tHE FORBIDDEN LOVE
cHp 1:THE INFATUATION
by: huixian sama
(Fuji' s PoV)
Fuji blushed inwardly as he heard Tezuka's name being called out. Chotto Matte! Why was his name being called? Oh… yea. He was supposed to play a one- set- match with him. The thought of Tezuka made his heart miss a beat. How long had it been? When did it start? Fuji wondered.
Initially, he only thought of Tezuka as another regular of the seigaku tennis club. Well, maybe a little more; the buchou of the team.
Then, at around the middle of year two, Fuji's smile seems to be more sincere when Tezuka is around. He did not understand the meaning of this, and pushed it away as an infatuation. But as the days goes by, this infatuation did not subside.
Instead, he starts to get butterflies in his stomach whenever Tezuka is near. But his always-smiling face gave nothing away.
What is this thing feel? Fuji often asks himself. I've never felt anything like that before. This is such a confusing feeling. Pleasant, yet strange. It makes me feel that there is something I need. Thought Fuji, who obviously have never been in love. Is this what they call, 'love'? But, Tezuka is also a guy. So does that make me a gay? Iie! I think not. I suppose this is jus admiration. Well, that explains. His tennis skill is superior. Even better then mine. And what' s more, he possess the look and charisma that very guy wishes for. Reasoned Fuji, smile never leaving face, face never faulting once.
He had played against Tezuka a few times, and lost all. He had tried his best. He really had. But how can he concentrate, when it is Tezuka who is standing in front of him?
His heart fluttered, and his smile widened, as the oh-so- serious, stone-faced buchou of the club walked pass him, and into the court. The distance between them is so near yet so far. They are so close physically that he can feel the warmth given out by Tezuka' s body, but they are so far apart mentally that he have no idea what so ever how Tezuka feel about him.
To Tezuka, is he just another tool to win the nationals? Or is he more then that? A friend at least?
"Fuji. Hurry up and get into the court now." Came a voice, which broke Fuji's trend of thoughts. A voice that belongs to the which means 'do what I say now or prepare to run laps.'
"Tezuka… that's just like you. Always so impatient." Teased Fuji. Despite of the feelings he has for Tezuka, he cant stop his sadistic nature from surfacing.
As he said these words, the walked towards the courts, obeying Tezuka. ('Cos he doesn't want to run laps.)
(Tezuka's PoV)
That Fuji! Always provoking. He is so annoying at times. But his smiling face and Bishounen look makes him so irresistible. Oh! Wait! What was I thinking of? Bad thoughts Tezuka! Bad Tezuka! Bad!!! Tezuka chided himself mentally as he send a frown across to Fuji.
No one can resist Fuji. He had seen both girls AND guys sending looks towards Fuji, down the hallway when Fuji walked pass, and Fuji would always smiles in return. 'This' never fails to provoke the jealousy in him.
He wants Fuji to be his and only his. He likes that way the sensual way Fuji's lip curls when he smiled. Once, he accidentally went into the clubhouse when Fuji was changing. The pale, smooth, and fragrant skin of his almost dove Tezuka's senses crazy. The swore that he saw Fuji's body glowed from inside- out under the setting evening sun, jus like an angel descending from heaven.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Huixian Sama: so how was it? Sorry that it sucked. But, Please R&R please… ok. Fine. I take away the 'sama'. Now will you comment on it? Next chapter will come soon. I've got it ready. Just need to type it. Anyway, thanks for reading and putting up with these crap.