Nah, I'm Good 14
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Feeling betrayed and angry at the world for leaving him with people whom he feels he could never shake off, Lincoln was now truly set to live his life in solitude as he began to write and post a notice to the only tenants he had that all payments shall be direct deposited and or can be dropped within his mail slot since for the longest he'd meet them all face to face, but even he doesn't want to do that.
Stepping out to post the notice on his tenants, doors, Lincoln was not expecting to find anyone sitting on the steps to his stairs, specifically 1 person.
A person who was wearing a red and white hockey jersey as the baggy shirt had the number 1 on its back, she wore red tracksuit pants, regular red and white sneakers as she was smoking weed from a ivory pipe as her hair brown hair was cut short like a boys haircut.
This person of course was none other than Lynn Jr. as she was baking outside her brothers apartment as she slowly turned her head to face her brother.
"Hey Lincoln, it's been a while" said Lynn with a warm smile as Lincoln began to pinch the bridge of his nose.
"God damn it. Look Lynn, I want nothing to do with you or any of our sisters so long as I lived, so do me a favor and scat by the time I get back from posting these notices to my tenants" said Lincoln.
"That's fair enough, though honestly I would like to chat with you for a bit even if it's on these stairways" said Lynn calmly as she took another drag off her pipe.
"Fine, whatever" said Lincoln as he knew better than to shake Lynn off since his experience with Luna was a lesson her learned well enough.
Once he was done doing his job as a building manager and owner, Lincoln went back up the stairs and sat a few feet away from Lynn as she remained silent and stared at her brother.
"Well get on with it already, what is it you want to talk about" Lincoln said impatiently, "Hold, I'm thinking here, you know trying to decide as to where I begin to apologize" said Lynn.
"Oh god, how baked are you" asked Lincoln, "You really want to know, I've been on muscle relaxants, antipsychotics, amongst other kind of downers these last few months" said Lynn as she took another hit from her toke.
"Granted it's something I'm volunteering to do for the rest of my life, or at least until I don't need to depend on that shit anymore" said Lynn as her brother was the one staring at her now.
"What's the matter cat got your tongue now" asked Lynn, "No, just why, I mean, yeah I know why, but… why" asked Lincoln.
"Honestly it was under the insistence of my shrink I started taking these after my sports carrier was put to a permanent end when he suggested I take antidepressants, from there I just kinda went and experimented with everything else that came to mind, and during this period I look back and reflect on how I not only acted towards the few friends I had during my sports carrier, but also how I treated my family" said Lynn.
"Honestly I don't blame any of you guys for wanting to keep your distance from me since I tend to take any little thing to an extreme like how I'm doing with my current drug problem" said Lynn.
"Then why not quit and make a conscious effort to go to rehab" asked Lincoln, "Not that I haven't consider it already, just right now, I'm really trying to mellow out here, I mean I could if I want to flush everything I'm on down the drain, but then what I remain calm for like a week if I'm lucky, and then suffer from a terrible relapse that'll definitely get me thrown in jail because I'm acting like a piss baby who needs her bottle" said Lynn.
"No I'm better off conditioning myself to a point where one day I simply don't need it anymore, which I have no doubt I can do, especially since I have Lisa herself concocting a drug to actually help speed up the conditioning process" said Lynn.
"But why do this, I know you can never become a professional sports player, but you could take up a carrier in say becoming a coach to a sports team, even if it's little league sports" said Lincoln.
"Kind of you to say, but honestly I plan to switch up carriers and serve as Lisa's guanine pig for the time being, and with time we hope to use her drug that I plan to take to prove the FDA that this could help people not only in America, but the world to quit any to all of their drug habits, with me serving as their spokesperson and leading activist to this future venture" said Lynn.
"How" said Lincoln as Lynn now focused her attention on her brother.
"How is it, that out of all my sisters, the one sister who physically bullied me the most, even before I had money, chose to do a 180 with her entire way of life, especially now that I've come to hate you all collectively" said Lincoln.
"I mean if that's how you want to continue living your life, so be it, I'm not going to pussy out like Luna to save everyone else's hides like that, though she does have a point about not hating our sisters since they've actually all acted and behaved how they really are. For the most of us anyway" said Lynn.
"Oh yeah, then tell me, out of all of my sisters, who was straight with me, huh" asked Lincoln, "You want to know, I'll tell you, but the most obvious one of us all was Lily, up until she thought with this film we could finally make amends, but even you can't be blind to that itty bitty bit of truth" said Lynn.
"Then of course you got Lana, Lola, Lucy, Leni, Lisa, and Lori for the most part" said Lynn, "You expect me to believe Lori was being mostly straight with me and not Lola" asked Lincoln skeptically.
