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Ace In Heart Chapter: Be careful for what you wish for ,
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Just to let everyone know if some one ever even freakin' reads this, no one has even bothered to post I'm so ashamed! . But I'll keep posting cause i really like this story so Bleh!
All through class Mocca felt Shade's lips brushing across hers 'they were so warm! Maybe I should of just let him kiss me, even if it was a joke it would be nice to find out how a kiss feels!' Mocca chewed on her eraser. Closing her eyes hoping to get the images out of her head, 'This is silly, some guy, who's most likely popular cause Tiffany likes him would kiss me over her?' she opened her eyes.
"Excuse me? Miss. can I continue with my class or are you going to fall asleep?" said a gruff voice from the front of the room. Mocca looked to see her health teacher holding his ruler pointing to some thing on the board, he was looking right at her, square in the eye. Then Mocca noticed that every person sitting around her was looking at her, the whole class was!
She felt so suffocated in the classroom people on all sides of her pressing in on, she squeezed her eyes shut face boiling red. Mocca stood up and said quickly but urgent, "Sir may I please go to the bathroom!?" she opened her eyes to see all of the kids laughing at her response.
"Well, since you aren't paying attention anyway, but make it fast Missy! Cause when you get back here I'm gonna make you my new example!" said the teacher almost wearily. Mocca crossed the room to hear Tiffany go to the boy next to her, "That girl is so funny!" Mocca felt a little better, but not really I mean coming from Tiffany a worm would be amusing if it did anything dramatic.
When outside she ran all the way to bathroom to discover that there was no one in sight. "I'm free.....finally." she sighed then washed her face in the sink. the water rushing past her made her feel relaxed and she could think clearly again. "I can't believe I just did that!" she said to her self.
"This morning has been so fucking wild!" she mumbled as she stood straight, she gazed in the mirror at her reflection. 'I guess I'm not too bad, if I had less shine on my face I'd be prettier......" satisfied she walked out to the baloney hall way. Coming right out of the door was Spencer!
He looked at her then raised his eyebrows, "ummm...Hi. What?", Mocca didn't feel for him she just liked the way he looked and his voice was cute too. 'In the end I guess I don't really like you.' Mocca gave a half smile then walked down the hall way feeling like nothing had happened that day.
"Hey!" Spencer shouted down the hall way, "Hey!" Mocca turned and walked backwards and answered, "Yeah What?" she hoped she didn't trip. Spencer began to walk towards her, Mocca stopped and waited for him.
"Hey." he said simply, Mocca wasn't sure weather to trust him or not 'why not?' she looked at him expecting an answer. Spencer didn't say anything for a while then he shoved his hands in his pockets. Mocca hated to make to first move and break the ice because she wasn't use to it, "Ummm......" she dug in her head for some thing witty to say.
Spencer looked at her, "You wanna get out of here, I'm bored." Mocca's eyes flew to him 'Whoa! What? and ditch!' of course Mocca had never done this before. Her con-sense told her "no way!" but of course she said yes.
"Ok" said Spencer "One sec." he concluded then walked back down the hall way into the the Boy's bathroom. Mocca tapped her foot, 'I hope I don't get caught....and I hope my parents don't find out!" she waited for what seemed like forever.
Finally after ten minutes Spencer finally came back out with car keys, "Joe's letting us borrow the car, we gotta pick him up some thing though..." he walked to Mocca and looked at her questioningly "Still wanna come?" Mocca shook her head yes then left with him to the parking lot.
They went to the very back of the lot to find Joe's car, correction old beat up shit hole of a truck. Spencer unlocked the truck and hopped in, Mocca wasn't sure how to open the door.
The handle was rusty and a circle shape, as she tugged on it, the door let loose and she fell on her butt. "Ow" Mocca squeaked, Spencer laughed and his head appeared out of the door, "clumsy....." he managed to get out. They finally got out of the parking lot, after tugging on the seat belt Mocca gave up she didn't want another 'door incident' who knows what might happen now!
"Where do you wanna go?" Mocca questioned, Spencer turned on the radio "I suppose we should pick up Joe's stuff.....but unless you have any better ideas?" he looked at Mocca for a second then looked back to the road.
Mocca searched her mind for something fun to do, "Lets go to the movies?" Spencer shoved his hand in his left pocket and pulled out five dollars. "That would be a no." Spencer had also pulled out a cigarette and lit it, smoke filled the truck. Mocca hated cigarettes a lot, but knew better than to try and open the window.
Spencer pulled over at a vacant lot, he stomped out his nasty cigarette and glanced at Mocca, "You don't like them." Mocca nodded and felt better the smoke was really making her eyes burn. "I have to go get Joe's stuff....." Spencer got out and went to a dirt pile and picked up what looked like the little things that you put moist towletts into.
Mocca asked him what it was when he got back, he looked at her and chuckled "You don't know what this is!?" Spencer said waving it in the air for more effect. "No seriously." Mocca said curiously, Spencer laughed harder. "Mocca do you do drugs?" he said after he got a breath.
