Angels Of The Light
I don't own CCS, and I'm poor, so PLZ DON'T SUE ME!! Though the non-CCS characters are mine along with the story!
By: Mistress Ness
Chapter 10: The Truth
Syaoran looked around him for any possible signs of Sakura but found none. He saw the park and sat down on one of the swings. Footsteps made him look up. Meiling stood in front of him, her red eyes showing pity.
"Syaoran-baby…………." She said. Syaoran looked down again, avoiding her eyes.
"I know what happened." She said.
"And so did we." Eriol and Tomoyo walked towards them. "So you followed me." Syaoran said. "Syaoran…………it wasn't your fault. It was because of that stupid bitch, Rei." Tomoyo pointed out to him.
"I told you she was bad news in the beginning, but you were too stubborn to listen to your own cousin." Meiling scowled. "She's always running EVERYTHING!" Eriol crossed his arms. "Sakura clearly misunderstood the situation. She was at the wrong place at the wrong time." Tomoyo said.
"Anyone has an idea where she went?" Syaoran asked softly. "No." Meiling said.
"She couldn't have gone back to her mansion. It's kinda far to walk." Said Eriol. The guilt still clung to Syaoran's heart as his cousin, Eriol, and Tomoyo kept discussing were was Sakura.
"Please forgive me, Sakura…….." he whispered.
---------Sakura's Apartment----------
Sakura stood up from the bed and walked to the mirror in the corner of the room. She saw her reflection and gasped quietly. Her beautiful face was paler than usual and her eyes were a bit red with tears still streaming down her cheeks. She touched her image. "Why am I crying………..why do I even care……..?" the questions floated in her head.
"Simple." Another voice from her mind answered. "You love the boy, that's why you care and you're crying." It said.
"I do love him…………that's why I'm crying in pain………" Sakura said softly as she clutched her shirt over her heart. "Is this heartbreak? It's so new to me…………because I've never fallen in love before………it hurts………..like a deep wound." She realized how much the pain was in her heart. Her minds started showing her flashbacks of the good times with Syaoran.
"Sakura!" his voice echoed as an image of him smiling appeared. The first time he lay his lips upon hers……….when he held her as she told him her tragic past………..when he saved her and the Angels at the club that night………….and the way she felt when he looked at her, smiled at her, and kissed her.
"I don't know what to do. For the first time in my life, I feel lost………" she said as she desperately tried to find an answer to her problem. Her tears were so cold as the breeze gently blew in her room. Her long hair gently blew to her side as she kept staring at herself. This wasn't her. This vulnerable, love-struck girl…………..she was Sakura Kinomoto, Ying Fa of Angels of the Light, the strong woman with a heart of ice and steel.
She then remembered something………………….
-------Flashback--------
Sakura, 10 years old, came home from elementary school. "I'm home!" she sang out as she went inside her mansion. "Welcome home, cutie." Her mom smiled as she came downstairs to greet her. Nadeshiko noticed the small bruises on her daughter's arms and face. "Were you fighting again, Emerald?" she frowned at her. Sakura nodded. "The guy was picking on this girl and I told him to leave her alone. Then he charged at me and I fought him." She said. Nadeshiko picked her daughter up and sat her on her lap at the foot of the stairs.
"Emerald……………" Nadeshiko spoke softly as she smoothed Sakura's long hair.
"I'm proud that you fight for others and stay strong, just like your daddy wanted. But……….." she smiled at Sakura, their green eyes locked.
"Not always you will have your strength. You may be as strong as a man, but there will be times the vulnerable female side will emerge. There will be times you will feel lost and have no strength to fight the feeling. When that happens, use your woman heart to guide you." she advised her daughter. Sakura looked curious. "Will that ever happen to me, Mommy?" she asked.
Nadeshiko laughed and patted the girl's auburn head. "Yes, little cherry blossom, it happens to all of us."
------End Flashback--------
"Mommy…………I feel that way right now. I'm lost and I can't fight it." Sakura whispered. Sakura eyed her closet and opened. Inside were her oniichan's old clothes. She grabbed a white, long-sleeved shirt and went to change in the bathroom.
