me as much a s i missed all ur nice reviews...but with the holidays and a m major case of writers block i justdidnt getthe chance to finish up the next chapter...but eventually i did make some thime so here it is....hope u like it!!! reviews pleeeeeeeeezzzzzz!!
MUAH! (hugs and kisses from me)
" Justin? I thought you left," said Brian.
" Well… I tried…but I'm afraid we have a problem…we're snowed in," replied Justin.
Snowed in with Justin. There was that awkward silence again. Well this should be interesting.
" In that case…come on in."
Justin walked into the loft, sliding the door closed behind him.
Brian decided that he would make the first move to say something. "Um…so how have you been," he asked.
" Um…ok…you?"
"Good…are you still with Ethan?"
As soon as Brian mentioned that name, the expression on Justin's face changed.
"Um…Ethan and I broke up about a year and a half ago"
"Really!?"
Damn…he didn't mean to sound excited…well there goes the I-don't-care-didn't-love-you-anyway attitude flying right out the window.
Justin let out a small laugh," yea…hey…don't drown in your crocodile tears now…"
"Heh…yea...what happened? You guys seemed to be so happy," said Brian.
"Well," replied Justin, "we were…but then he--he…"
A pained look washed over Justin's face. He let out a little laugh as he continued.
"Heh…you're gonna tell me it serves me right.
He cheated on me with a guy he met at one of his shows.
He finally got a recording contract…but the bad part was that it said that no one could know he was gay.
So I couldn't go to his shows with him.
But one night I decided to surprise him and showed up anyway."
He took a deep breath and continued
" But when I got there I saw him walk away with some other guy.
I told myself to forget it and I forgave him"
Justin's voice had become angry and hostile. Brian had never seen him this angry before.
" But when his fucking drooling admirer showed up at his apartment looking for him that was it.
We got into a huge fight and I left. I've been staying with Daphne since then."
Brian didn't know what to say, which was a rare occurrence, because he could always come up with some snappy comeback when he needed it.
Justin was right.
He wanted to tell him that it served him right.
He wanted to scream at him
and tell him that it broke his heart to see him walking out of Babylon in the arms of another man.
But he restrained himself.
All he said was "oh I'm sorry to hear that…"
"Yea… I was too…."
Not much was said after that for a while.
Brian just sat and watched Justin flip through the sketchbook.
But he still had one more question…
Why?
Why did he leave me?
Of course he knew the obvious answer.
He had never said those three little words…
I
Love
You
But in his mind, he never figured out how three little words could mean so much to a person…
But even though he never said it…
He showed it in everything he did…
The way he used to come up behind Justin and wrap him in a bear hug for no reason at all…
The way he kissed him before he left for school in the morning
But most of all…
The way he defended him in front of Mikey…
That was the only time he was never on Mikey's side was when Justin was involved…
That showed him just how much he really did love him…
If it were anyone else he would go right along with it…
But noooo not with Justin…
Never with Justin
On the first bad words out of anyone's mouth about Justin…the claws came out and Brian would rip whoever said it a new asshole without a second thought.
Brian watched as a range of emotions came over Justin's face as he flipped through the book.
Thought brains face was completely emotionless, in his head he was screaming at the top of his lings I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!
But he, most of all, knew he was just too damn stubborn to say it.
THE END...
haha! got ya!!!!!!!!!!!! the next chapter will b up soon...i hope...still battlin amajor case of writers block and midterms r comin up so it may take a little while.....
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