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I don't know what to do anymore. I have absolutely no idea what I should be doing, and it's truly driving me up the wall. The whole wizarding world is counting on me, they want me to save them. Look to Potter for help, he's the one who defeated You-Know-Who. Why the hell should I know what I'm doing? I'm only the Minister of Magic! I'm human too you know.
Why did I become Minister? Power. I wanted power, control, away to make everyone obey me. And I didn't want to join the dark side, to slippery, if you screw up, you die. As Minster, you screw up, you get impeached, now that's not so bad is it? No, I didn't think so. See, and all you people thought I was nuts.
I don't want to fight this war. I want to leave this war alone. I know that I have too much pride to be impeached, so I have chosen to step down. I could not bear the shame I would feel if I was impeached, and so this seems the reasonable option.
I've given up on caring for the other Witches in Wizards in the world. It's every man for himself now, so go ahead and hate me. As long as I live I couldn't care less.
Don't look at me with that you-arrogant-prick-you-are-so-self-centered look. Because I know it's all true. But I don't care, don't you understand that, I just don't care. I've given up on caring, because it doesn't matter, now does it? No, I didn't think so. Poeple still die, and power still corrupts, yet I search after it. I yearn for it, because power keeps me going.
I'm not one that believes in dying for anything. But I do regret something. I regret not listening to Dumbledore when he told me I wasn't Minister material. I want to go back to being that nobody I once was. Back then I was a loving person, now I'm simply cold and powerful. It's funny how me and the Dark Lord are so much alike, and yet I'm suppose to be leading the war against him.
There's not much I would die for. But there is one thing, I would die for the chance to be a normal man, with a happy wife, I would die to feel the normal hapiness of love, and not the cold emptiness of not having any emotion but fear and pride.
Cole's Useless Ramblings
I would like to welcome Julie and SCC it's so wonderful to have you with us. Pull up a chair, grab a snack, and enjoy!
Okay, I know this sounded alot like Voldemort or Harry, but it's not, it's Fudge. And yes, I know, I serioulsy fucked this chapter up. So don't blame me. This is the worst chapter I have written so far, alright, so leave me alone!
Any way, nexy chapter will be Draco, followed by McGonagall, finally Harry. No, I will not be doing Krum, because a) he isn't the least bit important, and b) I hate him ten-times more than I hate Fudge, who is my least favorite character.
Someone please remind me to update internal battles. I keep forgetting.
-Cole