------Penguin Park-------
"Damn, where could she be!?" said Meiling pretty irritated. Eriol shrugged.
"Dunno." He answered truthfully. Tomoyo suggested. "Listen you guys, let's split up and look for her. And if anyone sees her, call our cell phones."
"Good idea!" Meiling agreed to the plan. "I'll go look downtown!" she waved to her friends before running left of the park. Tomoyo took Eriol's hand and said to Syaoran. "Syaoran, Eriol and I will look uptown, near Sakura's mansion. Take care and beep us if you see her." She pulled Eriol along with her.
"Good luck, Syaoran." Eriol nodded towards Syaoran. Syaoran smiled weakly at his best friend. "Thanks, Eriol." He saw him walking hand-in-hand with Tomoyo towards Sakura's place. Syaoran was not only pissed at Rei, but with himself also.
Now he feels like he led her on. He saw the way she expressed her hurt through her eyes. It tore his heart in two at seeing the angel in such emotional pain, then the way she put all her anger and pain on that slap. She attacked him and when he blocked it, she bitch-slapped him. He still couldn't believe that Sakura attacked him with such fury. Usually when girls see their lover or wants-to-be-lovers kiss another girl, they would usually burst into tears and stay in shock or mad at them. But Sakura chose to use her deadly skills against him, very unusual for a woman to take that choice. Then again, Sakura wasn't like any other woman he's ever seen. Such a rare beauty, possessed incredible strength to protect others, and a dignity that fascinated him.
He stood up from the swing and gazed at the early afternoon sun. He closed his eyes and saw bright light surround him. In front of him, a bit far, yet he could see her long honey-colored hair. She turned around and smiled at him,
"Syaoran………." Her soft and sweet voice made his heart jump. Then, she disappeared and memories began to flood his mind. Sakura smiling at him,
Sakura's teary eyes as she was in his arms, her soft and warm lips against his in the moonlight, and the way she spoke his name with a sweet tune…………
"Syaoran!" she smiled at him as she ran away from him into white mist. Syaoran tried to reach out to her.
"Sakura…………please don't go!" he cried.
"SYAORAN!!" A girl's delicate hand waved in front of his face. He snapped out of his thoughts and found himself staring into a pair of hazel eyes, partly covered with flaming red hair. Lila's eyes.
"Lila!" he said. Lila smiled at him. "That's my name! By the way, I heard what happened at school with Rei and Sakura."
Syaoran was HOPING she wouldn't bring that up. "And so what are you doing here, Lila?"
Lila softened. "Well, since I heard what happened from Naoko, I ran here after school, help finding Sakura."
"Well, can you go join Meiling downtown? I wanna do my own part of the search alone." He asked. Lila nodded and turned to him as she was about to leave.
"Syaoran, be strong. She'll forgive you once you tell her the truth." She left to find Meiling. Syaoran nodded after her and left the park to begin his search.
----------Sakura's Apartment-----------
Sakura got out of the bathroom with the shirt on along with some shorts. She tossed her bra, pants and her other shirt on a chair by the closet. She remembered she brought her shorts in case Meiling played one of her pranks using a water hose. Ever since she came to Japan, Meiling ALWAYS played a "water prank" on
Sakura. Once, Sakura was eating lunch on her own, back when she was in her lone wolf phase, when Meiling came from behind and splashed her with a water hose.
She ended drippin' from head to toe.
Sakura suddenly felt pretty tired from the run. Her mind was set when she attacked Syaoran. At that moment, she didn't know what came over her. It was like her anger and hurt gave her the boldness to strike at the man she cared for. When he was running after her, she charged at him with a blind rage that fueled her strength. She felt guilty for acting like that, but he deserved it.
"That asshole! Playing with my feelings as if I was a DOLL…………." Her body began to tremble. She felt her heart throb in pain at remembering him. Sakura looked out the window and started to get emotional again.
"Syaoran!" she hid her face with her hands as she sobbed uncontrollably. A while later, she stopped and looked at the bed with its fine white sheets. She went to it and lay without words. Her teary eyes finally closed and she drifted into an uneasy sleep.
"Sakura…………….." a soft voice called out to her. Sakura gasped and looked at herself. Her body…………..
