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I Didn't Know
I didn't know. Why doesn't anyone believe me? I didn't know what was happening. I didn't understand. It wasn't my fault.
He possessed me. Not the other way around. He ruined my life. I didn't do anything to him. Voldemort is just an evil scumbag who deserves nothing, no love, no pity, no second chances.
I did though. I deserved love, pity, second chances. Because I didn't know.
But now I do. I know now what I've gotten myself into. I know that by helping Harry in this war, my death is all but guaranteed. And, honestly, I don't care anymore.
Why should I? The only thing I have is Neville and my family. I don't have any real friends besides Luna, Harry, and Hermione. And the only reason they are my friends is because of this stupid war.
And yet, I don't want to die. I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe it's my love of risk and adventure, maybe it's because I've finally fallen in love. Or maybe…just maybe…it's because life isn't so bad after all.
I don't know what I would die for, not really. My family, yes, my friends, Neville. But truly, winning this war, seeing others free, that is what I would die for.
Cole's Useless Ramblings
Okay, first off, I want to apologize for not updating, if you want to kill me, go ahead.
Second, I want to say thanks for all of my loyal reviewers, who are still here. If anyone is wondering where my other story has gone, I need a break from chapter fanfics to work on my original story, which is about fifty pages long. So maybe after the holidays...maye than I'll write a new fanfic novel.
Okay, look for a new story soon. I'm debating an idea in my head. I also plan on writing a few one-shots over the holidays. I should write a sixth year fic by febrauary, if you wanna stick around.
I hope you liked this chapter, I don't know how well I portrayed Ginny. Please review!
-Cole