'Oh my god!' Mocca screamed in her thoughts "No....." she said a little embarrassed, "Well....its pot." he said looking at her "You really don't know anybody do you? You're so quiet but I at least expected you to know what this is!" he said amazed. Mocca's cheeks burned, "It's true! I guess, I'm really sheltered after all......".
Spencer looked at her with the same look, "So that's right....do you even have a boy friend? Have you even had a Boy friend?" he said, Mocca's face got redder and she tried to look out the window but it didn't work. "Wow!" Spencer looked out his window, and turned on the radio.
He turned back and looked at her, "I bet you've never kissed a guy! You're like a freaking virgin and everything!" Mocca was dying of embarrassment now, "You're like one of the pure people who are perfect, like and angel!" Spencer concluded and looked satisfied. "Actually I've kissed one boy.....kind of....." Mocca said remembering Shade's soft brush on her lips clearly; Spencer looked baffled, "When? Who?" he questioned.
"Shade, today...." Mocca said looking back out the window she didn't want to see Spencer's reaction, but she heard nothing so she looked back to she what was the matter. Spencer looked a little angry, and his cheeks were a light pink; "What's the matter" Mocca asked worried now that she had decided that Spencer was be safe territory.
"He gets around fast doesn't he." Spencer looked at her anger shown on his face and said "He's got Tiffany and now he's going for you....", Mocca realized 'he must really like Tiffany!'.
Spencer looked even more mad because he got very serious looking, "If he has Tiffany and he wants you I'll make you mine!" he moved forward before Mocca could protest. He grabbed her waist and kissed her hard, Mocca moved back, but the door blocked her from moving back anymore.
Spencer was breathing hard through his nostrils, and his tongue forced its way into Mocca's mouth, 'Help me! I don't like him this way.....I only thought I did!''. Spencer pushed her harder into the door and moved on top of her, he put his hand on the top of her head messing up her hair. Mocca tried to pull away but his grasp was firm and he was strong.
Mocca began to breath hard too, and felt like a porcelain doll in Spencer's arms. Spencer's other hand moved to her hip and he began to pull at her jeans. 'Thank god I wore a belt!' but she knew that wasn't going to stop him.
He Started kissing her neck and bit into her soft skin and sucked, 'I have to stop him before he gets too far!' Mocca now desperately clawed at him with her free hands. He leaned up and moved her hands away his legs were around at each side of her, Spencer gave her a half smile and took his shirt off.
Mocca tugged at the door handle with one of her hands but of course it wasn't opening, Spencer was now leaned over her belt almost done with the buckle. he was now pulling down her pants so that Mocca's hello kitty under wear was showing, Mocca gave the door one last tug and it flew open.
She fell out with Spencer on top of her who was still tugging on her pants. She managed to move a little dragging her self with her arms through the red dirt. Spencer leaned over her and held her arms down, kissing her forehead then cheeks. "It's hopeless' and Mocca gave in, letting her body go limp in his grasp.
"Hey! Get away from her" shouted a voice from the road, Spencer shot up and looked over his back, Mocca pulled her legs out from under him, her pants still there. There in an mini van was Shade and Joe.
Shade looked at the scene, Spencer had been on top of a girl, they had rolled out of Joe's truck, and he was holding her arms down. Spencer looked back at him with a hateful look and one that said he had also been caught. Shade turned to Joe, who was smoking a joint and viewing the show too.
"Take Spencer home in your truck I'll take the girl home." Shade ordered. "Ok man" Joe hopped out and shook his head at Spencer who had gotten up and was putting his shirt back on. Shade leaned over to she the back of who ever it was putting her pants back on. She had just turned around when Shade recognized the tear filled face. It was Mocca.
Mocca looked at Shade his image blurred by her tears, 'I know Spencer didn't mean it.....but I don't know if I can face him again....and I don't feel like being her at all with another boy!' she plunked down on the seat and put her seat belt on.
Shade was still looking at her, Mocca remember how she was putting her pants back on before and blushed. She looked at him and croaked out "Thank you." then she hugged her knees to her chest. "No Problem" Shade said turning the key in the ignition.
Joe's truck pulled up by there's and Shade rolled down his window, "I don't ever want to see you hurting her anymore or I'll Fucking shove your Dick up your ass!" he yelled at Spencer then slammed his foot on the gas petal.
Shade glanced at Mocca's condition, "Did he....uh.....do anything to you?" he sounded so protective, 'I wonder if he remembers who I am?' she thought, "No." she said then looked out the window so he wouldn't catch her look of embarrassment.
"Well Mocca do you want to take a shower at my place so your parents don't freak out?" he offered, Mocca looked down at her torn jeans and the dirt all over her cloths, and she knew there were bit marks and a hicky on her neck, plus her hair was all messed up.
Added all together it looked like she had
come back from the dead and then died again.
"Yes please." she
didn't want to talk right now it just took to much engry.