"I'm 10 years old again!?" she cried. She looked around. She was back at her mansion. Everything was dark though………..no light penetrated the windows, only darkness.
"Sakura……………."
She gasped again and looked behind her, hey eyes widening at the sight that met her. Her mother was walking towards her like a zombie, she wore the white nightdress but it was greatly stained with her blood. Her blood still flowed from the wound on her womb and trickled down her legs. Sakura took a few steps, frightened at seeing her mom. Tears of fear stained Sakura's pale cheeks as she kept trying to back away. A man's dark laugh startled her. She saw Namura suddenly appear beside her mother and was aiming a gun to her head. Fear of what he was gonna do shook Sakura to the core.
"No!" she cried loudly as the gun went off and its bullet flew through her mother's head.
"NO!" Sakura cried again as she sat up with a start. She was sitting on her bed, panting as she tried to calm her shock and her loudly beating heart. She put her hands up to her face and felt the water on her cheeks. She was crying again. "I haven't had a nightmare since Syaoran first kissed me……………," she realized. A soft breath escaped her lips, a small sound in the silent air. She walked, wobbling, to the mirror and looked at herself again. The usual glint in her rich emerald eyes has become dull, her eyes red-rimmed, and she was startled by the pale complexion. She looked worse then when she first came in. Sakura sighed miserably.
"Is this how am I gonna end up?" she wondered out loud.
--------Near The Apartment Building----------
Syaoran STILL had no clue where Sakura was. He pondered of any location where she could be. "Pretty soon I have to head to my apartment…………….." he stopped on the word "apartment".
"This place will be our secret, ok?" Sakura smiled at him when they were checkin out the place. Syaoran smiled and took both of her hands. "I promise."
"Of course! Her apartment!" he cried and took off for the apartment building.
---------Sakura's Apartment----------
Syaoran ran to the door of apartment 17 at the top floor. He was bout to knock, but tried to turning the doorknob, which was surprisingly unlocked. He quietly snuck inside. He closed the door and locked it. He heard the sound of running water coming from the room at the end of the hall. He knew Sakura was there. He quietly walked to the door and saw the bathroom door opened. He locked the bedroom's door and sat on the bed. This time, Sakura wasn't gonna run, she is going to hear him out.
Sakura splashed her face with cold water in the bathroom. She needed a nice, hot bath. She forgot her towel though; she turned off the faucet of the tub. She cursed and walked to the closet to get it when her eyes caught sight of the male sitting on her bed. "Syaoran! She cried, a gasp escaping her mouth. He looked shocked at seeing her face. She was pale as a ghost and her eyes were dull and red from a lot of crying. He felt a stab at seeing her like that. Quickly, her face changed into that emotionless face he has to come to know so well. "What the hell do you want?" she asked coldly. "We need to talk." He replied. Sakura tried to keep her cool. "There's nothing to talk about." She said as she walked backwards towards the door and tried to open the door, but it was LOCKED.
"You won't go anywhere, Sakura." He said calmly. He stood up and walked to her. Sakura snapped and tried to punch him when he swiftly caught her wrist in a strong hold. Sakura snarled and tried to get him with the other hand, but he caught it too. He dragged her rebellious form away from the door, getting protests from Sakura.
"Let me GO, you pig bastard!!" she shrieked. He stopped dragging her but he didn't let go of her wrists. "You gotta listen to me Sakura! It wasn't my fault…………."
"Bullshit!!" she snapped, cutting him off. "You men are ALL alike! I was a fool thinking you different from the rest!" she said ferociously. "I AM different, Sakura! If I wasn't, I could've ripped your clothes off and taken you right now, but I'm not doing that." He said, a bit angry.
"I don't care! You kissed Rei!! And I watched you! How do think I feel!?" she screamed at him. He growled in response. "Listen, Rei came at ME! I was over her AGES ago!!" he said.
"Why should I believe you!? You're a player, a man not worth trusting…………not a man for me to have loved." She said. Syaoran gaped at her. Sakura gasped and looked to the side, realizing her mistake.
"Sakura…………?" He said. Sakura looked back up at him and said. "Don't you realize how much it hurt me!? Dammit, I love you!!" she yelled, tears ready to spill from her eyes. Syaoran looked at her, wide-eyed. Syaoran couldn't believe it! She just said she loves me!, he thought.
