I DO NOT OWN THES CHARACTORS…. THEY BELONG TO SHOWTIME!! PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!!!!!!!!!!
"So…so…the dog jumps on top of the chicken and…HA…he says…he says…"
"Why," said Brian.
"Um…no Brian…he doesn't say why…I thought you said you never heard this one before," replied Justin.
" No Justin," Brian said ", I meant why did you do it? Why did you leave ?"
" Heh…um Brian…wow…number one…way to spring tat one on me
and number two…you know why…"
"Yea…I know why….I never said I…I…it"
"Yea…that's why…and you know that…so I don't know why you're asking me now…"
"But that cant be all…its just words Justin…that's all it is…just words…"
"Its not just words Brian.
And just because they don't mean anything to you…
doesn't mean that they don't mean anything to me!
because they do…"
"Justin…just because I never said I…it…doesn't mean that I didn't….
I showed you in everything I did!
I cant believe you need some fucking stupid words to tell you that!"
"Its not "fucking stupid" Brian!
It would have made me feel like you really appreciated me…
Like you wanted me to be around
And I wasn't just another fuck…."
"You were never just another fuck Justin…"
" Well that's how I felt Brian…
you never really ever showed me how you felt…."
" Never showed you??
That's bullshit Justin and you know it,,,
I have two words for you…
RAGE
PARTY!!"
" Oh how nice of you to show me how much you care by throwing another one of your fucking parties…
I felt soooo special with all those other guys around…
you barely paid attention to me all night.
I had to keep looking for you….
And when I FINALLY found you….
You were fucking rage…
That's all you ever cared about….
Fucking and getting your dick sucked…
You never wanted me around…"
"That's not true…
I knew ever since you came to the loft the night after we met that I was never going to be able to get rid of you…
at first it pissed me off…
I didn't need some little twink following me around everywhere I went…
yea…
you're right…
at first I didn't want you around…
but that all changed…."
Brian decided he had to show Justin the picture he bought from the GLC…
In all the time that Justin lived there….
he had never managed to find it…
it was time he actually told Justin how much he did love him…
another cliffhanger!!
HAHA...JUST KIDDIN! heres the rest of the story....
Brian came running back into the room with a frame in his hands..
" IfI didn't care...would I have this?"
he flipped the frame over and there was the picture he had bought at the GLC…
it was the only one Justin had sold that night…
and it was to him…
"Brian…where did you get this,' asked Justin
" I bought it… I was the one who bought it…"
" But…why?"
"Because…because… I don't know why… I just needed to have it…
Justin you have no idea how much I cared…still care about you…
I know you never knew this…
but after the bashing…
I stayed with you every night…
I never left your side…even when everyone else was gone I was still there…
I went without sleep for days at a time…
I just wanted to make sure you were ok…"
Justin couldn't believe what he was hearing…
" You stayed with me?"
" Every night…
until the day you woke up…
I was there…"
"Brian I don't know what to say…
I… I never knew… I'm sorry…"
With that, Justin broke into tears…
" You cared for me so much and I just…left…I'm so sorry Brian!"
Brian put the picture down and walked over to Justin.
He sat down and put his arms around him.
He thought back to all the times Justin would wake up after having a nightmare about the bashing
and he would just sit and hold him…
until the sobbing stopped…
"I love you," he said…
Justin stopped crying and looked up at him…
Even with a tear streaked face…he was beautiful…
"Brian…I…I…I love you too"
Brian placed his hand under the blondes chin.
He lifted his face until their lips met in a soft kiss…
But what started out as a soft kiss soon turned into a longing…needing kiss…
He pushed Justin back onto the couch and pressed his lips onto the blondes as hard as he possibly could…
Justin opened his mouth and they let their tongues swirl around in each other's mouths.
They only parted when they heard the loft door slide open.
"Mikey? What? How did you get in here? We were snowed in," asked Brian.
" Snowed in? Brian I don't know what you're talking about…
I got here fine…
and the walk hasn't bees shoveled either," Michael replied
" Really," Brian said as he looked at Justin…
" Well…heh…um….I guess you caught me," said Justin with a smile
" Justin? What the fuck are you doing here," asked Michael.
" Oh…he just dropped buy for a little visit…
now if you'll excuse us," Brian said as he hooked his finger through Justin's belt loop, pulling him towards the bedroom,
"We have some business to take care of…
you can show yourself out right Mikey?
Thanks…"
The last thing he saw was Mikey giving him a nasty look and he heard the door shut…
The End?