"Hey, she learned to mellowed out by herself the older she got and doesn't need to depend on downers like me to see things clearly and act nonaggressively, as for Lori she wanted to set up a Grindr account behind your back" said Lynn.
"Don't you mean Tinder" asked Lincoln as he did made it clear he was only interested in only girls before, "Tomato, potato, they're the same dating app at the end of the day" said Lynn.
"No they're not, just like what you listed were 2 different types of fruit" said Lincoln, "Also, I don't know exactly how your time with Luan was, but from what I learned compared to what I experienced, I can tell she wasn't entirely honest with you" said Lynn.
"What do you mean" asked Lincoln, "Wake up and smell the wine and cheap perfume little brother, she's an actress, so pretending to be something that she isn't comes to her rather naturally" said Lynn.
"So her admitting her time in Hollywood has made her tough and the ruthless nature she had experience was all an act then" asked Lincoln, "No, that was true, along with her raping that douchebag actor whom she had his baby, and the fact she is set to take over dad's restaurant when both parties are ready to retire from their current professions" said Lynn.
"Then what about her wasn't being honest" asked Lincoln, "Her being honest with her vices, as our beloved sister is a grade a shotacon, and before you ask, many times when either Lucy, Luna, or I have came down to visit her, she asked us if we wanted to join her" said Lynn.
"Oh god" said Lincoln as that newfound information disgusted him, "Oh don't get all high and mighty now, Lily and Lola have found and showed us some of your hentai collection, mister lolicon, kemonomimi, incest, paizuri loving femdom" said Lynn as Lincoln turned a beet red.
"I-I-I was just going through a phase all right" said Lincoln defensively, "Mm-hmm, I think now I should mentioned that I had secretly made a bet between me and my older sisters that you'd one day ask Lily to invite one of her friends over so you can pounce on her, while Luan betted that you'd jump Lily" said Lynn.
Note to self, burn all my old hentai and stick to digital booklets, thought Lincoln, "But back to the topic at hand, Luna, yeah she's a self-centered rockstar trying to deal with all of her drug problems, and while her tone and methods of reaching out to you was, well shit, she did got you to come and come clean to us as to the pain we have afflicted on you, be it all of us growing up as a family, or how it affected you throughout your adult years, so on behalf on all of us Lincoln, we all wanted to say we're sorry" said Lynn.
"I know hearing it now, especially from me, may mean worth less then a rats ass, and that I should say something to get you to forgive us by any means, but I won't cause honestly if there was anything to be learned from this whole experience, it's that we should have given you more of a voice and a choice to decide how you want to approach your family" said Lynn as she began to get up and make her leave.
"So wait, that's it, we're done" asked Lincoln in disbelief, "Yeah, we're done, though if there's anything you like to say to me, now might be the only time we'll have for the longest time" said Lynn as Lincoln stared at her.
If it wasn't for those garlic smelling Dutch ovens or being shanghaied into being her sports partner, it was her literally throwing balls at or near close his head, how she used a friendly boxing match as an excuse to beat him black and blue when he refused to pay for a new sports stadium for her favorite team, or how she finally went and broke his legs cause he wouldn't pay for her trip to attend both the World Cup or the Woman's World Cup that year, and many more painful afflictions he had attained from Lynn should Lincoln be happy to be rid of her.
But now, after seeing what she is, getting some clarity from what and how his sisters behaved, and finally hearing what he so longed to hear from just about of his sisters is Lincoln now filled with confliction.
Seeing the look of confliction on her brother face, Lynn thought best to leave him be with one more reminder.
"The choice is yours Lincoln, and whatever you choose to do from here on out will be done based on your own free will, take care" said Lynn as she waved her brother off before he could even get a word out to her.
Standing where he was, Lincoln was filled with cloudy thoughts as he didn't know what to do now before dragging himself to his apartment and crashing down on his as he could only brood and contemplate on his thoughts.
Meanwhile Lynn messaged her sisters to let them know she had talked to their brother and that he was going to figure things out on his own, and that the only thing they should do is nothing since that's the only way they can get their brother again.
Even if it means waiting till the end of tomorrow or for the next 50 years, the Loud sisters agreed that from here on out they won't do anything to bother Lincoln as he deserved to decide how he wants to live his life based on his own free will, even if it means without them in his life.
Ok so this chapter I finally got done, which I coincidentally am publishing it on the day my new game arrives, but still that's only because I'm waiting to get notified that the software is ready to be purchased and downloaded already, which is taking forever at this point, like seriously what the hell.
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This has been your Humble Narrator and official author Tobi Yaza. =3