Tears trickled slowly down her pale cheeks as a small sob shook her body. "I love you…………." she said very quietly.
"Sakura……….." he said as he wiped the tears away from her lovely face. "I AM over Rei, someone else has already stolen my heart." He said gently. Sakura glared at him, one last effort to conceal her vulnerability. "There's no proof!" she snarled. He glared at her. "You want proof!? Here, have it, Ying Fa!"
By the wrists, he pulled her close to him, dipped his head to hers and kissed her.
Sakura's misty eyes widened in surpirse at his kiss. He broke it and started at her lovingly. "Sakura, I love you."
Sakura's lips trembled as she smiled. He released her wrists and said. "I always loved you. Since weeks ago, when I realized you and Ying Fa were the same." He smiled. Sakura only closed her eyes. She loved him, he loved her, and this was it. Sakura wasn't gonna wait anymore, it was time for her to fulfill her wish. Syaoran must've read her mind for he gently caressed her cheek.
She felt his arms enfold her, the hard press of his body against hers. At the first tentative brush of lips against hers, she thought she would melt. He kissed first her upper lip, then her lower lip . Then his mouth gently took hers, his lips warm and soft, and she did melt, sinking against him with a whimper, her palms flat against his chest.
She felt his tongue trace the outline of her lips parting of their own accord. Heat flared in her belly as he tasted her, penetrated her. This was much better than all the kisses they've shared, much more potent, more thrilling.
"Sakura…………." When his lips took hers again, all gentleness was gone, replaced by an intensity that almost frightened her. She couldn't breathe. She couldn't think. Rather than pulling away for breath, she found herself clinging to him, returning his passion with a fervor of her own. Their tongues twined, caressed, parried.
It was like nothing she could've ever imagined. She was on fire as he held her, consumed her, ravished her mouth.
He twined his fingers in her auburn hair, pulled her head back, and trailed kisses along the sensitive skin of her throat. She gasped at the delicious new sensation. Then his lips took hers again. He filled her senses, the taste of him, the manly smell, the feel of his masculine body so close to hers. Her lips tingled, pulsed as he plundered her mouth, kissed her cheeks, nibbled the skin of her throat. Other parts of her tingled, too. She felt wet, hot with longing.
She heard herself moan, felt herself press her breasts into his chest. Her fingers laced themselves through his dark hair. Sakura felt her knees weak, ready to give. Syaoran sensed this, though. He scooped her into his arms, carried her to the bed, and laid her gently on the soft, white sheets. He slowly began to unbutton her shirt. He finally got all the buttons and uncovered her breasts, tossing the shirt aside. He gazed at the full breasts, white and soft in the light. He stood up and removed his shirt, making Sakura gape at his magnificent form. His powerful muscles were breathtaking and so was his six pack. He got on top of her, his leg between hers, then slanted his mouth over hers, thrust deep with his tongue. The sensations were almost too much to take in at once—the velvet glide of his tongue, the hardness of muscled thigh against the soft inner flesh of hers, the smooth feel of his chest against her breasts.
She heard herself whisper his name, whimper.
When his warm palm caressed her breast, her whimper became a moan. She pressed her breast deeper into the heat of his hand, eager for more, as his fingers flicked her nipple, teased it, shaped into a rosy peak.
Her entire body shook at the feelings rampaging like a thunderstorm.
"Syaoran." she moaned. "Syaoran." She breathed.
When he suddenly stopped, she almost cried out in dismay. But soft, hot lips quickly replaced fingers. Jagged bolts of heat shot through her all the way to her core. She clung to him, almost afraid of the sultry sensations his touch conjured inside her, as his tongue flicked one sensitive peak, then the other.
"Syaoran!" Sakura gasped.
"I've wanted to taste you for so long, Emerald………….." he cupped one breast, drew its taut crest into his hot mouth, sucked.
The wonderful shock of it made her body arch. The soft pull of his mouth, the rough caress of his tongue caused liquid heat to pool between her legs, as he suckled first one nipple, then the other. He was biting her softly, mouthing her, licking her. She was blind with desire. She writhed beneath him, her fingers laced through his chocolate hair again. "Oh, Syaoran………..!"
