I scream I don't need you but I cry Help
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Chapter 3: Don't tell me
Jimmy's Pov
Here she was again. Telling me things would be fine that I shouldn't worry everything would get better all she was doing was feeding me crap and I was tired of it.
"Hazel Just stop okay" I finally spat
"What?"
"Just stop okay I don't want to hear anymore it's going to be okay, don't worry there's still hope, because there isn't my life is over" I yelled angrily
"Jim don't say that" She said placing her hand over mine but I quickly moved my hand away
"Hazel you don't get it you live in this black and white world where everything works itself out well this one won't" I screamed at her
"I have to be that way for myself and you!" She screamed back
"I don't need you to do anything for me but just leave me alone" I yelled back
"What do you mean" She asked starting to back into tears
"I mean Hazel I'm sorry but it's not working okay" I said soften my voice
"Jimmy don't…" She said breaking down holding my hand and this time I grabbed it back tighter
"Hazel I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore" I said looking everywhere but her face I couldn't see her like this
"Jimmy your just frustrated please don't" Hazel pleaded with me
"No Hazel I do really love you but I'm not in love with you I mean when your stuck in a bed for three months you have time to think and I'm sorry but…" I started but Hazel cut me off
"Don't say it please Jimmy, Don't tell me it's over please" She cried
I just looked at her. "Hazel I'm sorry but it's..." Before I could finish she grabbed her jacket and ran out crying I watched her run out and started crying myself. Why did I have to such a jerk I didn't mean to her hurt her.
"Damn it!" I yelled
Manny's Pov
I can't believe I'm in the Library crying over Spinner but I am I really did think It would be different with him. This time the guy wanted me and I was the one being chased. I was scared he would break my heart and he promised he wouldn't and what does he do break my heart and just make sure it's broken he steps on shattering it into a thousands pieces.
"Um…are you okay" A voice over me asked
"Huh, Oh yeah I'm fine" I answered
"You sure Manny" Jt asked sitting down next to me
"Ye…No what's wrong with me Jt" I asked lowering my head with fresh tears streaming down
"Besides that big pimple on your forehead" He said
I placed my hand over my forehead.
"Really" I asked
"No Manny I'm joking" He laughed
"Jt your evil" I laughed " But really I'm serious what's wrong with me"
"Nothing Manny why would think something was wrong with you" He asked
"Nothing ever works out for me Craig....You now Spinner"
"Spinner what happened I thought you guys were great"
"I did too obviously Paige is better" I said lowering my head
"Oh so he and Paige got back together"
"Yeah and he said he needed someone like Paige and not someone like me"
"Well that's just stupid what guy wouldn't want someone like you" He said
"Yeah I know someone easy, someone who's a slut…"
"Manny no…." Jt started
"Jt…where are you" I heard a voice call "There you are I was looking all over for you come on we have to finish the project" Liberty said bursting in
"Liberty I was just…."
"He was just coming to look for you I have to go" I said
Grabbing my bag and getting up
"Thanks Jt bye" Walking out of the Library as soon as I reached the door I saw Paige and Spinner entering I wanted to turn around and run but Paige spotted me "Manny Hun let me talk to you" She said letting go of Spinner's hand
"Paige I don't…"
"Manny listen it's not that you're a bad person but me and Spin are just made for each other you'll find who your made for" She said placing her hand on my shoulder
"Yeah Thanks Paige I have to go" I said walking away avoiding eye-contact with Spinner
When I entered the hallway I felt like everyone was instantly attached to someone. Everyone except me and lowered my head and walked quickly maybe if I didn't look at everyone making-out and holding hands I'd be okay.
I walked so fast I bumped into knocking their books down. Today was going great first Paige and Spinner then Craig knocks me down now this.
Craig Pov
I sat in the music room and fiddled with my guitar I couldn't think I drew a straight blank. What's wrong with me? Well besides I'm a total nutcase. Great first I Craig "The Cheating Boyfriend" Now I'm Craig "The Wacko" Everyone would look at me and instantly be like "Oh there's that nut job Craig Manning" Ashley deserves someone better someone who isn't totally crazy.
"Hey Craig"
"Huh oh hey Ash" I said snapping back
"You okay" She asked sitting next to me
"Yeah I'm fine Sorry about earlier" I apologized not really knowing what I was exactly apologizing for
"No I'm sorry I should be focusing on you not Jimmy"
"No Jimmy and you go back I'm cool with you still feeling for him" I said
"Yeah and I was just worried about him but I should be worried about you" She said touching my shoulder
"Ashley I don't need you to be worried okay I'm fine!" I said angrily
"Craig calm down I was just checking up on"
"Yeah and I don't need you every second your not with me I'm not going to go off and throw a fit" I yelled
"Craig I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you just stop yelling" Ashley said talking to me as if I was type of crazy person in the nut house
"Urgh! Forget it" I said slamming my guitar down and storming out of the music room.
Next Chapter: Manny is feeling a little better. Craig Cools off. Ashley realizes something. Jimmy and Spinner both "try" to apologize but not to each other next chapter soon.