Alright...there is one last chapter. I hope you enjoy it. It is sort of happy, but I haven't finished it yet. I still have the sequil to write.........HikariMoriyaku

Chapter 14: Awake

Beastboy stared at the knife in his hand.

"It will only hurt for a few minutes," he tried to convinse himself.

But no matter how hard he tried, the idea of slashing his wrists didn't seem right. He felt deep in his heart that Raven was no dead. He knew that she wasn't gone.

"I'm sorry, Raven," he whispered.

He wanted to end it. He wanted to die. Beastboy brought the knife to his neck.

"This is the quickest way," he told himself.

Then a scream. A loud scream. Beastboy heard yelling. Then screaming. Something had happened. Beastboy walked over to the door, but it opened. There stood a girl. The girl that he thought he had lost. She looked at him.

"Raven," he whispered, dropping the knife.

She stared at him. Tears were welling up in her eyes.

"I'm sorry," she whispered, tears falling from her violet eyes.

They hit the ground. Beastboy looked at her. His own tears were falling. He slowly walked towards her. She looked at him.

"No, stop," she whispered, stepping back.

Beastboy stopped. He looked at her. The stones on the bands were glowing. There were glowing red. She was under his control. Raven was under Slade's control.

"Raven, no."

"I'm so sorry for this, but I can't risk him controlling me fully. If I die, my powers will destroy the whole city."

"Raven..."

"I can't risk killing more than I already have," she whispered, looking at her hands.

Crimson blood dripped from her fingers. Beastboy looked into her face. Her eyes were cold. Her face was straight.

"Raven, what have you done?" he asked.

"I hurt them, Beastboy. You better go see if they are okay. I don't want to kill you, but next time, I don't know if I can hold back," she said.

Beastboy lunged for her, but she had disappeared. All that remaind was three two of her braces. Beastboy picked up one of the bracelets.

"The others must have gotten these off," he whispered to himself. "But, you still wear that stupid necklace."

He looked out the window. The sky was dark grey and rain was falling. It wasn't night quite yet.

"I still have a chance to save you," he said. "I still can stop him, Raven. I can save you."

Beastboy heard one of the other Titans yell. He turned his attention out towards them. Beastboy ran down the hallway. He saw Cyborg holding Starfire. Robin was behind him, limping.

"What happened?" Beastboy asked.

"Raven attacked us," Cyborg said.

Beastboy looked down at his feet. She had attacked them, but left him alone.

"Why didn't she attack you?" asked Robin.

"She said that she doesn't want to kill me," admitted Beastboy.

"Well, lets get to the infirmary. I need to do some repare on my arm," Cyborg said walking down the hallway.

Beastboy turned to look at Robin. The boy wonder looked at him with anger and confusion.

"Did she tell you why she attacked us?"

"She let him control her, but not fully. She said that she doesn't want him to control her fully in case she might take out the whole city."

Robin nodded. He put a hand on Beastboy's shoulder.

"I need to get to the infirmary. I want you to go looking for her. She won't kill you. She won't hurt you."

Beastboy nodded. He ran towards the door. Once outside, he transformed into a hawk and began to look for Raven.

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Yeah, just one last chapter............HikariMoriyaku