"Mmm." He scattered kisses across the underside of her breasts, molded them with his hands, his thumbs reaching to tease their wet, sensitive nipples. "I want more of you." Syaoran whispered.
When he took her nipple into his mouth again, she felt her insides quiver. Her entire body seemed on fire. The heat between her legs had become a blaze, and she felt an aching emptiness inside.
His lips continued to tug on her nipples, while one of his hands began to explore her belly.
Fire licked her skin wherever he touched her. He expertly took off her shorts and panties and tossed them aside also. She wanted him to touch her, his hand between her thighs. As if to torment her, his hand repeatedly moved nearer to, then farther from, the place that burned hottest for him. Slowly, ever so slowly, he caressed her lower belly, tickled the flesh of her inner thighs, brushed lightly over her woman's curls until she cried out, desperate, breathless, reckless with need.
As if through a fog, Sakura realized that Syaoran was doing this on purpose: to increase her arousal, and sure as hell he was doin' a good job.
When at last his hand cupped her womanhood, she lifted her hips to meet his caress.
"Syaoran!" she gasped again, her body shaking.
The pressure was sweet as the heel of his hand moved in slow, smooth circles. Her hips moved on their own accord to match his rhythm, as delicious new feelings began to unfold in her stomach. She writhed beneath his touch, whimpered, whispered his name.
"Syaoran! Syaoran! Syaoran!"
His lips left her breasts, found the soft skin of her throat. "I'm going to open you now, but slowly."
As he spoke, his voice deep and husky, he gently touched her thighs and spread her legs. Sakura fought the impulse of closing her thighs, never in her life has she felt so exposed. He slowly moved down to her legs. Then, he was kissing her exposed thighs, nipping her, teasing her.
But when his lips moved into her light auburn curls, she stiffened. Nah, he wouldn't kiss her there.
Oh, but he did. Deeply. His mouth was scorching hot against her aching womanhood. His tongue swirled delight over her most tender flesh, penetrated her, drew gasps from Sakura's surprised lips.
"Oh my God! Syaoran!" her head rolled from side to side with erotic abandon as Syaoran gave her his deepest, most intimate kiss.
Then his fingers slid between her wet woman's folds, parted her, and she only felt delight. "Oh, Syaoran." Tremors of pleasure rushed through her at the new feeling that she was experiencing. Her aching emptiness grew sharper at each passing moment. Her whimpers became breathless moans as he rhythmically teased her. And when she thought she was gonna die, he slipped a finger deep inside her.
His deep groan blended with her own cry, as he stroked her deeply, caressing a part of her that no man ever touched but yearned to be touched by Syaoran.
Her was mind was full of mist, fogged by her desire. When he slid a second finger inside her, stretching her virginity barrier, she could not longer think.
Syaoran felt like he was on cloud 9. There he was, on his way to make love to the angel he fell in love with, and she was enjoying every minute of it. Her little moans made him much more turned on. Her fingernails that gently scratched his strong back felt so good, it made the end of his hairs tingle.
He was finally claiming her as his own, a dream that seemed impossible at first, but love made it possible. She told him she loves him and he was going to show her how much he loves HER. Her emerald-green eyes never left his, they trapped him in their astonishing gaze.
"My beautiful Sakura." He rained kisses across her brow, her cheeks, her breasts.
Sakura had NO idea how good it felt until now. Her eyes were staring into Syaoran's deep amber eyes as he panted for self-control. She could tell he was being slow and VERY gentle because she's a virgin and he wanted her first time to be memorable. And she felt her heart jump at the consideration he was doin' for her. Syaoran stood up again and removed his pants and boxers. Sakura blushed at seeing him completely revealed to her, his manhood hard and up. She couldn't stand it ANY longer.
"Syaoran, please!" she begged in short breaths. Syaoran first looked at the girl on the bed. Her breasts moved up and down as she breathed heavily. Her cheeks were flushed and so was her skin, pink with his caresses. Her build was perfect. Heavenly. The perfect Angel for him. He joined her again and this time, he positioned himself between her legs. "Please…………." Sakura begged again. He put a finger to her lips.
"Now………….this will hurt a bit, you sure?" he asked her. Sakura nodded and voiced her need by kissing him. He lay her back down and with a thrust; he entered her and broke her barrier.
She cried out, squeezed her eyes shut, her nails digging into his back. Syaoran leaned down and kissed the tears of pain on her cheeks. "You ok?" he whispered in her ear. Sakura cringed; she didn't know it hurt SO much!
"Y-yeah………….please………..I want you………….." she breathed in his ear.
Syaoran slid out of her and thrust back in. "Please……………." She panted. He was inside her now, a part of her……………….she felt fulfilled at this.
Slowly, he withdrew. When he entered her again, she couldn't help moaning as he stretched her, filled her, made her complete. And when she just thought he had buried himself inside her totally, he withdrew, then pushed himself deeper inside her. He was really deep inside her, all of him.
"God, Sakura!" he sounded as if he was in pain. "You're so tight, so hot…………."
His manhood was inside Sakura. He was feeling her tightness and her warm moisture, he loved it, he lover HER.
His rhythm began to speed up, each thrust making her hungrier, craving for the next.
She moaned many times, lifting her hips to meet him.
"Syaoran………..!" she moaned loudly. "Faster!"
At her request, he began to thrust harder into her, making Sakura cry out, moan, pant in pleasure. His thrusts drove Sakura MAD! She wanted all of him, him taking all of her.
All at once, he was driving into her HARD, drawing helpless, frantic cries from her throat. "Syaoran!!" she nearly screamed at the powerful force that was claiming her, her hands in his hair, holding to the sweet pleasure he was giving her.
His hands were grasping her hips, as he explored her depths with fast, forceful thrusts. Her cries became louder and louder as she felt a rise coming to her, her climax was nearing.
Sakura felt Syaoran shudder, heard his deep groans as he thrust hard one, twice, three times.
Then it finally hit, a strong sensation—an explosion, liquid fire, a shower of blinding light. Her inner muscles clenched on him hard, her body trembling with the force of her passion.
Maddening pleasure washed through her like a tsunami, heightened by his powerful thrusts.
"Syaoran!" she heard herself cry his name, felt his body shudder, as with a low groan, he spilled himself deep inside her. With him, she gave a high-pitched moan as she climaxed with him. Syaoran slid out of her and not wanting to crush her with his great weight, he rolled to his side next to Sakura's sweaty body.
He pulled her into an embrace and heard her short and heavy breathing. He looked down at his manhood and saw traces of blood, Sakura's virgin blood. He felt honored to be her first because he loved her more than anything.
He slid his fingers through Sakura's light brown bangs, pushed them aside and kissed her forehead.
"I love you, Sakura. My White Angel." He smiled. Sakura's eyes went wide at hearing him call her White Angel. The girls were the ONLY ones who called her White Angel!
"How you know about that?" she tried to sound pissed, but all of her energy was spent, so she couldn't. He kissed the tip of her nose. "Little birdies told me." he replied. Sakura frowned. "I'm gonna kill them………" she muttered. He laughed softly and kissed her lips. "But, you're mine now, right?" he asked with the innocence of a little boy. Sakura smiled back and snuggled in his chest.
"Forever and always…………." She said quietly. "Because I love you. You're the special person my Mommy always talked about. Syaoran felt a wave of tenderness at hearing her say this.
Syaoran felt sleep tug at his eyelids. With a sigh, he fell into a deep sleep. Sakura looked up at his adorable face and smiled. She kissed him and rested her cheek on his chest. She closed her eyes and kept on smiling.
"Mommy, thank you for showing me the way to happiness……………." She thanked her mother in her mind as sleep claimed her.
A/N
YAY! LEMON CHAPTER 10 is done! I hope y'all like the lemon, it took me a few days to cook it up with help of my friends of course!
Thanx to the reviewers, I'm gonna do the Angels of the Light Trilogy! Starting with the sequel :Warriors of the Night!
Well, sit back and enjoy! Sit tight for Ch 11!!!!!!!!! KEEP THE REVIEWS COMIN'!
Love,
Mistress Ness